And it was devastating every single time, and every single time, I had to ask myself if I should just quit while I was behind and give up and spare myself this pain.
Un katru reizi tas bija mokoši, un katru reizi es sev jautāju, vai nevajadzētu to visu mest pie malas, kamēr vēl varu, padoties un aiztaupīt sev šīs sāpes.