And it sounds so strange to me now, but at 22, I longed to have dramatic experiences, and in that moment, I was irrational and furious and devastated, and weirdly enough, I thought that this somehow legitimized the feelings I had for the guy who had just left me.
Isto parece-me estranho agora,  mas aos 22 anos, eu ansiava por experiências dramáticas, e naquele momento, estava  irracional, furiosa e devastada. Estranhamente, achei que, de alguma forma, isso legitimava os meus sentimentos pelo rapaz que acabara de me deixar.