Hold It Down
Rowlan
[Verse 1: Rowlan]
Hey, I stare myself at the mirror and question things that I
Once accepted now I don't see it the same at all
I guess its sorry for how I act in the past and stuff
But now I see what you meant when you just don't give a fuck
I can’t blame you for acting the way you acting now
I guess I’m sorry that you hate me with a passion now
I hope that maybe someday we’ll be cool instead
But yet I understand how that may play in your head
I do love you and still see you in dreams and stuff
And often question if you love me or you dreamt enough
I don’t speak cause theres not a way I can really do it
I guess I'm saying that I’m happy but I’m going through it

[Chorus: Jonezin]
It's just me and myself now
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby

It's just me and myself now (it's just me and myself)
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby
[Verse 2: Rowlan]
Lie to me, talk to me, speak to me like
It was cool, it was good, nothing happened like
We don’t know, what just happened
That was our mistake
We were young, we were dumb
But it wasn't fake
They don’t know how I feel
They don’t see how it go
They don’t ever relate
They just watching the show
Want to ask you what's up
Cause it still went down
But it's crazy that we grew to be enemies now
Guess I wrote this let you know that I still care
In the end well if you need something, I’m still there
Hope this new piece of life here is treating you good
All in all it's all love, just the way that it should

[Chorus: Jonezin]
It's just me and myself now
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby

It's just me and myself now (it's just me and myself)
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby
[Bridge: Rowlan, Jonezin]
I know you wondering
I know thinking it
Know you checking on me
Know you asking yourself
I know you wondering
Know thinking it
Know you checking on me
Know you asking yourself

Why did it happen this way, (where are you)
Why did everything change, (ain't around)
Why do I care about you
Why don't these feeling go fade

Why did it happen this way, (where are you)
Why did everything change, (yeah, yeah)
Why do I care about you
Why won’t it  go away

[Chorus: Jonezin]
It's just me and myself now, (now)
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out (I can’t get them out)
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby (no, no, no)
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby, (I’m gon’ hold it down baby)
It's just me and my self now
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby

It's just me and myself now (it's just me and myself)
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out (I can’t get them out)
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby

It's just me and myself now (it's just me and myself)
These empty thoughts girl I can't get em out
I'm not the same because you ain't around, baby
You pick me up so imma hold it down, baby
Write the lyrics for a rap song made in 2016, titled "Hold It Down", by artist "Rowlan".