Was my community the one that I had manufactured around me to boost my own ego, because I felt self-hatred for myself and I wanted to project it onto others, or was it the one that I had physically given life to?
내가 속한 이 공동체는 나의 자신감을 높이려고  만들어낸 집단일까? 자기 혐오를 타인에게  투영시키려고 한 건 아닐까? 그게 아니라면, 난 애초에  그렇게 태어난 인간일까?