But if I had done that, if I had given up writing, I would have lost my beloved vocation, so I knew that the task was that I had to find some way to gin up the inspiration to write the next book regardless of its inevitable negative outcome.
Kui oleksin kirjutamisest loobunud, oleksin kaotanud oma armastatud elukutse. Seega teadsin, et pean leidma mingi viisi inspiratsiooni ammutamiseks, et kirjutada järgmine teos, hoolimata vältimatust negatiivsest tulemusest.