would pretend to be secret agents ahaha and then just vent to each other in the car in other lighter moments anderson wrote about cheese ravioli being her favorite dish and going to homecoming with her boyfriend of a month her instagram account alternates between photos of a happylooking teen with her friends and photos of her mom and brother she also posts image of quotes such as im not living im just surviving and just because i am strong enough to handle pain doesnt mean i deserve it someone asked anderson if her smiles are fake and whether shes in denial some days it hits me she said other days it just doesnt seem real you wouldnt understand