So in those moments, you certainly wonder what you're doing up there or -- CA: What was the closest you got to -- when did you think, this is it, I might be on my way out?
Šajos brīžos tu brīnies, ko tu te dari vai... KA: Kas bija vistrakākais -- kad jūs domājāt, ka tas ir viss, es varētu vairs neatgriezties?