The first is that I knew that, objectively speaking, I had a nice life, and that if I could only get well, there was something at the other end that was worth living for.
첫째는, 객관적으로 볼 때 제 인생이 괜찮은 편이며 일단 낫기만 한다면 이 길의 끝에는 삶의 희망이 있다는 걸 알았죠.