I had been in the relationship since I was 20, which was basically my entire adult life, and he was my first real love, and I had no idea how or if I could make a life without him.
Jag hade varit i det förhållandet sedan jag var 20, alltså i stort sett hela mitt vuxna liv, han var min första riktiga kärlek och jag hade ingen aning om hur  eller om jag kunde ha ett liv utan honom.