wake metoo movement taking nation entertainment world storm film television theatre actress aahana kumra opens takes girl filmi background find part bollywood storm moldiness brave become actor heartfelt chat lipstick burkha actress talks tumultuous former years acting career drove point almost ending life outstanding murky certain multitude film industry sweep over one outspoken actors around life receive struggles shape thinking make endure woman today different person today five years agone disillusioned culture bollywood unmatched pull verge committing suicide culture normalised certain people live any longer started wondering suit parents expected taken lot come really went wrong start working master tend get take in group people kind things conditioned become different human deny fact bad company consciously steer away realised take badly the great unwashed known production house part circle today friends anymore college guys scared talk also mom cop guy allude inappropriately something could never cover came industry principles shaken one and only day ride bedroom deleted blocked keep down till date people contact big names directors ad producers never aspired tv actor choose tv show called agentive role raghav retain sanity told work make living without letting anyone feel doordie anything work industry people smell desperation talk like heard people say things told any longer hosted kabaddi tv everything never imagined point think relationships forged people manufacture develop toxic turning point party drink indulge things since everyone round made palpate like normal get drunk talk inappropriate things behave inappropriately touch weirdly point want set forth space discussion parents confided call up supremely supportive mother told tv serial saw losing sanity order become movie heroine sorry say fair sex decease become heroine tend start believing process normal reached point in time realised want part space helped get same switch actor actor conversation naseer sir naseeruddin shah considers mentor told dignity labour take respect work offered prompt good histrion pulled given opportunity tv actors getting big films narrowing options bid make large movie star promised work every single day life depend one someone give job one production house making different variety cinema moment realise options take power away make good craft people brush aside unfortunately people manufacture looking talent alone replaced last minute recent commercial bollywood action film another new actress apparently lead hero preferred highly unprofessional passed picture show school contacts principled believed people offer roles basis talent always works one waiting launch network people good books heartbeat smiling look pretty times also many roles written women hindi movie industry anyway i messes star kids privilege get choose directors script producers turn playscript may get work industriousness easy girls financial backing fearless eighter girls stay one house stand queue hours one and only audition casting music director talk way want position power every day distinguish fat unworthy terrible start wondering actor massive louse up aahana kumrano aspiring actress escapes inappropriate advances people tell things wish acting ke upar dhyaan mat take attention big directors already outed sajid khan messaged oh look hot bikini also think shocked could look good bikini