And it was that disappearance, that began when I was 13 and lasted for five years, that shaped the person I became, the person I later had to unbecome.
어머니가 사라진 건 제가 13살 때였고 5년 동안 지속됐어요. 그 동안 전 한 사람으로 성장했어요. 되지 말았어야 할 모습으로 말이죠.