I worried that I was afraid of commitment, or that I was scattered, or that I was self-sabotaging, afraid of my own success.
Магадгүй би хариуцлагаас  зугтсандаа, эсвэл амжилтаас эмээсэндээ  ямар ч зорилгогүй амьдарч байна уу даа ч гэж бодох боллоо.