pune a software engineer 29 from delhi was found hanging from a ceiling fan in the room of a hotel at model colony in shivajinagar around 3pm on sundaysenior inspector balasaheb kopnar of the shivajinagar police said jitendrakumar gupta had checked into the hotel on november 20 he was to check out on sunday afternoon as he did not come out of his room the hotel staffers went to check the matter when he did not respond to their repeated knocks they opened the door using another key and found gupta hanging from the ceiling fanguptas brotherinlaw ramanand who landed in the city on monday with another relative from delhi told toi he gupta had married only 11 months ago and had a baby boy he was working as a techie with a prominent software company in noida and earning a good salary before that he worked with another prominent firm in pune for three yearsramanand said gupta walked out of his house in the last week of october we searched for him for a couple of days before lodging a missing persons complaint on october 30 at the raj park police station in new delhiafter the arrival of guptas two relatives the police again searched the room he stayed in and checked his belongings in their presence we found a notebook in which there was a handwritten note in hindi purportedly written by gupta stating that he was ending his life the note did not mention the reason behind the extreme step said inspector vikram goud of the shivajinagar policeanother officer said guptas suicide note stated i am completely broken i wanted to do many things for my son i am sorry i have left two voice messages in my cellphonethe police investigators cracked the password of guptas cellphone and recovered the voice messages barring these two messages he had deleted all other content in his cellphone the police saidgoud said one of these messages was for his wife and the other expressed his state of mind it is evident from the other voice message that after leaving home gupta attempted to end his life several times before hanging self here the voice message mentioned he tried to jump off a building but backed out then he slit his wrist but survived he once ate too many sleeping pills but woke up after a long gap he also backed out from jumping off a hill in mahabaleshwar fearing that his relatives may not find his bodythe police will try to find out when and where gupta travelled in the past few days and attempted to end his life with the help of his cellphone locationkopnar said at the time of checking in gupta had furnished his aadhaar card to the hotel authorities it had partial address of his residence with assistance from the raj park police in new delhi we got in touch with his brotherinlaw and other relatives