it was a shell shock we were operating at 5 of what we normally do we had to let go of every single one of our employees minus our baker my dad myself and one other girl caity graham said whose family owns the business graham said that while her small business received a loan from the paycheck protection program her family isnt sure how to use it more what went wrong with the paycheck protection program were too scared to really utilize it yet because not all of the kinks are worked out on it as far as stipulations we dont want to do something that we wont be able to afford later on she said you have to pay the loan back if its not 80 payroll and 80 of the money that we spend that we need help with is not going to our employees like others in arkansas the bottom line is survival finding that balance between risking life and livelihood we need people to get here she said but 33 capacity isnt worth it to even put the chairs back down editors note libby cathey a digital reporter based in the abc news washington bureau reported this story on the ground in her native arkansas what to know about the coronavirus how it started and how to protect yourself coronavirus explained what to do if you have symptoms coronavirus symptoms tracking the spread in the us and worldwide coronavirus map