new delhi indian badminton great saina nehwal said she is not getting any younger and needs more time to rest and prepare for the bigticket events in a killing calendarsaina who reached the final of indonesia masters last week had written to badminton association of india bai to allow her to withdraw from asia team championship scheduled from february 6 to 11 at alor setar malaysiaplaying the abc will make it the third successive week for saina who is currently playing at the india open following her final finish at jakartathe indian ace wants time to train for the all england championship to be held at birmingham from march 14 to 18it is not about training it is about giving time to my body it is tough it is a killing sport it looks easy from outside that we are playing strokes i dont want to just play i want time to be fresh for tournaments said saina who had reached the finals of all england in 2015i know people want me to play and want me to be there but what is the point when people say saina lost and saina is out of form then i have to face it nobody else it is a funny thing but i feel bad i cry sometime because it is not easy to takeit is not easy for people to understand what we go through i am not 20 anymore i have to keep myself fit to be able to play for long and you see the calendar it is a killing calendar and we dont know when and how many tournaments we will play and what happens nextthe abc is a qualifier for the uber cup final to be held at bangkok in may and bai wants saina to play to enhance indias chance of making the prestigious eventyou have to understand that i still need time it is not that i havent played for india i have played enough uber cup and every time i played i have won all my matches said saina after reaching the second round herei have planned in such a way that i give good result in team events and big events so i am mostly looking at commonwealth games and asian games those are two targets for mei want to challenge myself sometimes i play stupid strokes and i have to be smarter and i dont just want to play i know if i am fit i can win she added