bigger shock came this morning when he was in new york in the hospital we used to exchange texts and at times we would speak over the phone he would say shakti che mahine ho gaye wapas kab aaonga he had said in one our chats that he will come back to his home and he did those days i even sang a song to him to make him laugh and he laughed a lot when he came back i met him at amitabh bachchans party it had been more than 18 months since i had last seen him i had tears and a smile mast lag raha tha rishi we spoke about the film he was shooting in delhi when he fell ill the first time around after getting back he resumed shooting and i couldnt resist messaging him that he should not have gone there hes left us today and the world will not be the same again