[{"text_idx": "#000003", "text": "from \u2018Principles of Mentalist Poetry\u2019"}, {"text_idx": "#000004", "text": "\u201cAll things that wither are sent but as guidelines;"}, {"text_idx": "#000011", "text": "In remote lands over the Hallowed Gulf (so runs the story I\u2019ve heard), Daud (according to his own words, which he recited to me during the very long but\nenchanting talk-and-listen sessions that I was forced to endure in Room 1/7 almost every day), had been worrying that his sister, Jelena, the \u2018extra-terrestrial princess\u2019, would leave him in the\nend. when she married Stjepan. And then \u2013 horror of horrors! \u2013 he would have to grow up, as it were, and mature. He was correct\nto some extent, as Jelena was on the verge of becoming a famous poet by the time their Father died in suspicious circumstances, and so she left the family home to travel and teach throughout the\nworld over the Seven Sinful Seas. She is by now, would you believe it, a chaired professor in Aberdydd Poly-varsity, and we use many of her revolutionary methods, and especially \u2018mentalist\npoetry,\u2019 to good effect here [1]."}, {"text_idx": "#000012", "text": "Regarding Stjepan, of course, Daud was incorrect in a way, and without being too coarse, the former had his own problems with identity, and otherwise, including addiction to substances\nfrom foreign parts such as \u2018stunning spice,\u2019 made from monkey droppings. I cannot claim a speck of knowledge about, or the least experience of, such a disgusting substance; the ones we use most\noften here in the Clinic are pure, unadulterated, and a lot more expensive; they are of clinical quality, could we say?"}, {"text_idx": "#000013", "text": "In any case, I have reasonable evidence by now that Daud was spirited away to Aberdydd from wherever he was hiding by the Old Soldier soon after his father departed to the Black Pools of\nthe Nw Yrth. (Or maybe it was his acquaintances, associates, childhood buddies, partners, or undercover operatives who did the job.) Unfortunately, according to Jelena\u2019s\naccount, she would be much too busy to visit her brother ever again, and there would not be much contact between them in our lovely sea-side town either before he went to meet his"}, {"text_idx": "#000014", "text": "\u2018Losing\u2019 his sister was a shocking blow to Daud\u2019s spirit (he was using the name David by then, a practice based on his over-the-top love for Aberdydd), and he responded terribly. He had\nbeen doing his level best with us in the Clinic to start, but he was fundamentally a rebel, and he wanted to translate works by Shake-a-Shaft and Mamrick into Kimbric rather than study the\nappointed courses. Of course there were other youths too, orphans, and ones with strange talents, and so on, under our care here at the time. But as usual David was not very fond of his\nfellow-pupils at all. \u2018Zed-Men\u2019 was his mocking name for them, as they did not have the same powers as he did, in his opinion. More than anything else he used to complain about the lessons\nin pure and applied numerology and suchlike, remembering distasteful things from his childhood overseas, probably."}, {"text_idx": "#000015", "text": "But these were not the main courses being provided here at that time. To be totally correct, we were concentrating on topics which are much more useful for our would-be super-heroes, such\nas scientific astrology, practical alchemy, transformation studies, and mental manipulation, which were taught by the Old Soldier who was working for the cause before he ascended to glory. Well,\nI am guessing that that was his intention from his last words, namely, \u2018Pure is a man\u2019s soul, Life nought but a trembling flame, Which dies as it rises,\u2019 whatever that means."}, {"text_idx": "#000016", "text": "David expressed his dissatisfaction towards everyone and everything, and especially towards the \u2018oppressive hordes of the hateful authorities\u2019 (whoever they may be) through defacing the\nbuildings around Aberdydd Poly-varsity, and this very Clinic, with symbols of the rebel forces from the old Motherland. And in every one of his adventures, David received constant support from\nthe man called Steffan Grossmann who was volunteering here in the Clinic."}, {"text_idx": "#000017", "text": "Steffan, who is sad, wise, and enormous, should have become a holy numerologist working for the World-Wide Church after leaving the Unitechnic, in the opinion of his Mother, who is as\npure as driven snow. Then, he would govern the Universe (or an important region of the Earth at least) from Emerald Town, correcting mistakes, and replacing disorder with order. Before he\ndisappeared as suddenly as a thief in the depths of the night, his absent Father believed that he should go on to earn fistfuls of filthy lucre (not to mention the legal tips, and the usual and\nunusual bribes), through serving his country and his compatriots as People's Representative in Government House."