ahmedabad dr jesnoor dayara born a male cryopreserved four vials of semen on monday ahead of a seminal event in her life a sex change surgery she hopes to be the mother who has fathered her baby the semen was preserved at a fertility centre in ananddr dayara 25 who recently earned the mbbs degree from a russian university to become gujarats first trans woman doctor was born in the small town of godhra in panchmahal gujarat even when young she was conscious of being a woman trapped inside a male body she reminisces about how she yearned to wear a sari and use lipstick as her mother and sister did but she kept her inner woman hidden she did not want her family to feel confusion or alarmgoing abroad for medical studies helped dr dayara break the bars of the cage that suppressed her identity instincts and emotions i came in touch with my reality and dared to live like a woman it was liberating dr dayara said she said she is now unstoppable in her quest to live life on her own terms gradually she has won support from her family and societydr dayara is preparing for the qualifying exam conducted by the medical council of india so that she can practice in india her sex revision surgery is scheduled later this year after the examonce she becomes a woman she will work to fulfil her ultimate dream to become a mother to a child who is biologically hersgoddess kali has given me the strength to become a woman a woman can be a father a mother and a friend as the need arises dr dayara said a uterus does not make a mother a loving heart doesdr dayara deposited her semen with an ivf hospital in anand so that when the time is right she can biologically father a child which she will raise as a mother this will be medically possible using a donor egg her sperm and a surrogate motherwill take surrogacy route to motherhoodthe surrogacy regulation bill 2019 passed in the lok sabha does not allow a single male or an lgbtq couple or those in a livein relationship to opt for surrogacy the bill is awaiting approval of the upper house and the presidentto become a mother i will not be shy in seeking surrogacy options across the globe dr dayara said it has taken a lot of courage for me to accept myself and make my family and society accept me i want to write a new chapter for myself and for others like me by becoming a biological parentdr dayara said that as a doctor she feels india should allow transpersons to take the surrogacy path to parenthood as a country we need to be compassionate to each humans biological desires she saiddr nayana patel at whose hospital dr dayaras semen samples are being preserved outlined the major reasons sperm is preserved dr patel said that generally men who