And this was very surprising to me, because I've gone through many treatments -- there were many treatments I decided not to do -- and I never got this guilt trip to this extent.
이것은 절 무척 놀라게 했는데요, 그 이유는 제가 많은 치료들을 해왔기 때문이었습니다 – 전 많은 치료법을 하지 않기로 했었고 – 그것들은 제게 죄책감을 주진 않았죠.