And it was at that point that I began to think that it was just too painful to be alive, and that the only reason not to kill oneself was so as not to hurt other people.
그리고 그때부터는 살아있는 게 너무 고통스럽다는 생각을 하게 됩니다. 자살을 하지 않는 유일한 이유는 주변 사람들에게 상처 주지 않기 위해서였습니다.