I had posted this on r/ocd a few days ago.
I am a monster. I am in treatment for OCD for 1.5 months now. But I have days where my bad side still shows up. I am a medical student. 21F. Today I was in the OT and we were wearing scrubs. The scrubs were low necked. We were all standing close to each other and I noticed that my arm nudged someone's boob. I didnt make a big deal cuz we were crowding. However I apologized. Then it nudged someone else's boob. I apologized. She said "its ok". Then I thought I am a monster cuz such things dont happen by mistake. Then everytime I went closer I would hope my boob would touch their arm or shoulder to see their reaction. I would also stare at others to see if this was happening. Idk I was filled with so much anxiety. I kinda molested them didn't I? 
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●Now I remember: I did go close to them and touched my boob to their arm and they didnt react and I felt relieved from anxiety. But isnt that equal to molesting them?
Please read the edit at the bottom. Am I a monster?