But knowing my father, and how he kept saying that he was a pacifist and non-violent, I found it very hard to picture him with a helmet and gun.
하지만, 아버지는 줄곧 자신이 평화주의자 이며 비 폭력주의자 라고 말하셨기에, 철모를 쓰고 총을 든 아버지 모습을 떠올리기 쉽지 않았어요.