It's not that I'm so sad, but I get overwhelmed, I think, because I could have killed myself, but my parents kept me going, and so did the doctors, and I had the surgery.
Ce n'est pas que je suis triste,  mais je suis bouleversé, peut-être, parce que  j'aurais pu me suicider, mais mes parents m'ont donné  la force de continuer ainsi que les médecins, et j'ai subi l'intervention.