the doctor told me that she had to strip my abs apart to take him izhaan out its like having eight torn muscles and having to get it back to full strength three weeks ago i started feeling my abs for the first time its the happiest i have felt in this journey i touched my abs and i actually found something hard there i wanted to go and eat a whole cakecoming back around the us open in august is that the planfor a lack of a better word its a conservative way to look at it i can be ready before that honestly but i dont know if i want to be i want to be back around august a couple of weeks before the us open theres no reason to rush it its not going to make such a difference if i come back in june or if i come back in augustlosing 22 kilos in three monthsthe physical journey is tough because you have to start from scratch and its your whole body but i have enjoyed it because for 910 months i did what i wanted to i ate what i wanted to which i never did all my life i was very sure that from the day i delivered my baby everything would change and literally from the next day onwards i was on a healthy diet which was how i was able to lose 22 kilos in three months its been challenging obviously but also selfrealizing in many ways i still have a little bit to go but i am almost there you can have a csection your core goes completely soft but you can still be back it has been extremely challenging but i have enjoyed it also it was very satisfying to know that i could get back from 89 kilos which was the weight i was on the day that i delivered hes barely four months old and already last month i was 67you touched upon selfrealizingim extremely determined a lot of people came up to me and said how have you done this we didnt think you would be able to do it so many people some of who are close to me said we thought that for a year youll be like this which is fine also but it is not who i am i have won three bets with people who said theyll lose weight before me it was fun things like that which made me see how determined i am or how stubborn i can be if i want something no matter where you are if you want your body to get back into shape physically you can do it healthy is the way to go in life regardless of whether or not i play tennis i would not feel good about myself if i looked in the mirror and saw that i didnt look or feel a certain way its not just about how you