It's because my mother was denied an education, and she constantly reminded me and my siblings that she never wanted us to live the life she was living.
어머니가 교육을 못 받으셨기 때문에  학교를 갔어요. 그리고 어머니는 저희에게  계속 이런 얘기를 하셨어요. 내가 사는 삶을  너희는 살지 않았으면 한다고.