Underneath, I was actually deeply unhappy, insecure and fundamentally frightened -- frightened of other people, of the future, of failure and of the emptiness that I felt was within me.
그 이면에 저는  실제로 매우 불행하고, 불안하고, 근본적으로 두려워하고 있었어요 다른 이들을, 미래를, 실패를, 그리고 내면의 공허함을 두려워했어요.