getting married big event extended mob arrived venue 2 days wedding day friends relatives sides arrived resort next day day wedding mehendi day husband left scooter nearby ithiel town get something afternoon advised take bus car rode noticed faces bride groom turned downhearted receiving phone call husband minutes left resort realised something quite right sudden disbelief confusion made numb time found illuminate lamp social movement pooja room begging mercy gods goddesses many tried console saying smallscale accident bruises treated nearby basal health center insist talking husband realised broken leg slowly grave situation engulfing us within much anticipated fun frolic turn over utter sadness screamed shock reality spread out unique way time least wait leaving state utter shock getting start aid phc taken town refer specialist coaxed eat something could listen midnight returned hospital specialist put plaster of paris knee joint said surgery require c pairs moist curious eyes someone stole boy mobile search ended vain might cry silently alone bathroom front others evening commence syndrome felt strong enough smile senior distinct see another specialist second ruling last zeroed infirmary kilometre away waited day marriage marriage comparable mourning plotted 10 unfolding sad way everyone felt sad wo able witness event even though altar within meters bed finally video call made saw rituals coif travelling hospital pull up stakes yourselfi cried last two days almost every hour meter time make decisiveness regarding treatment journey took seven hours listened music stopped breakfast wheresoever ambulance stopped curious eyes peeping inside times set out pissed sometimes found enjoyable hospital specialist advised surgery confused got allow in mri dress chief surgeon excuse condition clearing confusion surgery scheduled two extended familymy extended mob supportive bang caring prayers positive affirmations tried speed healing process soulmate talked positive people gave courage stayed away negative ones chose people bravery walk difficult times avert mothers would break every smiling severe pain loose elder family members everything provide talk people strugglei spread out limited people tell struggle actually made unassailable especially responsibility nurses mate junior doctors enquired health anticipated many upcoming situations looked immediate goals without thinking interahamwe future learnt live deal present mostly remained composed occasionally tears rolled silently helped emerge something larger lifeduring stay hospital got chance observe many people including patient role attendants infirmary staff times complications difficulties others facing looked unfair liken valued healthy lifestyle watched nurses ward male child housekeeping staffs canteen son supervisors decision maker duties sincerely always give thanks military service learned smiling way grew spiritually meditation helped maintain right decision right timewhen sudden disaster happens takes time stabilize mind take correct decisions receiving every suggestion assimilating evaluating deciding rejecting tough job legitimate gather knowledge importantly believe possibilitieswhen doubt medical conditions gathered entropy online research sought help contacts get information proved utile blank out inform contacts improvements every shlokas prayer meditation helping others main things kept us afloat difficult times thank everyone smallest help prayers wishes thanked staff gave small gifts expressed heartfelt gratitude smile left seeing light end tunnel function less tried see darkskinned