But if I had done that, if I had given up writing, I would have lost my beloved vocation, so I knew that the task was that I had to find some way to gin up the inspiration to write the next book regardless of its inevitable negative outcome.
Por nese do ta beja kete,  nese do te hiqja dore se shkruari, do te humbisja prirjen time  qe e dua kaq shume, keshtu qe e dija se qellimi ishte te gjeja nje menyre per t'u inspiruar per te shkruar librin tjeter pavaresisht ketyre rezultateve te pashmangshme negative.