I got bumped in the term それとなく in these two sentences

```

    1. だから今はそれとなく散々淡々と暮らしていて
    2. 思い出して魚の眼 Oh Oh! それとなくキルミーして！Oh Oh!
    
```

Jisho said `indirectly; obliquely`, but feels like it is not fit well to the
translation. There is any nuance or other meaning to this?

disclaimer, these two lines are from the song `ガランド`. So probably they are not
100% understandable or grammatical correct. But any example that will help me
understand this term better will be great :-)

Thanks, Or
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question
meaning word-choice
is there a hidden meaning to それとなく?