So I'm giving this talk about this, and as I'm talking, what I realized is: this was not a history lecture I was giving; this was not something where the job was done.
그래서 저는 이것에 대해 얘기하고 있고 이걸 얘기함으로써 깨달은 것은 제가 하는 것은 역사  강의가 아니란 거예요. 이건 지금까지 얼마나 많은  일을 해왔는지가 아니고