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> 目を強く擦る。俺はひとりなんかじゃないぞ。母さんがいるじゃないか。
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> 母さんとは、連絡はずっと取り合っているが、あえて顔は合わせないようにしていた。あちらは新しい生活を始めているからだ。
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> でももう、身内を相手に遠慮もしていられないか。

Include prior two sentences for context. Speaker is in a tough situation.

> however (now that it has gotten to this point), I cannot afford to hold back
> in regards to dealing with my relatives anymore can I?

I assume 遠慮もしていられない = cannot afford to hold back with extra emphasis from も

But how that interacts with 身内を相手に is very awkward for me. Literally i would
read it as 身内を遠慮しない, but towards 相手 (one person in particular within the
family, his mom?). But having both 相手 and 身内 is very confusing if 相手 is also
身内 as well...

THere's also the possibility of the speaker referring to himself in 3rd person
as 相手 and using the passive tense, but i feel that has issues as well

What's the proper way to digest this sentence?

Thanks
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Intrepretation of 遠慮もしていられないか in this sentence structure
First, let me simplify the sentence to "身内 を相手に 遠慮する" for ease of exposition.

I think there's some sense, or at least expedience, in treating this "...を相手に"
as one item, as if it were a ("phrasal") particle/postposition. It functions
much like "...に対して": "toward ..." or "against ...".

The noun "身内" (the object, so to speak, of the postposition "...を相手に") means a
close relative, often a family member, and in this context it indirectly but
specifically refers to his mother.

The verb "遠慮する" here is intransitive, with the meaning of "to act with
reserve/self-restraint".

In sum, therefore, "身内 を相手に 遠慮する" can be translated as "act with reserve
toward a family member".

A letter-oriented translation of the original full sentence would be:

> However, I can no longer afford to act reservedly toward my family member
> (i.e. his Mom) can I?

To explain a bit:

He has been restraining himself from seeing his mother in person, fearing how
it might affect her in her new life. But given the urgency of the situation he
is in, he thinks it's no time for such a self-restraint. After all, she's his
own mother. He can turn to her for help and she will be only happy to help
him.
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