div div normal mumbai sunanda walked neat commotion jj hospital byculla caused suicide patient tuesday military man leap fifth flooring said hint irritation displeasure understandable sunanda living deficiency computer virus nine old age toi approached usual complete confidentiality names photographs interrupted want mention name wish photo br br hiv positive discouraged reminder agreed fabricated name sunanda people seem many misconceptions want look want see healthy friend situation br br sunanda widow fruit shop owner husband suffered seven class dying told neighbours hiv whenever falls ill neighbours bring milk cookie faces discrimination masses act tough equally tough life never easy thrown things home lalbaug economise brigate rosse br biggest fight life continue living house get portion income fruit shop said sure wanted die realised useful husband alcoholic sustain kidney failure sunanda running around getting layer civic hospital fuck off dialysis done subsidize rate gathering information kidney transplantation never wished ill felt soundly seek help mistreating sunanda pet peeve remains myths surrounding hiv one get aids staying eating drinking house doctors places give messages people br br take tuesday visit jj infirmary instance brought daughter stepbrother wife hiv test prove latter hiv spread portion out blank affected soul stayed days childbirth returned village near pune family doctor told ill stayed doctor apparently told one drink tea water person br br stepmother got worked span bhabhi illiterate doctor know hiv spreads mainly sexual contact drive window period least three months sign something wrong person sunanda plans get diagnostic reports give lesson hiv wish could lodge police complaint spreading lies dr nagesh shirgoppikar salvation army sunanda hold out treatment counselling believes positive mental attitude makes difference mind refuses chip in feeling ill thing appear helped