I always had a notebook with me, claiming that it was to jot down ideas in moments of inspiration, but the truth was that I needed to be constantly fidgeting, because in moments of stillness, I found myself counting seconds again.
Eu sempre tinha um caderno comigo, dizendo que era para anotar ideias em momentos de inspiração, mas a verdade era que eu precisava estar constantemente inquieta, porque em momentos de imobilidade, me pegava contado os segundos de novo.