I had to consider my preaching, recruiting, fund-raising, training, but most importantly, radicalizing -- sending young people to fight and die as I was doing -- all totally wrong.
Jag fick omvärdera mitt predikande, rekrytering, insamling, utbildning, men viktigast av allt, radikalisering – att skicka ut unga för att strida och dö som jag gjorde – allt var totalt fel.