I want a poem about Love,Heartache & Loss,Realistic & Complicated,Activities,Travels & Journeys,Relationships,Gay, Lesbian, Queer.
I've written a poem for you about Love,Heartache & Loss,Realistic & Complicated,Activities,Travels & Journeys,Relationships,Gay, Lesbian, Queer. The title is "Waste": 
Everything that was young went quickly,the way his eyes met mine as soon as wewoke together in a room outside Nanjing,feeling as if all the things that were fallingwould fall and make their thunder, leaveus with the challenge of being happy,all the things that felt given when giftswere not just surprises, but what weknew, what we hoped to take with usto heaven, unbound by faults and sins,not deceived the way we were whenthe end came to what we knew of China,landing me here. I am a wish in the skiesspun out from celestial space to be poor,to be covered with black skin, a feltquilt of a map with only one way to China — through pain as big as hogs squealingat killing time on black farms in Alabama — the noise of death, the shrill needlethat turns clouds over to rip the airabove the cities where people are youngand all that is given is never taken away.