Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
Sepse kur John-i iu perkushtua vetes per ta kthyer jeten perseri prapsht -- se pari fizikisht , dhe pastaj mentalisht, dhe shpirtrisht -- ai zbuloi se ishin shume pak burime te mundshme per dike i cili kish provuar ti jepte fund jetes se tij ne menyren te cilen ai beri.