Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
Protože ve chvíli, kdy se John rozhodl dát svůj život zpět dopořádku -- zprvu fyzicky, poté psychicky a pak i duchovně -- dozvěděl se, že existuje velice málo podpory pro někoho, kdo se pokusil ukončit svůj život stejně jako on.