}, {"text_idx": "#000018", "text": "As it happened, the three of them were terribly disappointed because of the disastrous and short-lived adventure in the so-called Noble Academy (one of the many minor, penurious and\nlacklustre offshoots of the Venerable Institutes of Higher Learning, which is no less sordid, libidinous and scurvy for all that). After suffering a nervous breakdown because of\nhis misadventures and use of illegal drugs, which caused him to be plagued by terrifying visions, and, on occasions, to try and kill himself, he created a highly-developed fantasy world\nbased on horror-comics. He used to tell his stories to David before they were eventually published in the underground press."}, {"text_idx": "#000020", "text": "Several things are sure, however, namely: that Steffan could not decide what to do with his life, having experienced considerable trouble whilst trying to study at the Unitechnic; that he\nwas hoping to find inspiration regarding his future and direction in life; and that he was experiencing a mixture of joy and terror from getting to know his sister, Helen, who had, strange to\nrelate, just come to the Clinic without warning as a \u2018trainee mentalist\u2019 (those are her words, not mine)."}, {"text_idx": "#000022", "text": "However, it appears to me that substantial confusion existed in David\u2019s mind about the true nature of Steffan\u2019s personality. It is likely that the former often thought that the latter was\nStjepan. Never mind about that, when the lads drove the vehicle into a tree, David\u2019s memory was upset even worse than before, and he lost his former sense of self entirely. The two young things\nwere in a coma for an appreciable time, something that caused the Old Soldier to experience awful trouble for some reason I do not at all understand even now. And, very strange to relate, he was\ninconsolable when they recovered \u2013 from happiness, I would say, without a doubt, as I know him so well."}, {"text_idx": "#000023", "text": "From then on, David insisted on using the nickname Dai or Dazza (which makes me feel ill), and he tried to force Steffan to adopt a corresponding nom de guerre, namely \u2018Stezza\u2019 (which\nmakes me cringe more). Furthermore, Dai and Steffan would go around the countryside like a pair of inseparable twins, organising free dance-parties here and there, contrary to every rule set by\nthe Local Public Committee (not to mention the commands of the National Government). There follows a snippet from Dai's 'opera magna' or \u2018alternative life-histories,\u2019 created\nusing the technique called 'stwna' or \u2018pottering about\u2019 (occasionally under the influence of exotic pharmacological concoctions or participating in outlandish but most efficacious\ntrance-inducing practices \u2013 such as screaming seyko-punk shanties, murdering the Kimbric bagpipes, or cavorting like a dust-devil), as part of his RRRR Treatment (that is, \u2018re-evaluation, re-integration, restoration and re-creation')."}, {"text_idx": "#000028", "text": "On hill, chock-full of withered pines \u2013"}, {"text_idx": "#000034", "text": "(But bear, perchance, the seeds of lust)!"}, {"text_idx": "#000036", "text": "They screech with pain from spectral scar,"}, {"text_idx": "#000038", "text": "By shadow red and bloody flesh \u2013"}, {"text_idx": "#000044", "text": "In this innovative method, perfected by me myself here in our experimental Clinic, the patient dreams, imagines characters, and invents situations without restraint \u2013 as if he were\n\u2018shepherding a flock of shadows\u2019 \u2013 and then he acts out the fantasy, in order to bring the secrets of the unconscious to light, and reach mental wholeness [2]. And it's fair to say that majority\nof Dai\u2019s prognostications were extremely accurate, after interpretation, to be honest. So, the story of Daud, David, or Dai, continues, like some graphic novel, from a viewpoint located here in\nthe Clinic amidst the pines in Aberdydd. One must remember however that whilst one set of characters (Daud, Stjepan, Jelena and Ivan) are quite different to the others (David, Steffan, Elen and\nJohn; or Dai, Stevo, Helen and Jack) on the surface, there are many similarities between their personalities and their relationships, deep down \u2013 in my professional opinion at"}, {"text_idx": "#000045", "text": "And I should know, and the course of my desires shall not be averted, despite how the Old Soldier tried to prevent me, to his own selfish ends. For I am the only man up to now, who has\nunderstood, and declared, the words of the Amasus Ritual to open a gate between our usual world of useful symbols and images, beautiful and magical, and some other world, which is fundamentally\nother, and full of horrors and wonders more real than reality itself, and who still lives yet!"}, {"text_idx": "#000046", "text": "[1] From \u201cPrinciples of Mentalist Poetry\u201d by Professor Jelena Pekar. \u2014 P.M. \u201cReality, in\nshort, is all that happens to be the case, according to Steykhweydos. Despite the overpowering simplicity of this observation, some amongst the Thorlin aver that every participant in a situation\nimposes his own unique interpretation on it to such a degree that reality itself complexifies more and more. We live, therefore, according to them, in a 4-dimensional projection (maybe\nconstructed from information on its boundary) of an N-dimensional 'manifold' or 'hodgepodge' which is an extremely fuzzy forest of ever-branching possibilities."