Because once John committed himself to putting his life back together -- first physically, then emotionally, and then spiritually -- he found that there were very few resources available to someone who has attempted to end their life in the way that he did.
لانه حالما عاهد جون نفسه باستجماع حياته مرة اخرى -- اولا جسديا ومن ثم عاطفيا, وثم روحيا-- وجد انه يوجد هناك قليل من الموارد متاحة لشخص حاول انهاء حياته بالطريقة التي قام بها.