four years ago judith and her best friend disappeared from their small town of roswell station two years ago only judith returned permanently mutilated reviled and ignored by those who were once her friends and familyunable to speak judith lives like a ghost in her own home silently pouring out her thoughts to the boy whos owned her heart as long as she can remembereven if he doesnt know ither childhood friend lucasbut when roswell station is attacked longburied secrets come to light and judith is forced to choose continue to live in silence or recover her voice even if it means changing her world and the lives around her foreverthis startlingly original novel will shock and disturb you it will fill you with judiths passion and longing and its mysteries will keep you feverishly turning the pages until the very last