I've had to also let go of magical thinking -- this idea that if I just was patient enough and tightened my belt that things would go back to normal.
저는 또한 미련을 버려야 했어요. 내가 인내심을 갖고 더 열심히 저축한다면 모든 게 정상으로 돌아갈 거란 미련이요.