fontweight boldwhere did you find this characters rageits a pretty scary idea to lose a baby as a performer you find it in yourself in your heart you try to live it try to have it be real for you its painful for me to have to imagine one of the fun things with quentin is to emotionally turn on the dime the character is very much like a steel rod shes a very tough character what he had me there to do was to bring her humanity to the situation for the house of blue leaves sequence there i was shooting that one sequence for eight weeks the normal thing for an actor is you have scenes you have dialogue and things that are familiar that youre skilled to work towards your whole career you know what to do when you get in a scene with dialogue and here i was in this giant scene him going mad with the blood i just treated it like i was lillian gish i was in a silent film and to keep my sanity just go through the sequence moment for moment closeup to closeup to fight moment and do what i do and make it real will you let your kids see thiswell my little ones wont its an rated r film and i know therell be some people screaming bloody murder im sure but i found when i saw it the only thing that made me uncomfortable in my seat was actually the anime i cant myself watch real violence its so powerfully effective to me that under my feet i feel the pain that im watching