neelu kohlihas been going through extremely difficult times following the unexpected passing of her husband harminder singh kohli due to a sudden heart attack on march 24 talking about coping with the irreparable loss she says i dont think anything is darker and worse than this its like trying to stay afloat in a deep dark well thats how i felt initiallyread alsoexclusive i didnt quit my corporate job to be insecure as an actor says himanshu dave who will play a baddie in do chutki sindoorhimanshu dave a former software engineer who left his job to become an actor is set to play a negative role in the upcoming show do chutki sindoorhowever my faith and spirituality helped me a lot my grit and determination get stronger of course there are very bad days i still cant talk about him without breaking down however i am getting better with every passing day i tell myself that i am going to do this there are times when strength is not a choice but the only optionin addition to her tragedy the seasoned actress who has been part of shows like shastri sisters jamai raja naamkarann choti sarrdaarni maddam sir and yeh jhuki jhuki si nazar is also dealing with the rumour of having hung up her boots to look after her husbands business she clarifies thats not true i just needed some time to sort out my husbands business and hence had to decline some films i was not in a great mental state either things take time all i said was abhi nahi in our industry word travels fast i feel that made many believe that i had quit acting now that my children have taken over i am all set to get back to acting and want to take up more and better work to make my husband proud