Because I'd had such a bad problem with self-injury that most of the cutlery in the house had been hidden, so I ended up arming myself with a plastic fork, kind of like picnic ware, and sort of sat outside the room clutching it and waiting to spring into action should anything happen.
Si rrjedhoje e faktit qe kisha probleme serioze me vete-demtimin, shumica e objekteve me teh ne shtepi ishin fshehur kshqe perfundova e armatosur me nje pirun plastik, dhe u ula jashte dhomes duke pritur qe te hidhesha ne veprim sapo te ndodhte dicka.