bhubaneswar five months after the mysterious death of social worker aditya dash his wife bidyashree attempted suicide while livestreaming the act on facebook on wednesday after seeing her consuming sleeping pills on facebook her family members rescued her and took her to hospital her condition is reported to be stable during the livestream bidyashree said she wanted to end her life as some people have been blaming her for adityas deathsome people who were close to our family have been claiming that the relationship between aditya and me had become strained i cannot live anymore with such false allegations stigma and trauma bidyashree said while consuming the sleeping pillsthe cause of adityas death continues to be a mystery ever since his body was found along the railway track near lingaraj passenger halt in bhubaneswar on july 7 the state crime branch took over the investigation from the government railway police grp on july 30 but there has been no headwaybidyashree who had moved the orissa high court seeking a cbi probe into her husbands death expressed displeasure over the tardy pace of investigation i am yet to get justice the investigating agency has been praying for dates in the high court and seeking more time to probe the case bidyashree said it must be noted the crime branch had filed an affidavit in the high court on november 26 and informed that investigators have so far not found any evidence to establish that aditya was murdered on tuesday the high court expressed displeasure with the probe agency and said the affidavit submitted in the court lacked detailswe strongly suspect aditya committed suicide by jumping before a running train but we have not completely nor officially ruled out the murder angle from the investigation it appears to be a case of suicide out of depression a crime branch officer saidthe crime branch affidavit also said that the handwriting bureau had already confirmed the suicide note found from adityas home was written by him a psychologist consulted by us had opined that the suicide note was written under severe depression and not under duress