a heartrending love story described by its author as the spiritual autobiography of a love rather than of the lovers about the authors marriage and search for faith vanauken chronicles the birth of a powerful pagan love borne out of the relationship he shares with his wife davy and describes the growth of their relationship and the dreams that they sharea beloved profoundly moving account of the authors marriage the couples search for faith and friendship with c s lewis and a spiritual strength that sustained vanauken after his wifes untimely death replete with 18 letters from cs lewis a severe mercy addresses some of the universal questions that surround faiththe existence of god and the reasons behind tragedy