with these russian soldiers these russian soldiers can kill you or torture you to keep himself mentally sane he would talk to himself i think about what i do when i have freedom what i do after prison what i do with my family how i visit my friends how i go to the caf how i go to mcdonalds he said more ukrainian teen recalls horror of being shot by russian soldiers playing dead after 48 days he was finally reunited with his father you cant explain this emotion he said displaying maturity beyond his years this emotion you can only feel