​crumbling / suicide note
convolk
[Intro]
I wish that I could find another way
But I am not alive, already dead
So long before I

[Verse 1]
I wish you knew how I feel
About you, about you
Don't think it's sad to, sad to
Suffer I'm glad to, glad to
I'm crumbling down
I am still stuck in this town
Life of a letdown, letdown
Jumping to get down, get down

[Bridge]
And I need some help
Ask for it? No chance in hell
Laugh at it, after we fell
But I can't get up again
Do some more to sober up
Five-cards wants to blow me up
Falling is the best of fun
The last look at this gun
[Verse 2]
Every room in my house is a fucking mess
I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast
Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends
Hope you know what you were missing then
I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry
Write a note that makes my friends cry
Really makes me wanna take my life, take my life

[Outro]
"Hey, umm... it's me and I don't really know how to say this, but... I don't think umm... I'm gonna be coming home tonight and I just wanted to let you know it's not your fault and I love you a lot. Uhh... you know I've been thinking about it—this for a while and I... settled on it y'know so I love you."

If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight
If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight
Truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight (It's so painful)
[?], tonight, tonight, tonight
If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight
If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight (It's so painful)
If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight
Write the lyrics for a rap song made in 2020, titled "​crumbling / suicide note", by artist "convolk".