BeYLla biELaiLA: sunyi ...lonely
hmm...ape sbnrnye yg maen dlm hati aku ni?skrg ni ak smaken sensitif sgt...smaken emo....smaken ske saket ati....ak xske dri ak sndri....tlalu sensitif.....
ak tlalu sensitif sjak ak rase lonely....mak ayh jauh...xda sape yg peduli pasal ak...ak xksah...just ak rase ak kehilangn sahabat....btol2 rase kehilangan....sjak pemergiannya,,,,kini ak sndri....senyumanku kurg.....hidupku xbahgia spt dlu...
dlu...ak ske tgk arwah senyum...manis sgt....dia ske amek taw pasl ak...kalo on fb...dia akn chat dgn ak kadg2....n tanye nape....hmm...smpai skrg xble lupa...n skrg dia dh xda....ak pn keseorgn....ak xtaw npe...i;m very sensitive....bila org nasihat ak pn ak trase ....ak akn diam...diam dan diam...tp dlm hati ak sdih sgt...nape dorg xnk phm ak...hmm...
time matrik ada kwan....rmate ak slalu tenangkan aku...kitorg p jln same2....tp skrg laen sgt.....ak xske gaul...ak xtaw nape....then skrg ak sunyi sepi....dlu shbt yg rajen msj ak kini xlg....
"diam seribu bahasa"....hmmm...hati ni cpt saket.....saket yg tiada kesudahan....
Posted by beylla bielaila at 6:22 AM