"""Growing Pains"" star <a href=""http://www.etonline.com/news/145110_Growing_Pains_Star_Talks_Life_After_Stardom/"" target=""_blank"">Jeremy Miller recently revealed to ""Entertainment Tonight"" </a>that he's struggled with alcohol abuse. Looking back, Miller says, he's grateful he didn't own a gun at the time: ""I hated myself so thoroughly that I would have done something very stupid."""