I have to sort of find some way to have a safe distance between me, as I am writing, and my very natural anxiety about what the reaction to that writing is going to be, from now on.
Peaksin leidma võimaluse hoida kirjutades turvalist distantsi iseenda ja selle hirmu vahel, mida ma loomulikult tunnen seoses sellega, kuidas mu kirjutisi edaspidi vastu võetakse.