And the painful part of that moment was the awareness that the emptiness in my apartment was just reflective of the emptiness in myself, and that I had fallen for some of the lies that our culture tells us.
그리고 그 당시 고통스러웠던 것은 아파트의 텅 빈 공간이 제 내면의 공허함을 반영한다는 것과, 사회가 하는 거짓말에  속았다는 것을 깨달은 것입니다.