I was kneeling long after the congregation was on its feet, dip both hands into holy water, trace the trinity across my chest, my tiny body drooping  like a question mark all over the wooden pew.
신도들이 일어난 한참 후에도  저는 무릎꿇고 있었죠. 성수에 손을 담그고 제 가슴에 성호를 그을 때, 나의 작은 몸은 물음표처럼 성당 의자에 늘어져 있었죠.