it for a month and promised to bring me back if i did not like it i went there and liked it and studied therewhy did your father want your custody my father was just angry at the fact that my mother had the courage to leave and look after me and succeed he loved me but felt that he needed to prove something at one point in school my mother called me to say that my father had filed a petition in court to take me to germany for a holiday i started bawling as i wanted to spend my holidays only with her and i asked her if i could go to court and say that she agreed so i went to court and was alone with the judge who tried to emotionally pressurise me in favour of my father telling me how my father claimed that my mother had brainwashed me against him in reality my mother had never told me anything about my father and in fact had encouraged me to meet him my father came to meet me in school and i told him baba the reason i dont want to meet you is because you keep bringing up things that are long past gone even though mom never speaks about you ego and love go hand in hand and sometimes i feel he still loves my mother as i am a carbon copy of heryou chose to keep the names of both your parents are you attached to your father i wanted to keep both as my mom has brought me up but my father is also a part of me hydari is a rare name so i kept both rao and hydari my mom did not marry again as she was so busy ensuring that i was secure and not messed up but my father remarried later and does not have kids he is unwell and is in the last stages of lung cancer i am attached to him but have always found the relationship difficult and have struggled with it strangely just before i was dubbing for murder 3 he sent me a long email as he wanted to get out everything from his system i wrote back to him saying i always wanted to build that relationship with you baba and i want you to be positive but i dont want to know your story as i dont know my mothers story either and there is dignity in that i have realised that his burden is not mine and that i as his daughter will always care for him and i musthow did you get into films we had no tv in our house but i would go to a lot of dance and music concerts with my mom and would watch hindi movies at my neighbours house every afternoon when i was eight muzaffar ali was making zooni and wanted me to be a part of it and i got