I'm sure I would have ignored it if it hadn't reminded me of something I had experienced, something I felt uncomfortable telling anyone: that when I was sure that I was going to die, I didn't feel angry.
Eu teria ignorado isto se não me tivesse lembrado de algo que eu já tinha experienciado algo que me era desconfortável  dizer a quem quer que fosse: que, quando tinha a certeza que ia morrer, não me senti zangada,