I'm translating this manga, but I'm having a hard time because I don't know
what's the best way to translate these words

Context: see pics... sorry that there are 7 pics, but I felt that explaining
everything going on in there would be too hard and confusing. いっぱいいっぱい appears
on page 3 and 6. Basically, I'm not sure if it's meant to have a positive or
negative meaning in this context. I know that it's always used to talk about
something negative. And 余裕, I understood it as having the mind at ease so I
translated as laid-back, but I don't know if it's correct.

NOTE: before reading, I want to state that this is a romance story and Yuu has
feelings for her senpai, but she's in denial/tsundere for many reasons.

In this conversation, Natsuki (short black hair) and Yuu are talking about
senpai and Yuu's attitude regarding said senpai. Yuu is complaining about her
senpai, and Natsuki laughs because it's the first time Yuu complains about
something and says Yuu is いっぱいいっぱい. Then Natsuki talks about how Yuu used to
be/have 余裕(laid-back?) all the time, and implies that the fact that Yuu isn't
laid-back anymore now is because Yuu has found something (or someone in this
case) that she actually cares about (that's why Natsuki mentions how Yuu never
cried or showed emotion when they won or lost a softball match, unlike her
teammates). Then Natsuki says that she just wanted to see Yuu being いっぱいいっぱい
at least once. And at the end Natsuki thinks it's a bit frustrating that Yuu
wasn't いっぱいいっぱい about softball.

That's why I'm confused, the word means something negative and since Yuu is
complaining and judging by her confused reaction it should mean something
negative, but Natsuki talks about this word as it is something positive. I
don't know if I should translate it as "fed up" (negative) or something like
"fulfilled" (positive). I can't get what Natsuki means by using いっぱいいっぱい. I
find the use of 余裕 a bit confusing as well, but I guess both are related in
this case. Thanks in advance.

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translation meaning word-choice word-usage
What do いっぱいいっぱい and 余裕 mean in this context?
Except for when it means the super-literal " **one cup/glass after another**
", 「いっぱいいっぱい / 一杯一杯」 would always hold at least a somewhat **_negative_**
meaning. Those meanings would include:

・ "up to one's neck"

・ "not in the right frame of mind"

・ "swamped"

・ "to have too much on one's plate"

・ "overwhelmed"

Hope you find one of the above fitting in the context this time.
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[Goo's
dictionary](https://dictionary.goo.ne.jp/jn/13623/meaning/m0u/%E3%81%84%E3%81%A3%E3%81%B1%E3%81%84%E3%81%84%E3%81%A3%E3%81%B1%E3%81%84/)
(デジタル大辞泉) has this definition:

> １ 少しの余裕もないさま。「もう一杯一杯で、これ以上は入らない」
>
> ２ 特に、金銭の支払い・貸借などで、最大限に達しているさま。「銀行からも一杯一杯に借りている」
>
> 1 Without any [spare] room left. _It's completely full, any more will not
> fit._
>
> 2 especially about money payments, lending and borrowing: arriving to the
> absolute limit. _I'm borrowing all I can from the bank too_.

EDICT (via Jisho) offers:

  2. to the limit; to the fullest extent; absolutely the limit; the best one can do; breaking even

So it's basically an opposite to `余裕(が)ある` and is used in the similar way
here.

Let's take the first passage:

```

    だって初めて見た
    侑{ゆう}が愚痴{ぐち}るくらいいっぱいいっぱいになってるなんて　
    おまえいつもどこか余裕{よゆう}ある感じだったから
    
```

here, `いっぱいいっぱい` follows `愚痴るくらい` (possible translation "to go as far as
[actually] complaining") and is contrasted against the following
`おまえいつもどこか余裕ある感じだったから` ("you always seemed to have a lot of _spare capacity_
", i.e. "laid back/relaxed").

なんて seems to emphasize the fact of Yuu being `いっぱいいっぱい`. It is always tricky
to translate but one possible version could be:

> Well, it's the first time I see see you become _so preoccupied_ [with some
> matter] to go as far as vent about it, because you usually seem to be so
> laid back [about things].

Second one:

```

    今 侑に余裕がないなら 
    悪いけどちょっと嬉しい
    一回ぐらいおまえがいっぱいいっぱいになってるところ見たかったんだ
    それがソフトじゃなかったのはちょっと悔しいけど
    
```

Again, `余裕` is mentioned along with `いっぱいいっぱい`.

My version:

> I'm a little sorry to say that, but I'm happy to see you flustered. I've
> wanted to see you getting fully preoccupied with something at least once.
> Although I'm a little sad it was not about softball.
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いっぱいいっぱい can be used to talk about feelings or work, but here it means "to be
preoccupied/engrossed with sth/someone". As of 余裕, I'm not sure, but I think
saying there's no 余裕 is a consequence of being preoccupied. So it would be
being restless.
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