}, {"text_idx": "#000048", "text": "\u201cThe Gurus of the Gainless Game appear as youngsters wearing tattered coats, their faces like those of corpses, doubled over against the wind that spits pink venom to mark those chosen to die\nnext. If one attempts to penetrate to the cardiac organ under the velum-like skin, he\u2019ll find only a cold, efficient pump. These sykovamps are desperate to record all the death-throes to feast on\nthem compulsively and repetitively at their leisure. And so the crowd surges forward having scented blood, and fights to witness every step in a sinner\u2019s degradation and damnation with their own\nsore, swollen eyes. Look at them: their lips black with old wine and blood; their teeth yellow with tartar and tobacco under the scurvied gums; the nails of their mucky paws like hooked claws;\ntheir hearts racing, the veins in their necks bulging and the sinews standing out."}, {"text_idx": "#000049", "text": "\u201cThe aim of Mentalist Minstrelsy Praxis is to cure this malaise. It does not, therefore, pretend to be the speech of the unconscious, nor the communication of angels, although it does rouse\nthe strongest responses on occasion, for sure. Rather, it is a harshly honest practice which strives to awaken the gonads, the senses and the entrails and release the performer from the hobbles"}, {"text_idx": "#000050", "text": "[2] Many of D.B.P.\u2019s ideas bear a striking resemblance to \u201cdhuve\u0300ri\u0301best kiwrokil\nyiwa\u0300ntemol\u201d techniques of \u201cfisikosykotherapyutik\u201d originating from Vzlkl Field-Hospital in Klvkrt that were alleged to provoke divine visions and cure pestilent pustules\nthrough circumambient attention peripheralization. Indeed, those who know the score could reel off the names of all the cordials,\nnarcotics, tonics, stimulants, hypnotics and sedatives being used, prescribed, and gobbled up in the Training Centre for Alternative Youth (or in the former Clinic) at all times of day and night\nby Steffan, Dai Procter, and, later on, Elfan. And without a doubt, these would have shocking and astounding effects. I myself can vouch for the fact that there were antics, capers, pranks,\ntantrums and miscellaneous other idiotic acts of all manner and mode going on there every time I\u2019d call in on the old miscreants whilst passing through Aberdydd to visit Gertrude at Challavas. It\nwas Elfan in particular who would cause the biggest and most dreadful disturbances in the blancmange of reality."}, {"text_idx": "#000051", "text": "Although I never witnessed one of his performances with my\nown eyes, the after-effects would be imprinted on the atmosphere of the place forever as if there were numberless voices shouting in terror before being instantaneously silenced. And then those\nsensitive enough would without fail pick up the a\u0304ka\u0304shic signal like meat-clad transceivers whenever they entered the area. Here\u2019s a description of one of the uncontrollable but\nunforgettable visions that must have flooded straight from the head of Elfan Baldrog Bacster, Chief of the Superheroes\u2019 Union. It embossed itself on my tender consciousness one moonlit night\nwhilst dozing on the banks of the Sweet-smelling Stream meandering enchantingly through the luxurious demesne\u2019s manicured gardens. Well, all I can do is quote the Ancient Etruscans before\nrelaying my \u2013 insight \u2013 into this craziness: \u201cquem tam di\u0304ligunt hay-Mo\u0301yray ut in ve\u0304re vi\u0304tae morie\u0304tur, prius de\u0304mentant.\u201d [o\u0301] \u2014"}, {"text_idx": "#000052", "text": "Midnight. The Sun\u2019s dead and the Moon\u2019s hiding her face. The \u201cnshave\u201d ceremony is\nabout to commence, and I am prepared to play the role of the \u201cvdheve\u201d shaman and snort the sacred snuff called \u201cbdhevdhe\u201d to instigate the pyropanoptic erotechnical philodemonics. And then I shall die and cross the Void to travel through the Quadruple Worlds. I shall see the blue sprites of\nVdhadhe, the First World; hear the red, yellow, and green goblins in Mbneve, the Second World; smell the black, white, and grey denizens in Hlbordhe, the Third World; and\nfeel the invisible phantasms of Shlende, the Fourth World. And then in end, I shall return to life in my own Realm, but no-one can tell who, or what, I shall be. My first\nintoxication-inducing sip of must-mead still shimmers in my memory, but now it\u2019s accompanied by the marrow-evaporating strains of seyko-punk and mixed with so many other thoughts \u2013 and\nsubstances. S \u2013 E \u2013 Y \u2013 K \u2013 O \u2013 I\u2019m just so S.E.Y.K.O. \u2013 S Surreal; E Ergotic; Y Yogic; K Kenotic; O Oneiric \u2013 Oh, oh, oh, oh, OH!"