My mind was flooded with reflections of my own infection that I had to struggle with for a year past childbirth despite having access to the best medical care, and memories of my conversation with my father, who had lost his mom to childbirth, on how he thought his life would be so different if she would have been just next to him growing up.
저도 예전에 출산할 때 세균감염으로 1년 간 고생했던 기억이 막 떠올랐죠. 심지어 의료시설이 굉장히 좋은 곳이었는데도 말이에요. 그리고 아버지와 나눴던  대화가 떠올랐어요. 제 할머니도 아버지를 낳다 돌아가셨거든요. 만약 할머니가 살아계셨으면 아버지 삶이 어떻게 달라졌을까 이야기하곤 하셨죠.