alternate cover edition of isbn 9781626492806laurence dalziel is worn down and washed up and for him the bdsm scene is all played out six years on from his last relationship hes pushing forty and tired of going through the motions of submissionthen he meets toby finch nineteen years old fearless fierce and vulnerable everything laurie cant remember beingtoby doesnt know who he wants to be or what he wants to do but he knows with all the certainty of youth that he wants laurie he wants him on his knees he wants to make him hurt he wants to make him beg he wants to make him fall in lovethe problem is while laurie will surrender his body he wont surrender his heart because toby is too young too intense too easy to hurt and what they haveno matter how right it feelscant last it cant mean anythingit cant be real