}, {"text_idx": "#000053", "text": "Like a mysterotronic mosquito, I swoop to the realm of dhvo-Dhrewsh and the baking darkness of the eight inverted towers, where awareness is warped, and deceit, exploitation, rejection and lies\nare the everyday currency, and I feel so at home there. I take on the aspect of a pomaded vulpine, masked to avoid being blinded by oblivion\u2019s sands. And then, like a wily wasp sweating\nlove-hormones, I begin to court the Crazed Couple, Dom Zhraydha Hroykhryo and Dome Ghawdhkhu Khewkhwe. Even though they cannot gaze upon my irresistibly handsome muzzle, they titter and wail as they fight to caress my amber\ncoat. We embrace (let us say) for days as sticky as liquorice, frosted with the sugar of expectant ecstasy. As dhvo-Dom gurn and writhe, I wrest myself psychically from between their\npassion-enflamed thoraxes and pilot my ideation into the Rotunda of Dejected Segregation using the Thieving Charm of Falotholehi Falathaese. With scalding determination, I prise open the casket of curiosities and extract the grotesque gemstones that\npick up phantasmal tremors, unveil the most unlikely and profitable futures and clarify their development, fuse emotion and intellection, and magnify the will. So, I achieve what so few have\nmanaged and become an \u201codhnazha,\u201d a Maxi-Magus, the unspeakable complexity of my utterances the strongest charms."}, {"text_idx": "#000055", "text": "I destroy with a wink the City of Zlahnenthi\u0301 with its\nfiery bluestone ramparts, guffawing thorn-forests, and groves of mouthy severed heads. Then I stroll beyond to the Glass Mountain of May-eynsel to wash in the Stream of hi\u0301-Nanedh,\nabsorb the spirit of the Great Kth\u2019hlu, and become more devious and better protected than ever before. And so, I am able to free the fearsome Valkuro Herinethi and re-bind him to my\nwill as Zundlakla su-Thalaha. With his guidance I surf mentally between the bubble-universes of Hvlekru, doing my wont, and cherishing, encouraging and modifying the multifarious\nraces of the Dmarlu, the children who call the Lord of Misrule Djw\u0302khta Swtach."}, {"text_idx": "#000064", "text": "Consumed by their bestial urges, the\ndistracted pups pay me no heed. And so, I become a huge, poisonous, yellow lizard, but to no avail. Finally, I am a handsome boy with blond hair, Xlotlringku Vlaltanlu-tnalzse, and can\ncomplete my oration: \u201cGo forth and multiply; be fruitful, spawn and increase! Prepare to spread your seed on the Earth, and over All-World in due course. Decide what is best for your people and\ndo what is needed to get it. Know the truth; but be prepared to lie. Learn to enjoy the sweat and the pain, for those are your inheritance. Respect life; but admit the importance of killing. And\nFolahalu comes, embrace it, as that is your greatest"}, {"text_idx": "#000066", "text": "Anyway, devils\u2019 despair is readily available now, to those\nwho know where to get it (and can afford it). And then the magic of medicinal mushrooms stops physical agony spoiling the \u2013 oh so messy \u2013 fun, and makes the jaunt so, so much smoother. And of course, it\u2019s me at the centre, acting and aching, but seeing everything from the periphery at the same time now, in a star-strewn jumble\nof desire and fulfilment; me, who\u2019s melting and exploding, having it large and getting it on. Ah, the mysteries of shocking spice \u2013 Holy paralogical ponderings on procreation and death \u2013 Not great are the Old Ones, though many have called them mighty and dreadful, for they are not so. So, so,\nso, so baaaad (not)! (Not in a trillion years will they win \u2013 with me on black gold \u2013 oh!) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh \u2013 I\u2019m so S Subtle; E Edgy; Y Yieldless; K Kinky; O Opportunistic \u2013 Oh, oh, oh, oh,"}, {"text_idx": "#000067", "text": "Under the Withering Sun, I dive on the sea-breeze, plummeting\ninto the soft ochre soil beneath the emerald fields. There, deep underground, where monstrous saprophytes digest, annul and fertilize, I mingle with the rotting flesh, empty skulls, and shattered\nbones. In oblivion\u2019s sable streams, I seize back the terror of knowing amidst the confounding twilit pain, having chosen to relinquish my own life completely, but not yet having taken my place\namongst the ranks of the departed. Then, lit by the thinking fire from the burning pitch in my fist, I penetrate Heli-hreli\u0301\u2019s murky halls, having bridged the yammering Chasm of"}, {"text_idx": "#000068", "text": "Amidst the unbearable frost, my\nstrong grace revives and sustains the slumbering dead. I do not judge, but rather grant them the gift of perfect memory. Each sinner declares his name and uncountable failings, which with cruel\nmercy I refuse to destroy but force him to own. This painful awakening sews dormant spores that fly upwards through the Four Worlds. And as they rise, they sprout into blooms, atramentous but\nangelic, whose spinous stems and roots strangle and devour all of the waking world which bleeds living sapphire sap. With that, another one of the endless cycles of existence abruptly finishes,\nand the next one rushes in."}, {"text_idx": "#000075", "text": "gan Yr Athrawes Jelena Pekar."