And so as I contemplated all of this and looked at what was happening, I suddenly realized that there was a paradox that was emerging inside of me, and the paradox was this: in all of those sermons that I preached decrying the violence, I was also talking about building community, but I suddenly realized that there was a certain segment of the population that I was not including in my definition of community.
Assim, quando refleti sobre tudo aquilo e olhei para o que estava a acontecer, subitamente percebi que havia  um paradoxo dentro de mim. O paradoxo era este: em todos os sermões que eu fazia, censurando a violência, eu também falava em construir uma comunidade, mas, de repente, percebi que havia um certo segmento da população que eu não incluía  na minha definição de comunidade.