What you're doing, is you're trying to get better and better at creating, at dreaming up, these utterly ludicrous, raunchy, hilarious, and hopefully unforgettable images in your mind's eye.
Du möchtest eben immer besser und besser darin werden, diese verrückten, farbenfrohen, dreckigen, lustigen und hoffentlich unvergesslichen Bilder vor deinem inneren Auge zu erträumen.