I was determined to change my relationship with the cancer and I was determined to learn more about my cancer before doing anything as drastic as a surgery.
전 제 암과 저의 관계를  변화시키기로 하였고 수술처럼 극단적인 일이 일어나기 전에 제 암에 대해 더 배우기로 결정했어요.