And I realize, I think, the way I was feeling that way, is on a really deep gut level, I was feeling a lot of shame and embarrassed, frankly, that, in some respects, I had failed at delivering what I'm genetically engineered to do.
Depois percebi que me estava a sentir assim, — é um sentimento muito profundo — o que eu sentia era muita vergonha, francamente, estava embaraçada, porque, de certa forma, eu tinha fracassado em trazer ao mundo aquilo para que estou geneticamente concebida.