But for me, the possibility is what this child, who will grow to be a teenager and then a real-life adult, will call me for the rest of our lives, was both extremely scary and exciting.
Pero para mí,  lo que esta niña, quién crecerá, será adolescente y luego adulta en la vida real, me llamara el resto de la vida, era extremadamente  aterrador y emocionante.