And it sounds so strange to me now, but at 22, I longed to have dramatic experiences, and in that moment, I was irrational and furious and devastated, and weirdly enough, I thought that this somehow legitimized the feelings I had for the guy who had just left me.
E isso parece estranho para mim agora, mas aos 22 anos, eu ansiava por experiências dramáticas, e naquele momento, eu estava  irracional, furiosa e devastada, e estranhamente, achei que de alguma maneira isso legitimava meus sentimentos pelo cara que acabara de me deixar.