But the life and death feeling I was feeling the first time was no longer there, just because I stayed engaged -- because I didn't run.
하지만 제가 첫날 느꼈던  죽을 것 같은 느낌은 더 이상 없었습니다. 제가 남아서 노력했기에 저가 도망가지 않았기 때문이었죠.