to being comfortable opening up his private life to the world when i go home i dont have any people who visit my house theres no wrestling memorabilia nothing to remind me of my accomplishments no awards he said every accolade ive ever received every military achievement ive ever been given or challenge coin is all in a small little office at the gym that i do cherish but you need to turn it off the john cena you dont see is studying other languages trying to mess around with the piano a little bit and other hobbies you may be surprised by i dont ever want to maybe con myself into thinking no ive done enough look at all this stuff he adds july 13 with the biggest night in sports just hours away cena was very honest when he was given the hosting duties for the 24th espy awards the first thing i did when i sat down with the writing team is like guys i dont know what im doing you guys know what youre doing i would like to have a successful show how do we do this he said i know that i love live audiences i love live shows i love to show a different side of myself he added citing fans for some time in wrestling itching to see him become a bad guy i cant but i can over here so i think its a great way to satisfy my own creative urges of wanting to be a bad guy and satisfying the consumer of like will this guy ever change his demeanor yes you just gotta go over here to see it and just like in the ring cena wants everyone to bring on the constructive criticism i wanna be tagged on the chin i wanna be tagged on the nose no pun intended because im going to tag them he said of being playful and fun with other celebs and athletes i tell them you say whatever you want just remember im coming for you the espys airs wednesday night at 8 pm et on abc abc news and espn are both part of parent company disney