Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
Quan en John es va comprometre a recompondre la seva vida, físicament, emocionalment i espiritualment, va descobrir que hi havia  molt pocs recursos disponibles per a algú que havia intentat abandonar la vida, com ell havia fet.