Not because they had found some final peace or transcendence, but because they were so repulsed by what their lives had become -- in a word, cut off, or ugly.
ليس لأنهم وجدوا السلام أو السمو لكن لأنهم مهزومين مما أصبحت عليه حياتهم في كلمة ,معزولة أو بشعة