although positive was asymptomatic and was doing fineslowly hell was breaking on me and as the days passed by from day 1 to day 5 things worsened apart from the several pains piercing through the various muscles in my body my blood pressure sank extremely low also my heart beat rapidly went to a borderline where we were advised to look for a hospital bed and reach out for professional observationas my oxygen levels were not too low this came as a challenge in searching for a bed and thankfully one suggestion from a doctor whom we consulted proved fruitful in regaining my vitals to a normalmedicine comes with its side effects and one such was the cause of my extremely low vitalsnonetheless i am grateful to god that i could escape the wrath of a hospital with just a change in my prescription of few deletions and new additionswell that was not the end to my suffering though diarrhoea recurred and this made me weaker than ever quite many times i fainted i started avoiding my meals and inclined myself towards energy boosting drinks food was a curse to my intestine at this point of time again we had to reach out for medical advice and finally now with a sixseater dining table full of medicines and syrups oxymeter thermometer bp machine refrigerator full of eggs and milk cartons fruit basket full of vitamin c rich fruits and my husbands extremely caring and loving nature i am on the verge of recoverythis recovery i will say is not usual its a roller coaster ride a ride of wellness and then going down back to a body having all unwell symptoms of the virus proving its existence every covid story is unique within itself yet there may be similarities with others none can claim being healthy and fit and nobody can declare who would recover the soonest a positive trend in your lab report which only fetches negativity around your entire being i simply couldnt believe that 1012 days would pass by when i wont even look at my phone as the phone carried negative rip pictures messages spreading the havoc caused by the deadly virus receiving the phone and saying a simple hello would require two deep inhalations and exhalationsbut yes today i proudly say i completed reading quite a few books in this time period as my screen time was cut off completely owing to whatever reasonsphysical and emotional i got to see the motherly side of my husband extremely caring and patient the maturity in my otherwise very young daughter and also the numerous souls who were forever keeping a check on my recoveryit is an experience that i wish none goes through and an experience that made me realise the pathetic condition of people whom we have read about or watched on news channels struggling for life for survival of near and dear ones and thus i pray we just come out of this never