There is not anything for you to appoligise for, it is due to the influences of one's upbringing, and Allah ( ) alone guided you.
…mana yeelin kuwaad sheegateenna caruurtiinna oo kale, taasi waa hadalka afkiinna uun, Ilaahayna wuxuu sheegayaa xaqa, isagaana ku hanuuniya jidka (toosan).