And I went through the same period of shame and recriminations and felt cleansed and went back to work, until it happened again and again and again.
ومررت بنفس العار و تبادل الاتهامات وشعرت بتحسن ورجعت الى العمل, حتى حدث مرارا وتكرارا وتكرارا.