I believed I could keep him from dying, and I'd be embarrassed to say that if I hadn't seen so many people and have talked to so many people who have felt exactly the same way.
Eu acreditava que eu poderia  evitar que ele morresse, e ficaria envergonhada por dizer isso,  se eu não tivesse visto tanta gente e conversado com tanta gente que sentiu a mesma coisa.