And it sounds so strange to me now, but at 22, I longed to have dramatic experiences, and in that moment, I was irrational and furious and devastated, and weirdly enough, I thought that this somehow legitimized the feelings I had for the guy who had just left me.
Cela me semble si étrange maintenant, mais quand j'avais 22 ans, j'aspirais à des expériences dramatiques et, à ce moment-là, j'étais irrationnelle, furieuse et dévastée et, étrangement, je pensais que cela légitimait  les sentiments que j'avais pour le gars qui venait de me quitter.