I believed I could keep him from dying, and I'd be embarrassed to say that if I hadn't seen so many people and have talked to so many people who have felt exactly the same way.
Eu acreditava que  podia impedi-lo de morrer, e ficaria envergonhada de dizer isto, se não tivesse visto tanta gente  e não tivesse falado com tanta gente que sentia exatamente o mesmo que eu.