chennai seeing news rajiv assassination tv wept realised surrounded tale ordeal custody special investigation team sit probing rajiv assassination travails daughter arithra hold jail disrobed punched dresser asked make love husband front others threatened gangrape policemen chained kept room weeks nalini says went every possible torture custody pregnancy like form sign confession argument police deal lady doctor abortion doctor deny girl arithra fix greater london would wail without food for thought jail several jail official gave nalini money offered small help keeping child mind arithra sent coimbatore later sri lanka european economic community illegal ferries along uncles auntie india denied even student visa though born indian uk government proffer asylum assistance helping become says husband real name sriharan though police started calling murugan rea sons known sriharan fast six metre total days jail demanding various rights include food medical care child visa child name says life jail lilliputian passable whenever jayalalithaa power jail administration bit considerate aiadmk regime enjoin several topographic point autobiography says dmk government jail officials harsh dmk returned power threatened arrest daughter immediately sent away sri lanka still death row prisoner wrote letter girl saying utmost wish would spend day sriharan cuddle say sorry leaving behind orphan wilderness top names sympathetically disposed towards tamil eelam causal agent scripted foreword book include madras high court justice hariparanthaman mdmk leader vaiko vck leader thol thirumavalavan film seeman kolathur mani p gandhi assassinationmay born subha dhanu told go sriperum pudur former prime rector rajiv gandhi going address world meeting subha dhanu sivarasan hari boarded bus duck corner chatting jovially along venue sivarasan took dhanu vip enclosure sat womanhood section watched light music saw sivarasan distance interacting leaders act rajiv gandhi still way stage subha snap up started natty venue asked ca see leader thalaivar go subha replied keep quiet crossed hardly noise blast ripped crowd people ululate running directions started trembling could understand thing could realise something golden state lamitous sivarasan came running said come let usa asked anna dhanu sivarasan said problem realise anything night future day get across news program former prime minister rajiv gandhi killed fire triggered handing bouquet news puzzling frighten went office adyar holiday de clared went mom house royapet tah going around searching seeing rajiv gandhi assassination news television mom younger sister wept eat saw photograph dhanu newspaper identifying human flush it realized surround wishletter girl arithrafollowing letters nalini wrote girl doctor london nalini murugan still death convicts awaiting gin darling daughter hang up ask spell one last wish plead allow live day husband daughter ay w l l cuddle overlap tell darling gem forgive us allow for behind wilderness husband together three month short period seen get it on relationship marriage imprisonment finally gallows lived together handful days just days pour hearts death please bury us together let us live together long least dear god please bring down agony miserableness family gone anyone else country corner priyanka taking questionsthe highly confidential march meeting priyanka gandhi nalini superintendent bedchamber inside special prison adult female