different times but i never struggled with a film she takes keen interest in the technical aspects sound editing camera i have watched anjans films that doesnt mean they understand me in every respect i recently went to anjan dutts house for a small gathering she gave up her job for cinema time has brought me out of that nothing could stymie my spirit to live but my father was a successful doctor and my earning was exclusively mine the cleaner at my place is a dear friend weve never celebrated birthdays what led to the inevitable was a mucky tiff with an elderly man but i really dont know if i can say im proud to be born in india you cant stop ageing but the spirit has to live on the love has to be there i dont feel the need to watch all films within days of the incident the man passed away once i remember when my mother said she was coming to my place i ran to lake market to buy fish so that she could think amar chhele roj maachh khaye i never had problems accepting them as her money was also mine she is ready with her first film the filmmaker who is turning 70 today is against celebrations of any kind i tell him porishkar koro tarpor debo yes everywhere it was around the same time that i fell in love with films poetry was always there ive seen a lot in life there the locals almost chased us out today she is ready to turn filmmaker do you watch all their films midday meal still a major draw for children to attend classes had not reached the village school for seven days what about friends from the industry i dont remember my age i dont even count a lot if theres love there are things you will want to do for your loved one but im happy that i never compromised never got dictated never succumbed to the fear that emerges out of existential crisis my father stopped interacting with me after i gave up my job when you look back do you feel venturing into films was a difficult decision you will age thats only natural but whats important is to be happy i couldnt sleep for nights on end work has taken me to different places i knew i could make ends meet but i had no complaints i still see inequality everywhere people will look at you now theres no one to make payesh i am also fond of tony aniruddha roychowdhury anjan das and kaushik ganguly why else have filmmakers from bengal stopped experimenting angry and fuming he remembers muttering under his breath burota ke dekhle emon marbo na