And I realize, I think, the way I was feeling that way, is on a really deep gut level, I was feeling a lot of shame and embarrassed, frankly, that, in some respects, I had failed at delivering what I'm genetically engineered to do.
E percebi, eu penso, que o porque de estar me sentindo assim, é que em um nível bem profundo, Eu estava me sentindo muito envergonhada -- embaraçada, francamente -- que, de certa forma, eu falhei em entregar o que fui geneticamente designada a fazer.