According to Lutyens it is evident from his notebook that this experience of otherness was "with him almost continuously" during his life, and gave him "a sense of being protected."
Det fremgår Ifølge Lutyens klart af hans notesbog, at denne oplevelse af andethed var "med ham næsten uafbrudt" igennem hans liv og gav ham "en følelse af at blive beskyttet."