I had been in the relationship since I was 20, which was basically my entire adult life, and he was my first real love, and I had no idea how or if I could make a life without him.
J'étais en couple depuis l'âge de 20 ans, la quasi-totalité de ma vie d'adulte, il était mon premier grand amour, et je n'avais pas la moindre idée si, ou comment, j'arriverais à vire sans lui.