}, {"text_idx": "#000076", "text": "\u201cPopeth byrhoedlog anfonir yn arwydd;"}, {"text_idx": "#000077", "text": "Diffyg y Ddaear sy\u2019n tyfu mor erwydd;"}, {"text_idx": "#000082", "text": "Yn nhiroedd anghysbell tros Lly\u0302r Gla\u0302n (felly y rhed y stori rwy wedi\u2019i chlywed), roedd Daud (yn o\u0302l ei eiriau ei hun a adroddai wrthyf fi yn ystod y\nsesiynau sgwrsio a gwrando tra hir ond hudol y\u2019m gorfodid i\u2019w dioddef yn Ystafell 1/7 bob dydd bron), wedi bod yn poeni mai ei ymadael yn y pendraw a wna\u0302i ei chwaer Jelena, y \u2018dywysoges\narallfydol\u2019, pan fyddai wedi ymbriodi Stjepan. Ac wedyn \u2013 arswyd y byd! \u2013 byddai'n rhaid iddo dyfu i fyny fel petai, ac aeddfedu. Roedd ef yn gywir i ryw raddau, am fod Jelena ar fin dod yn\nfarddes enwog erbyn i\u2019w Tad farw mewn sefyllfaoedd drwgdybus, ac felly gadawodd hi\u2019r cartref teuluol am byth i deithio a pherfformio trwy\u2019r byd tros y Saith Mo\u0302r Pechadurus. Mae hi bellach,\ngredech chi, yn athrawes gadeiriol ym Mholy-ysgol Aberdydd, a defnyddiwn ni lawer o\u2019i dulliau chwyldroadol, ac yn enwedig, \u2018barddoniaeth feddyliaethol,\u2019 yn gelfydd yma [1]."}, {"text_idx": "#000083", "text": "Ynghylch Stjepan, wrth gwrs, roedd Daud yn anghywir mewn ffordd, a heb fod yn rhy aflednais, roedd gan y cyntaf ei broblemau ei hun gyda hunaniaeth, ac fel arall, gan gynnwys caethineb i\nsylwedd o wledydd estron, yn cynnwys \u2018sbeis syfrdanol,\u2019 wedi\u2019i wneud o faw mwnci. Ni allaf fi honni rhithyn o wybodaeth na'r mymryn lleiaf o brofiad ynghylch y\nfath sylwedd; mae\u2019r rhai y byddwn ni\u2019n eu defnyddio gan amlaf yma yn y Clinig yn bur, digymysg, a llawer drutach; maent o ansawdd clinigol, ddylem ddweud."}, {"text_idx": "#000084", "text": "Pa un bynnag, mae gennyf dystiolaeth eithaf cryf erbyn hyn y cafodd Daud ei smyglo ymaith i Aberdydd gan yr Hen Filiwr o ble bynnag yr oedd yn cuddio yn fuan ar o\u0302l i\u2019w Dad ymadael i\nByllau Du\u2019r Nw Yrth. (Neu ddichon mai ei gyfeillion bore oes, ei gydgynllwynwyr, ei gydnabyddion, neu'i weithwyr cudd a ddaeth a\u0302'r maen i'r wal.) Yn anffodus, yn o\u0302l cyfrif Jelena,\nyr oedd hi\u2019n rhy brysur o lawer i ymweld a\u0302\u2019r brawd byth erioed, ac ni fyddai lawer o gysylltiad rhyngddynt yn ein tref hyfryd ar lan y mo\u0302r ychwaith cyd iddo fynd i ymuno a\u0302\u2019i gyndadau."}, {"text_idx": "#000085", "text": "Yr oedd \u2018colli\u2019 ei chwaer yn ergyd ysgytwol i enaid Daud (roedd yn defnyddio\u2019r enw David erbyn hynny, arfer a seiliwyd ar ei gariad dros ben llestri tuag at Aberdydd), ac ymatebodd yn\nenbyd. Roedd wedi bod yn gwneud ei orau glas gyda ni yn y Clinig yn y dechrau, ond rebel yn y bo\u0302n ydoedd, a dymunai ef gyfieithu gweithiau gan Chwifiwr-gwaywffon a Mamrick i\u2019r Gimbreg yn hytrach\nnag astudio\u2019r cyrsiau penodedig. Wrth reswm roedd glaslanciau eraill hefyd, plant amddifaid. a rhai a chanddynt ddoniau rhyfedd, ac yn y blaen, dan ein gofal yma ar y pryd. Ond fel arfer, nid\noedd David yn hoff iawn o\u2019i gyd-ddisgyblion o gwbl. \u2018Dynion Sed' oedd ei enw gwatwarus arnynt am nad oedd ganddynt yr un pwerau ag roedd ganddo ef, yn ei farn. Yn anad dim y byddai\u2019n cwyno am y\ngwersi mewn rhifoleg bur a chymhwysol ac ati, gan gofio pethau annifyr o\u2019i febyd tramor, ond odid."}, {"text_idx": "#000086", "text": "Ond nid y prif gyrsiau yr oeddem yn eu darparu yma y pryd hynny oedd y rheiny. A bod yn fanwl gywir, roeddem yn canolbwyntio ar bynciau sydd yn bwysicach o lawer ar gyfer ein huwch-arwyr\nmewn bwriad, megis astroleg wyddonol, alcemeg ymarferol, astudiaethau trawsffurfio, ac ystumio meddyliol, a ddysgwyd gan yr Hen Filwr oedd yn gweithio tros yr achos cyn iddo esgyn i ogoniant.\nWel, rwy\u2019n dyfalu mai dyna oedd ei amcan gan ei eiriau olaf, sef, \u2018 Gla\u0302n yw enaid dyn, Nid bywyd ond fflam hygryn, Drenga wrth godi,\u2019 beth bynnag yw ystyr hynny."}, {"text_idx": "#000087", "text": "Mynegai David ei anfodlonrwydd tuag at bawb a phopeth, ac yn enwedig at \u2018rymoedd gormesol yr awdurdodau atgas\u2019 (pwy bynnag fo\u0302nt) trwy ddifetha\u2019r adeiladau o amgylch Poly-ysgol Aberdydd,\na\u2019r Clinig hwn ei hun, ag arwydd lluoedd y gwrthryfelwyr o\u2019r hen Famwlad. Ac ym mhob un o\u2019i anturiau, derbyniodd David gefnogaeth gyson gan ddyn o\u2019r enw Steffan Grossmann, oedd yn gwirfoddoli yma"}, {"text_idx": "#000088", "text": "Dylai Steffan, sy\u2019n drist, call, ac enfawr, fod wedi dod yn rhifolwr gla\u0302n yn gweithio i\u2019r Eglwys Fyd-Eang ar o\u0302l gadael y Prifdechnig, yn nhyb ei Fam, sydd cyn wynned a\u0302'r ewyn ar y dw\u0302r.\nWedyn, byddai\u2019n rheoli\u2019r Bydysawd (neu ryw ranbarth pwysig o\u2019r Ddaear o leiaf) o Dref Emrallt, gan gywiro camgymeriadau, a rhoi trefn yn lle anrhefn. Cyn iddo ddiflannu mor sydyn a\u0302 lleidr yng\nnghrombil y nos, yr oedd ei Dad absennol yn credu y dylai Steffan fynd yn ei flaen i ennill dyrneidiau o fudrelw (heb so\u0302n am y cil-dyrnau cyfreithlon, a\u2019r llwgrwobrau arferol ac anarferol), trwy\nwasanaethu ei wlad a\u2019i gyd-wladwyr fel Cynrychiolydd y Werin yn Nhy\u0302\u2019r Llywodraeth."