she was 14 in london and how at one point in her life she would get only one meal a day i fell even more for her she just needed more love from her family and respect from people around i could not fulfil all of that though i did more than a 21yearold could she would cry every night she could never be alone after she met me and would come to my house ofteninitially even my father did not approve of her as she had a really sexy image but he was fine after i made him meet her i attended several classes from morning 8 to evening 8 getting trained for my film but she had trust issues even though i trusted her completely i would sometimes make her talk to my sir to prove to her that i was in class then it reached a point where she would accompany me for my classes i was fine even with that i sat her down one day and said nafisa you know what i am an indian boy i have seen a lot in my family am trying to take care of you you cry to me everyday i am four years younger to you and in spite of what you have told me about yourself i still love you so please start trusting me i love you even more than my mother or father or sister even if i dont meet you for three days my love will only increase every night during the seven months we were seeing each other she would cry barring three nights once when we were in goa my birthday and her birthday she had a depression problem and had been for counselling before and she told me she had even tried to hang herself before till now also i have respect for her mother and really wish i could ask her that does she really believe i have done something as she knows what i have done for nafisa one day she told me suraj i am not getting my periods can we go to a doctor we went to this doctor who gave her a pill saying she would get it we went back home and everything was normal when the police asked her family doctor if i was there at the time of abortion they denied it the police asked me and i said sir we had a physical relationship she did not tell me about her pregnancy if it can be proven that it was mine i will accept it otherwise it is not mine as i cant saylets talk about your own family i used to stay with my grandparents in juhu from the beginning and my sister lived with my parents they both died five years back and so since the age of 16 i live alone with my four dogs my parents initially lived in bandra and now live in seven bungalows i