And it was at that point that I began to think that it was just too painful to be alive, and that the only reason not to kill oneself was so as not to hurt other people.
لەو ساتەشدا بوو دەستم کرد بە بیرکردنەوە لەوەی ژیان بەو شێوەیە زۆر ئازاربەخشە تەنیا هۆکاریش ڕێگەت لێبگرێت خۆت نەگوژیت .ئەوەیە ئازاری کەسانی چواردەورت نەیەیت