was it a place she wrote about what worries her is she describing her scary dreams at night with a heavy worried heart i unlocked her diary to see what was inside what did i find what i found in my 5yearold daughters diary not all judgment is baseless sometimes i need horrified onlookers to make me realize that i could be doing better i love it when people judge my parenting no really my mom instincts overtook my journalist and news junkie instincts and i turned off the tv knowing the cumulative effects of media as a concerned parent ive learned two things so far from the boston marathon tragedy animals helpers and heroes in scary times