}, {"text_idx": "#000089", "text": "Fel y digwyddodd, cafodd y tri ohonynt ei siomi\u2019n enbyd oherwydd yr antur drychinebus a byrhoedlog yn yr Academi Nobl bondigrybwyll (un ymhlith llawer o ganghennau\nlleiaf, mwyaf anghenus a mwyaf diraen yr Hybarch Sefydliad Addysg Uwch sydd yr un mor fochaidd, blysgar a bawaidd er hynny). Ar o\u0302l\ndioddef o waeledd nerfol o ganlyniad i\u2019w banffodion a\u2019i ddefnydd o gyffuriau anghyfreithlon, a berai iddo gael ei blagio gan weledigaethau brawychus, ac, ar adegau, ceisio ei ladd ei hun, creodd\nef fyd ffantasi tra datblygedig yn seiliedig ar lyfrau comics arswyd. Arferai fe ddweud ei stori\u0308au wrth David, cyn iddynt gael eu cyhoeddi o\u2019r diwedd yn y wasg"}, {"text_idx": "#000090", "text": "Digwyddodd un o\u2019i gastiau gwaeth pan wnaeth David \u2018herwgipio\u2019 ei ffrind ffyddlon a dianc mewn fan wen wedi\u2019i dwyn, gan ffoi rhag Milisia\u2019r Bobl\nWlatgar (a rhai Ficeriaid Arfog) yn oriau ma\u0302n y bore. Dydw i ddim wedi medru canfod sut beth oedd y perthynas rhwng y ddau lanc gan na fydd Steffan yn esbonio. A\noeddent yn bartneriaid paffio, brwydrwyr tros ryddid a heddwch, rebeliaid heb achos na chliw, aelodau rhyw gwlt oes newydd, brodyr yn y rhyfel i oroesi, ynteu ddim ond bechgyn gwirion a ddylai\nfod wedi gwybod yn well?"}, {"text_idx": "#000091", "text": "Sawl peth sydd yn sicr, fodd bynnag, sef: na allai Steffan benderfynu beth i\u2019w wneud gyda\u2019i fywyd, wedi profi cryn drafferth wrth geisio astudio yn y Prifdechnig; ei fod yn gobeithio cael\nhyd i ysbrydoliaeth ynghylch ei ddyfodol a\u2019i gwrs trwy fywyd; a\u2019i fod yn profi cymysgedd o orfoledd ac arswyd o ddod i adnabod ei chwaer, Helen, a oedd, ryfedd dweud, newydd gyrraedd y Clinig heb\nrybudd fel \u2018meddyliaethydd dan hyfforddiant\u2019 (dyna\u2019i geiriau, nid yr eiddof fi)."}, {"text_idx": "#000093", "text": "Fodd bynnag, ymddengys yn amlwg imi y bu cryn benbleth yn bodoli yn ymennydd David yngly\u0302n a\u0302 gwir hunaniaeth Steffan. Mae\u2019n debyg bod y cyntaf yn meddwl yn aml mai Stjepan oedd yr ail. Ni\nwaeth beth a fo am hynny, pan yrrodd y llanciau\u2019r cerbyd i goeden, dryswyd cof David hyd yn oed yn waeth nag o\u2019r blaen, a chollodd ef ei synnwyr hunaniaeth blaenorol yn llwyr. Yr oedd y ddau\ngreadur ifanc mewn coma am gryn amser, rhywbeth a achosai i\u2019r Hen Filwr brofi trafferth ofnadwy am ryw reswm nad wy\u2019n deall o gwbl hyd yn hyn. A, rhyfedd iawn adrodd, yr oedd ef yn anghysuradwy\npan wellasant \u2013 gan lawenydd, ddywedwn i, heb os nac oni bai, o\u2019i adnabod cystal."}, {"text_idx": "#000094", "text": "O hynny ymlaen y mynnai David ddefnyddio\u2019r llysenw Dai neu Dazza (sydd yn codi pwys arnaf fi), a cheisio gorfodi Steffan i fabwysiadau ffugenw cyfatebol, sef \u2018Stezza\u2019 (sydd yn gwneud imi\ngrynu\u2019n fwy). Ymhellach, a\u0302i Dai a Steffan fel pa\u0302r o efeilliaid na ellid eu gwahanu o amgylch y cefn gwlad, gan drefnu parti\u0308on dawns rhydd yma a thraw, yn groes i bob rheol a osodwyd gan y\nPwyllgor Cyhoeddus Lleol (heb so\u0302n am orchmynion y Llywodraeth Genedlaethol). Canlyn pwt o 'gweithiau mawrion' neu \u2018hanesion bywyd amgen\u2019 Dai, a gre\u0308wyd gan ddefnyddio\u2019r\ndechneg o\u2019r enw \u2018stwna\u2019 (ar dro o dan ddylanwad cymysgeddau ffarmacolegol egsotig neu'n ymuno ag ymarferion anghonfensiynol ond tra effeithiol i beri swyngwsg \u2013 yn cynnwys sgrechian siantis\nseiko-pynk, lladd y bib-a-chod, neu lamsachu'n debyg i gythraul llwch) fel rhan o\u2019i Driniaeth AAAA\n(hynny yw, \u2018ailbrisio, atgyfannu, adfer ac ail-greu\u2019)."}, {"text_idx": "#000104", "text": "Myn brain, ni thyfant wynwydd doeth,"}, {"text_idx": "#000106", "text": "A chri eu geni hyd eu tranc,"}, {"text_idx": "#000109", "text": "Gan gysgod coch a gwawdlyd gnawd \u2013"}, {"text_idx": "#000112", "text": "Ac arllwys gwaed mewn fflamllyd nant."}, {"text_idx": "#000115", "text": "Yn y dull arloesol hwn, wedi\u2019i berffeithio gennyf fi fy hun yma yn ein Clinig arbrofol, bydd y claf yn breuddwydio, dychmygu cymeriadau, a dyfeisio sefyllfaoedd, heb lestair \u2013 fel petai\u2019n\n\u2018corlannu praidd o gysgodion\u2019 \u2013 ac wedyn bydd yn actio\u2019r ffantasi, er mwyn dod a\u0302 chyfrinachau\u2019r anymwybod i\u2019r amlwg, a chyrraedd cyfanrwydd meddyliol [2]. Mae'n deg dweud mai manwl dros ben oedd\ny rhan fwyaf o argoelion Dai, ar o\u0302l dehongli, mewn gwirionedd. Felly y mae stori Daud, David, neu Dai\u2019n parhau fel rhyw nofel graffig, o safbwynt a leolir yma yn y Clinig ymhlith y pinwydd yn\nAberdydd. Rhaid cofio fodd bynnag mai tra bo un set o gymeriadau (Daud, Stjepan, Jelena, ac Ivan) yn eithaf gwahanol i\u2019r lleill (David, Staffan, Elen a John; neu Dai, Stevo, Helen a Jack) ar y\nwyneb, mae llawer o debygrwydd rhwng eu personoliaethau a\u2019u perthnasau yn y bo\u0302n \u2013 yn fy nhyb proffesiynol o leiaf."