Songs of Pain
Songs of Pain is the first album by folk singer-songwriter Daniel Johnston, recorded on a simple tape recorder and released on Compact Cassette. Johnston recorded these songs in the basement of his parents' house in West Virginia. Johnston recorded the tape between 1980 and 1981, and it was later mass produced on cassette by Stress Records in 1988, and on Compact Disc in 2003 by the label Dual Tone, together with More Songs of Pain as Early Recordings Volume 1. Background Songs of Pain was recorded between 1980 and 1981 during Daniel Johnston's Freshman, Sophomore and Junior years studying at Kent State University in East Liverpool, Ohio. During this period, Johnston lived in his parents' basement in West Virginia, where he would make recordings to share with friends and fellow students. In late 1979, Johnston wrote the song "Lazy" after dropping out of Abilene Christian University in West Texas; the only song he wrote during that period. In 1980, he enrolled in Kent State University in East Liverpool, Ohio, where he met Laurie Allen, who would become something of a muse for Johnston. Johnston had a crush on Allen and equated her with true love and all that was good with the world. He became romantically obsessed with her, and after being complimented on his piano playing by Allen, was inspired to take up piano playing as a daily routine record his work and compile it onto cassettes to share with his peers. The material was recorded on a $59 Sanyo cassette recorder with Radio Shack tape stock. Johnston performed most of the instrumentation and overdubbed the vocals himself. Shortly after this, Allen relocated to Florida after her boyfriend, who was studying in Florida, graduated and became a mortician there. The departure left Johnston emotionally distraught. He saw Allen shortly afterward when he accompanied a friend to a funeral hosted at the home where she was employed. The awkward encounter which ensued inspired the song "Grievances," written in early 1980 - which in November he jokingly described as a "fluke." In the Summer of 1980, Johnston wrote "Wicked World," which he described as giving him more confidence in his songwriting. He was 'lost in limbo land,' writing music '24 hours' with lyrics devised by his friends. By the time the album was finished in 1981, Johnston was already in his Junior year of University. As he had no way of copying tapes at the time, each version featured a recording unique to the person to whom it was gifted. The later mass-copied version was given to musician/painter Katy McCarty, who met Johnston circa 1985. This version was released in 1988 by Jeff Tartakov's Stress Records. Sound All songs feature Johnston on vocals and piano, except for "Premarital Sex", where he plays the organ. The opening track, "Grievances", introduces themes that reoccur throughout Johnston's career. He sings about his unrequited love for "the librarian", which refers to a girl named Laurie Allen who has functioned as a muse in many of