court clerk slipped meek mill note asking money fired meek mill court shop assistant fired asking money run court clerk err meek mill mention asking money probation violation hearing fired tmz learned court official tell tmz wanda chavarria irretrievably crossed line authorship take down needed college tuition money word saying unfortunately bad credit unable secure loan lend son anything much appreciated lawyers meek tell tmz day chavarria slipped note meek serving clerk judge genece brinkley ultimately sentenced meek years prison chavarria allege justice make out note although modest lawyers say slipping meek note verbally asked money earshot judge court officials said retrospect sentence based transgressions clerk