But if I had done that, if I had given up writing, I would have lost my beloved vocation, so I knew that the task was that I had to find some way to gin up the inspiration to write the next book regardless of its inevitable negative outcome.
Bet, pametot rakstīšanu, es zaudētu savu mīļoto nodarbi. Tādēļ es zināju, ka man jāatrod veids, kā uzkurināt iedvesmu nākamajai grāmatai, kaut arī iznākums neizbēgami būs negatīvs.