}, {"text_idx": "#000119", "text": "\u201cMae Gwrwaid y Ge\u0302m Ofer yn ymddangosol debyg i bobl ifanc yn gwisgo cotiau carpiog, eu hwynebau fel rhai celanedd, yn eu dyblau yn erbyn y gwynt sy\u2019n poeri gwenwyn pinc i farcio\u2019r rhai\nddewiswyd i farw nesaf. Pe ceisiai dyn dreiddio i\u2019r organ cardiaidd dan y croen fel felwm, deuai o hyd i ddim ond pwmp effeithiol, oer. Mae\u2019r seikofampod \u2018ma\u2019n ysu am recordio\u2019r holl\nbangfeydd angau i loddesta arnyn nhw dan gymell ac yn ailadroddus wrth eich pwysau. Ac felly bydd y dorf yn rhuthro ymlaen wedi clywed gwynt y gwaed, a brwydro i fod yn dyst i bob cam o\u2019r broses\na\u0302\u2019u llygaid chwyddedig, llidus eu hunain, wrth i bechadur gael ei iselhau a\u2019i ddinistrio. Gwelwch nhw: eu gwallt yn fle\u0302r; eu gwefusau\u2019n ddu gan hen win a gwaed; eu dannedd yn felyn gan gen a\nthybaco dan y deintgig a\u2019r llwg arnyn nhw; ewinedd eu dwylo bawlyd fel crafangau crwca; eu calonnau\u2019n carlamu ac yn eu gyddfau, y gwythiennau\u2019n chwyddo a\u2019r gi\u0308au\u2019n sefyll allan."}, {"text_idx": "#000121", "text": "[2] Mae llawer o syniadau D.B.P. yn debyg iawn i \u201cve\u0300ri\u0301best kiwrokil yiwa\u0300ntemol\u201d\ndechnegau \u201cfisikosykotherapyutik\u201d yn tarddu o Ysbyty Maes Vzlkl yn Klvkrt, yr honnid eu bod yn achosi gweledigaethau nefol a gwella llinorod angheuol drwy allanoli amredol\nsylw. Yn wir, gallai\u2019r rhai sy ynddi hi adrodd enwau sawl dry\u0300g narcotig, tonig, cordial, a chyffur adfywio, cwsg neu liniaru, yn\ncael ei ddefnyddio, ei roi, neu\u2019i draflyncu yn y Ganolfan Hyfforddi i Ieuenctid Amgen (neu yn y Clinig blaenorol) ar bob adeg o\u2019r dydd a\u2019r nos gan Steffan, Dai Procter, ac, yn nes ymlaen, Elfan.\nA heb os, achosai\u2019r rhain effeithiau ysgytwol a syfrdanol. Dw i fy hun yn medru cadarnhau bod \u2018na antics, campau, castiau, stranciau ac amryw weithredoedd ynfyd eraill o bob math yn digwydd yno\nbob tro byddwn i\u2019n galw i mewn gyda\u2019r hen adynod wrth fynd drwy Aberdydd i ymweld a\u0302 Gertrude yn Challavas. Elfan yn enwedig a berai\u2019r aflonyddwch mwyaf a mwyaf aethus ym mlymo\u0301nj"}, {"text_idx": "#000122", "text": "Er na welais i \u2018rioed un\no\u2019i berfformiadau a\u0302\u2019n llygaid \u2018yn hunan, fe ga\u0302i\u2019r o\u0302l-effeithiau eu hargraffu ar awyrgylch y lle am byth fel petai lleisiau fyrdd yn bloeddio mewn braw cyn cael eu tewi mewn eiliad. Ac wedyn\nbyddai\u2019r rhai\u2019n ddigon sensitif yn codi\u2019r signal etheraidd fel petai\u2019n drosdderbynyddion cnawdol pryd bynnag y troedien nhw drwy\u2019r ardal. Dyma ddisgrifiad o un o\u2019r gweledigaethau afreoladwy ond\nanfarwol ma\u2019n rhaid iddi lifo\u2019n syth o ben Elfan, Pennaeth Undeb yr Archarwyr. Gwnaeth hon ei foglynnu\u2019i hun ar \u2018yn ymwybod tyner un nos olau leuad wrth bendwmpian ar lannau\u2019r Nant Beraroglus yn\ncrwydro\u2019n swynol drwy erddi wedi\u2019u trin yr ysta\u0302d foethus. Wel, yr unig beth dw i\u2019n gallu \u2018neud ydy dyfynnu\u2019r Hen Etrwsgeg cyn trosglwyddo fy \u2013 nghipolwg \u2013 ar y ffolineb \u2018ma: \u201cquem tam di\u0304ligunt\nhay-Mo\u0301yray ut in ve\u0304re vi\u0304tae morie\u0304tur, prius de\u0304mentant.\u201d [o\u0301] \u2014 P.M."}, {"text_idx": "#000123", "text": "Ganol nos. Yr Haul wedi marw, a\u2019r Lleuad yn cuddio\u2019i hwyneb. Ma\u2019 seremoni \u201cnshave\u201d\nar fin dechrau, a finnau\u2019n barod i chwarae rhan siaman \u201cvdheve\u201d ac aranadlu\u2019r snisin sanctaidd o\u2019r enw \u201cbdhevdhe\u201d i symbylu'r ffilodemoneg erotechnegol byrohollweledol. Ac wedyn,\nbydda i\u2019n marw a chroesi\u2019r Gwacter i deithio drwy\u2019r Pedwar Byd. Fe wela i ysbrydion glas Vdhadhe, y Byd Cynta; clywed y pwcaod coch, melyn, a gwyrdd ym Mbneve, yr Ail Fyd; gwynto\u2019r\ntrigolion du, gwyn, a llwyd yn Hlbordhe, y Trydydd Byd; a theimlo rhithiau anweledig Shlende, y Pedwerydd Byd. Ac wedyn, yn y diwedd, fe ddof i\u2019n o\u0302l i \u2018Mro\u2019n hunan, ond all neb\nddweud pwy, na beth, fydda i. Dal i ddisgleirio yn \u2018yn meddwl ma\u2019r llwnc cynta o fedd llwydni a 'na\u0302th i fi feddwi, ond bellach dyna hefyd yn ei gyfeirio seiniau seiko-pynk yn ddigon i anweddu\u2019ch\nme\u0302r, wedi\u2019u cymysgu a\u0302 chynifer o feddyliau \u2013 a sylweddau \u2013 eraill. S \u2013 E \u2013 I \u2013 K \u2013 O \u2013 W i jyst mor S.E.I.K.O. \u2013 S Sarffaidd; E Eclectaidd; I Iasol; K Kythreulig; O Orgasmig \u2013 O, o, o, o,"}, {"text_idx": "#000126", "text": "Gyda chwinc w i\u2019n dinistrio Dinas Zlahnenthi\u0301 a\u2019i rhagfuriau o garreg las fflamllyd,\nei choedwigoedd o ddraen yn rhuo chwerthin, a\u2019i llwyni o bennau gwahanedig, cegog. Wedyn, w i\u2019n hamddenol gerdded tu hwnt i Fynyddoedd Gwydr May-eynsel i ymolchi yn Ffrwd hi-Nanedh,\namsugno ysbryd Kth\u2019hlu Fawr, a dod yn fwy cyfrwys ac wedi\u2019n amddiffyn yn well na \u2018rioed o\u2019r blaen. Ac felly, w i\u2019n gallu rhyddhau\u2019r Valkuro Herinethi brawychus a\u2019i ail-rwymo i\u2019n ewyllys i\nfel Zundlakla su-Thalaha. Gyda\u2019i gymorth e, w i\u2019n syrffio\u2019n feddyliol rhwng bydysawdau swigod Hvlekru, gan \u2018neud fel y mynna i, a choleddu, annog a newid hilion amryfath y\nDmarlu, y plant sy\u2019n cyfeirio at Arglwydd Anarchiaeth fel Djw\u0302khta Swtach."