The first is that I knew that, objectively speaking, I had a nice life, and that if I could only get well, there was something at the other end that was worth living for.
Le premier, c'était que je savais, objectivement parlant, que je menais  une vie agréable, et que si je pouvais  m'en tirer, il me resterait toujours  quelque chose qui valait la peine de vivre.