Rather, they sounded astonished and even a little proud looking back and thinking how clear-headed they had been at the time, of how much attention they paid to every detail, as if that would allow them to exert some control over what was happening.
피해자들은 놀랐지만 약간의 자부심도 느끼는 듯 했어요. 사건 당시, 본인이 냉철하게 판단하였고 세세한 사항에 주의를 기울였는지를 말할 때는 그 상황을 통제했다고 믿는 듯 했습니다.