And it was devastating every single time, and every single time, I had to ask myself if I should just quit while I was behind and give up and spare myself this pain.
Dhe cdo here ishte shkaterruese, dhe cdo here, me duhej te pyesja veten a duhej te hiqja dore  sa isha akoma ne kohe, te hiqja dore dhe t'ia kurseja vetes te gjithe ate dhimbje.