they say what doesnt break you makes you stronger sahil phull will vouch for it the actor who featured in shows like uttaran and piya rangrezz quit television two years ago after his track in kundali bhagya didnt shape up the way it was promised apart from dealing with a career low he also went through a breakup and lost four members of his family within a year however now the actor is slowly starting life afresh a few months ago he got back to acting and is determined to focus on his careertalking about the time when he quit kundali bhagya in 2017 he says i was promised that i would eventually turn the antagonist but i was relegated to a supporting role so i decided to quit television i signed a film and a web series but both didnt release in the process i ended up wasting two years of my career i am not from mumbai and survival in this city was a big challenge i freelanced as creative director for a few commercials to support myselfaround the same time his girlfriend of nine years ended their relationship sahil shares nothing was going right in my life my girlfriend ended our relationship after nine years as she was from another religion and felt that we couldnt be together everything was fine till she moved to dubai in september last year longdistance relationships arent easy especially in our case as we would always be together we sailed through initially but in april this year she called it quits i was shattered as i had invested almost a decade in this relationship also i lost four of my family members in the last one year my dadi passed away in january last year followed by my nana in february and then my nani and maternal uncle in june i couldnt take it anymore and told my brother who is settled in australia to find me a job there in the meantime i attended a 10day vipassana course to get a grip over my life i gave myself two months to get back to acting and decided that i would take up anything even if it was a supporting role or else i was ready to leave the country i knew that i had to start from scratch and struggle for the lead roleslife took a positive turn when he bagged a role in haiwan four months ago i was willing to take up any role just to get back to work i will work harder to get lead roles but at the moment it is important to return to tv after two years and keep my mind off from the setbacks he sayswhile there has been a movement on the career front sahil still hasnt moved on from his breakup he says i dont grudge her as i have beautiful memories of our time together however now i am disillusioned about love i detach myself whenever i feel that