the boy in me who was raised on buddy ryan football was shocked to hear himself say no my ego and pride were alive with the notion that someone thought my son would be a good football player but the idea of him banging his head into other people terrified me having a son has ruined football for me like all momstobe a living breathing healthy baby is the end goal here perhaps not like all momstobe i believe we can get that done in an inflatable tub in my bedroom im highrisk and im having a home birth heres why