But those guns were really a message for me, and even though he hadn't raised a hand to me, my life was already in grave danger every minute of every day.
Хэдийгээр тэр надад гар хүрээгүй ч, мөч бүрт амь насанд минь  заналхийлж буйг тэр буунууд сануулж байлаа.