My mind was flooded with reflections of my own infection that I had to struggle with for a year past childbirth despite having access to the best medical care, and memories of my conversation with my father, who had lost his mom to childbirth, on how he thought his life would be so different if she would have been just next to him growing up.
وتذكرتُ انعكاسات الماضي والعدوى  التي ألمّت بي شخصيًا والتي اضطررتُ لمواجتها لعام كامل  بعد ولادتي رغم الحصول على أفضل رعاية طبية وتذكرتُ أيضًا حديثي مع والدي الذي فقد والدته أثناء ولادته. وكيف اعتقد ان حياته ستكون مختلفة تمامًا لو كانت والدته موجودة بجانبه  في جميع مراحل حياته.