keyBoarD ReTak: not on my mind...
skrg ni pale ak asek pikir psl mende2 pelik yg jarang ak pikirkn... hmmm... apsal ak xtaw... tp mende ni agak klaka kalu ak bukak citer ngan mmber2 ak sbb diorg knal ak cmne orgnye... rse mmg cam pelik ah... rimas pon ade... sronok pon ade... tp tah la... cmne na describe mende ni pon ak xtaw... kdg2 ak ade rse mcm na ade relationship ngan seseorg...
ak xrase ak ready ntok ade mende2 cmni... ak bkn xnk,tp ak xready... ak salu pikir psl sume aspect kalu ak ade relationship ngan somebody... parent dye ske ak x? ak ni da prepare ke? mcm2 lagi r ak pikir... kdg2 ak rse segan ngan background dye... sape dye? hahaha... sesape je la... mksud ak skrg ni... ak xrse ak layak ntok org yg idop snang...family ak bese2 je.. kang xske kang payah plak... ak salu pikir psl future ak... kalu ak ni kije takat makan gaji je... parent dye nak ke ak jage anak dye? konpom2 x...ak skrg ni na makesure ade kije tetap yg stabil dlu baru ak agak brani sket2 na ade relationship... kalu skrg ni bkn xleh... ak cme xready... kalu da stabil nti ak rse ok la... tp kalu skrg ni, dwet pon asek mintak kt family, bek toksah... kdg2 ak tpkir jgk psl darjat... ak taw mende2 cmni da lapok... tp ak cme na amek langkah bjge2... kalu org yg ak ske ni anak org snang...nak ke dye idop ngan ak yg bese2 ni? hm... wallahualam... jgn pkir short term...pkir long term... layak ke ak ngan family cm2? layak ke ak jadi family diorg... hm...
btw,ak ni bknnye jenis pandai bjiwang2 sgt... kdg2 kalu ak rse ak na lpas cakap ,ak cakap je tros... ak ni bkn pandai sgt pon na jage ati org... tp ak taw la cmne nak respek feeling org... so the conclusion is being in relationship status is not on my mind ryte now... or just now... or mybe now... or this is just a useless entry of my blog...
by kEyBoarD REtaK at 3:25 AM