explaining shopping was an addiction and a necessity of sorts for me but this year has taught me that life is so fragile the lockdown was the biggest lesson for me my cousin had covid19 and i saw him going through an incredibly low phase before he recovered my friends neighbours family and people around us they all went through so much when 2020 was about to begin my goal was to shop in new york citys fifth avenue but now i have decided not to shop for clothes for five years because i have everything i need about her new goals she says i am spending time with my grandparents and making a list of books to read instead