And maybe the hardest part about my life ending is that I learned something hard about myself, and that was that, as much as I would be frustrated about not being able to get my work out to the world, there was a part of me that was working very hard to engineer staying small, staying right under the radar.
Iespējams, sarežģītākais tajā visā bija tas, ka es uzzināju ko nepatīkamu pati par sevi. Ka, lai arī cik aizkaitināta es nebūtu par nespēju likt pasaulei ieraudzīt manus darbus, daļa no manis ļoti centīgi mēģināja izgudrot veidus, kā palikt nemanāmai, tieši zem redzamības līnijas.