Litany
Carol Ann Duffy
The soundtrack then was a litany – candlewick
bedspread three piece suite display cabinet –
and stiff-haired wives balanced  their red smiles,
passing the catalogue.  Pyrex.  A tiny ladder
ran up Mrs Barr’s American Tan leg, sly
like a rumour.  Language embarrassed them.

The terrible marriages crackled, cellophane
round polyester shirts, and then The Lounge
would seem to bristle with eyes, hard
as the bright stones in engagement rings,
and sharp hands poised over biscuits as a word
was spelled out.  An embarrassing word, broken
to bits, which tensed the air like an accident.

This was the code I learnt at my mother’s knee, pretending
to read, where no one had cancer, or sex, or debts,
and certainly not leukaemia, which no one could spell.
The year a mass grave of wasps bobbed in a jam-jar;
a butterfly stammered itself in my curious hands.
A boy in the playground, I said, told me
to fuck off; and a thrilled, malicious pause
salted my tongue like an imminent storm.  Then
uproar.  I’m sorry, Mrs Barr, Mrs Hunt, Mrs Emery,
sorry, Mrs Raine.   Yes, I can summon their names.
My mother’s mute shame.  The taste of soap.
Write the lyrics for a misc song made in 2018, titled "Litany", by artist "Carol Ann Duffy".