myself to be the goodwill ambassador of these things and for me to be accused of something so extreme was shocking i am innocent so i didnt have much of explaining to do really i was taken aback but i knew my strength and faith will give me the results i want when you do nothing wrong you dont have to fear anything you just have to wait for the right time for the right things to happen in the right way there were also many rumours and stories that made their rounds when you were in jail did you get to hear of them then or followed up on them when you were outmy blessing is that i followed zero media i am sane because of that we had zero access to social media and had limited access to newspapers i did not even look at the television or read the news that kept me at peace with myself and it helped me channelize my energies away from what was being said i feel that it was all unnecessarily sensationalised it was unethical too i dont want to comment on the case or any legal proceedings but i want to say that i am upset with the way the media fraternity handled the whole thing as they chose trps over facts they were running their own trials another noticeable thing was how most of your colleagues didnt speak up in your support were you shocked or saddenedi dont need anybody i never needed anyone i have stood for people and im proud of that ive been there for weddings birthdays funerals or for any emotional and physical support i have done my bit and thats my character as a person i never expected anything of or from anybody it doesnt shock or sadden me because they are not that important to me for it to matter what are your plans nowright now i want to focus on myself i got this down time for selfrealisation and evaluation it was a mirror that showed me so many things it opened many doors i have focused my energy on the positives rather than the negatives i am happy i got this time in a way as when everyone was busy with this time off i was on the roads working with people literally feeding people who have spoken ill about me it was an enlightening time for me i have focused on writing and reading i have read a lot in the past four months i have made peace with myself i am different from everyone else and i am proud of that i have realised what my power is this selfawakening has been an important process besides this i missed cooking and i will resume feeding my family there was talk about your entering politics will you be looking at something in that spacei have always felt politics is an extremely amazing medium to try and help people in a