on one hoarding and told my cousin pooja that i wanted to marry her while i had said it casually to her pooja told udita this so i already felt sleazy when i met her first but whether udita admits it or not she hit on me first we started dating but eventually broke up after udita moved to us to do an acting course her career was not doing well and nor was mine i missed her all the time though i did not realise it that time that i was hurting and was lying to myself when my father died in chennai i had gone there for his last rites udita and me were not talking at that time but she came to know and came with her family to chennai and from there to haridwar to be with me she stood by me all along and it is only at the delhi airport while parting ways that i realised that she did not have to do it and my love for her at the success party for murder 2 at goa we were all drunk and partying and i was trying to hide my feelings from my family when bhatt sahab came to me and said do what you want and live your lifewhat is udita like she has been supporting her house from the age of 14 for her earning money is just required for living her life she would go to a party only if she is being paid so that she could make the money she is real flawed practical and not intelligent when i got into this relationship i was getting into a fling with a beautiful girl not realising that in reality she was a full pati parmeshwar kind of person she mothers me and we plan to have a baby soon i am the most selfish boyfriend and always ask her why she loves me so much i abuse and get aggressive with the woman i love and always throw my tantrums with her i guess that is what she likes about me as she knows i would not do that to anyone else and makes her feel specialyou got married recently are you happy i got into filmmaking as a revolt against my father i then continued making films to earn money after which it became a way to gain fame and now in aashiqui 2 it has been about my expression i just had to make this film and get it out of my system as i completely relate to the character of aditya roy kapur in the film marriage has not sunk in yet and i have not yet lived my married life at all i will look at my wife after the release