lucknow in a dramatic incident a youth in mid20s in an inebriated state committed suicide near his beloveds residence at gudamba and left an 11page note in the initial two pages sitapur resident alok mishra blamed the girl for his sorry state while in the remaining pages he summarised how the two grew close and gradually developed differences and ultimately demanded a law against girls who cheat partners mishra reached the gayatripuram colony residence of his 23yearold estranged girlfriend around 1130am drunk heavily mishra asked kids playing badminton in the locality to step back he then pulled out a country made firearm of 315 bore from his pocket and shot himself in the chest police reached the spot but had to struggle in the absence of anybody from the locality coming forward to help identify the youth a suicide note tucked in his pocket was examined in charge of gudamba police station inspector bhagwan singh said the youth was a graduate aspiring to join police services as constable singh said the two were in a relationship for over the past two years but for the past three months the girl was avoiding mishra despite his best efforts to reach her the girl completed bachelors in business administration from lucknow university and the two came in contact on the campus added singh apart from his exasperated rants in the note mishra made an appeal to the girls mother to keep an eye on her fearing she would fall in wrong hands he also said he drank beer so that he could endure the pain of being dumped and muster courage to shoot self in the end he prayed to policy makers to come up with laws to take action against girls who cheat on their partners in the note he also stated that on finding out about girls other relationships he had thought of killing her but decided to end his life instead said singh mishra was a native of miskrikh area in sitapur and his family is in agriculture business he was staying in a rented room at gudamba area for past few months mishras kin took his body to their native village from kgmus mortuary after postmortem singh said mishras family had not given a complaint against anybody so far