But they get really tired and they get really stressed out, and I had to really take all that energy, put it in a paper bag, so to say, and throw it away, because I really felt like I didn't have time to deal with any extra emotions, any extra anything, because pregnant or not, no one knew, and I was supposed to win that tournament as I am every tournament that I show up.
하지만 정말 많이 지치게 되고, 스트레스도 많이 받아서 정말 제 모든 에너지를 한 곳에 끌어 모아서  던져버려야 했어요. 왜냐하면 다른데 감정소모하거나 에너지를 쏟을 여유가 없었거든요. 왜냐면 저는 임신했든 안했든, 아무도 몰랐지만 그 경기를 이겨야 했어요. 제가 모든 경기에 출전할 때마다