When I was writing this talk, I found it very difficult to strike an honest balance, because on the one hand, I felt very uncomfortable to come out here and say, "Look I've received all these benefits from a deck stacked in my favor," and it also felt really uncomfortable to follow that up with, "and it doesn't always make me happy."
Quindi, quando stavo scrivendo questo discorso,  ho trovato molto difficile tracciare un bilancio onesto, perché da un lato, mi sentivo molto a disagio a venire qui e dire, "Guarda, ho ottenuto tutti questi benefici  da un mazzo tagliato a mio favore," e mi sentivo anche molto a disagio a dire, "e non mi rende sempre felice."