It was one thing that I couldn't compare myself to myself, but even around people in the same situation in that hospital, I found that I couldn't try to keep pace or set pace with them as well, and I was left with really only one choice and that was to focus on who I was at that point in time with where I needed to go and to get back to who I needed to be.
Había una cosa que no pude comparar yo conmigo mismo pero incluso con personas  en mi misma situación en aquel hospital, me di cuenta que tampoco podía mantener  el ritmo yendo a la par con ellos. Y solo tenia una opción y era enfocarme en quién era  en ese momento en adónde quería llegar y  en quién me quería convertir.