Between the parties, the men, the alcohol, I was looking for self love, for affirmation from somebody, when in reality, I didn't love who I was, and I couldn't seem to get a handle on regulating my own weight.
파티, 남자, 술 그 안에서 전 자기애와 타인의 지지를 찾고 있었죠. 현실에선 저를 사랑하지 않았고 몸무게 조차도 조절하지 못했어요.