And I realize, I think, the way I was feeling that way, is on a really deep gut level, I was feeling a lot of shame and embarrassed, frankly, that, in some respects, I had failed at delivering what I'm genetically engineered to do.
Če se prav spomnim tistih občutkov je bil globoko spodaj občutek neverjetno močnega sramu, ponižanja, iskreno povedano, kakor da nisem uspela dati tistega, za kar sem genetsko ustvarjena.