}, {"text_idx": "#000127", "text": "Ma\u2019 \u2018ngwallt felltith i\u2019n sefyll lan yn un ffluwch fel ma'n \u2018neud bob amser i wefr\nthanaterotig gronni i\u2019n egnioli i. O wel, amser gobled o\u2019r meddwl mall. Wedyn, dim ond taro\u2019r gw\u0302n llwyd llaes amdana i w i, i orchuddio\u2019n noethni i. W i\u2019n siw\u0302r bydda i\u2019n ddigon cry yno\u2019n hunan, a\nbe bynnag, alla i ddim mynd i\u2019r drafferth o ddefnyddio\u2019r holl gyfarpar arferol arall ma\u2019 raid i amaturiaid ymbalfalu a\u0302 fe. Un dracht bach o synth-neithdar (tric ddygais i gan ymennydd gwyrgam\nWnc) i danio\u2019r parti hudrithiol i sicrwydd. Erbyn crybwyll, ma\u2019n well o lawer \u2018da fi \u2018neud y Gwaith Mawr ar \u2018mhen \u2018yn hunan: llawer llai lletchwith, a llai o siawns i blydi damweiniau a\nmethiannau llwyr ddigwydd. Felly, wel, be uffach, dyna fi\u2019n llyncu dram o amrita angheuol i gofio\u2019r hen ddyddiau. Rhaid i chi ddiodde dros y Gelfyddyd Fwyaf, on\u2019d \u2018ych chi, neu rw gachu fel \u2018ny?\nWedi\u2019r cwbl \u2013 w i\u2019n S \u2013 E \u2013 I \u2013 K \u2013 O, dwedwch, S.E.I.K.O. \u2013 dyna S Swynaidd; E Ellyllaidd; I Iconoclastig; K Kallaidd; O Odiaethol, O, o, o, o. O!"}, {"text_idx": "#000129", "text": "Am gelfyddydwaith yw\u2019r dyn \u2018ma \u2013 sy\u2019n ddynol, yn rhy ddynol o lawer! W i\u2019n falch o feddwl\ntaw gladiator meddyliol w i \u2013 neu arbenigwr mewn crefftau ymladd cymysg seicig yn iaith hedd \u2013 wedi\u2019n iro o\u2019r ben i\u2019r sawdl, llithrig, wedi \u2018mheiriannu a \u2018nghaboli. (Wel, gallwn i newid \u2018yn hunan\n\u2018sen i\u2019n moyn, ond rhaid i fi stopio\u2019n hunan rhag rhyddhau\u2019n ffantasi\u0308au mwythlyd ar y Byd.) Alla i\u2019m peidio rhegi\u2019n uchel yn ystod artaith\nfelys disgwyl nes i\u2019r trawsnewid ddechrau (ac yma, joch o frag brigandiaid sy\u2019n lleddfu pethau\u2019n fawr). Ma\u2019r sain-dderbynnydd yn dal i whilia dwli. \u2018Sen i ond yn gallu llenwi\u2019n meddwl i a\u0302 rhwbeth\nar waha\u0302n i\u2019r parablu arferol. Ac wedyn \u2013 hei, fenyw fach \u2013 dyna fi\u2019n rhuthro fel cyrchfilwr i mewn i\u2019r twnnel mor undonog a\u0302 byncer a\u2019n lansio\u2019n hunan i\u2019r Agendor Dolurus, wedi\u2019n lapio mewn\ntywyllwch du fel elain felanig. Ac wedyn w i\u2019n sarff yn ymlusgo, wrth ddiosg hen groen, ac ail-ysgrifennu\u2019n D.N.A. Ac w i mor S Safadwy; E Euraidd; I Iawnchwedlog; K Keltaidd; O Optimistig, o, o,"}, {"text_idx": "#000130", "text": "O \u2018nghwmpas i, ma\u2019 co\u0302r o\u2019r lleisiau mwya perseiniol yn yr Holl Fyd yn gwau ca\u0302n annywedadwy\no anesboniadwy yn ymdrin ag ymddatod pob peth. W i\u2019n arnofio yno\u2019n bryderus, gan uno oddi mewn i fi luosedd o berfformwyr. Ac wedyn, dyna fi\u2019n cyflwyno unawd, \u2018yn llais anaeddfed i\u2019n crynu i\nddechrau, ond yn ymdrechu i siantio\u2019n farddol ac yn angerddol. Wrth iddo ddod yn gryfach a mwy hyderus gyda phob eiliad yn mynd heibio, ma\u2019n mynd yn drech na\u2019r lleill, gan drawsffurfio\u2019r geiriau\nhudol hena\u2019n emyn o garned wedi\u2019i leinio a\u0302 hagrwch ac afiaith, cefnu a brifo, dotio a hualu, ac achosi i\u2019r awyr oerllyd ddirgrynu. W i\u2019n teimlo fel \u2018sen i\u2019n boddi dan don lanw o synhwyro. Ond, yn\ny pen draw, ma\u2019r sillafau gwenfflam yn ufuddhau i\u2019n ewyllys i i ddod a\u0302\u2019r Gwaith Mawr i ben, gan ffrwydro\u2019r fagddu annynol oddi mewn a thanio geni Bydoedd heb ddiwedd."}, {"text_idx": "#000131", "text": "Ma\u2019r dropyn slei o laeth llethol w i di ragnodi ar \u2018nghyfer \u2018yn hunan (fydd yn aml yn hala\nysgryd arna i) yn dechrau gweithio, gan agor \u2018yn meddwl a galw arna i i fynd \u2018mlaen. W i\u2019n teimlo lli brawychus o adrenalin ac endorffinau ac yn ca\u0302l \u2018yn llethu gan don o hunan-gyfarganfod Myn y\nSaith, cymaint w i angen dianc rhag y meddyliau \u2018ma a gadael i\u2019r fasgl gnawdol \u2018ma doddi, fel mod i\u2019n anghofio pob gronyn o ddyndod, personoliaeth, dynoliaeth \u2013 O, o, o, o, O! Ma\u2019r gwres a\u2019r\nsylweddau\u2019n \u2018neud i fi ddechrau chwysu\u2019n ste\u0302cs, a dyna\u2019r blydi mantell yn mynd yn ddu, bron. W i\u2019n hanner cofio mod i di dyfeisio cronfa o ddelweddau parod o flaen llaw i fod yn gefn i fi, ac yn\nllwyddo i\u2019n sadio\u2019n hunan tipyn bach. Wedi\u2019r cyfan, w i\u2019n meddwl, w i mor uffernol o S.E.I.K.O. \u2013 S.E.I.K.O. \u2013 S Syfrdanol; E Enigmatig; I Iwtilitaraidd; K Kadnoaidd; O O\u0302l-anedig, ac O, o, o, o,\nO \u2013 ma\u2019n meddwl i\u2019n drifftio\u2019n o\u0302l dros ddigwyddiadau mentrau blaenorol, wedi\u2019u goruchwylio gan nawddsant yr oes narcotig, ffwng ffri\u0302ci."}, {"text_idx": "#000132", "text": "Ar y Blaned Yrth, fi sy\u2019n hebrwng y Dyddiau Olaf i mewn. Wedi teithio am dri aeon o leia, w\ni\u2019n cyrraedd Mynydd Mwrno yng nghanol Peithdiroedd Prinder. Ac yno, w i\u2019n dod o hyd i Ishaki\u0301 Zlnkle\u0301 Dad ac Adauvam Dlndva Fab yn ymgreinio o flaen yr Hen Dduwdodau Rhyfedd yn llyn y\ncol-tar. Ma\u2019n Llais Trallodus i\u2019n cymysgu a\u0302\u2019u geiriau a threchu\u2019u gweddi\u0308au nhw. Er eu harswyd, ma\u0302n nhw\u2019n sylweddoli bod \u2018na storm dywod ddifa\u0308ol chwyrn yn brochi o\u2019u hamgylch ac yn llewygu. Ma\u0302n\nnhw\u2019n dihuno, wedi\u2019u rhwymo a\u2019u distewi ar eu hallor eu hunain; \u2018ffeiriaid wedi dod yn hyrddod a ddelir i lawr gan gadwyni draen. Ma\u2019 Ishaki\u0301 Ihahi yn dryllio\u2019n haid o bili-palod coch ac\nAdauvam Thoahatha yn ffrwydro\u2019n haid o gardinaliaid \u2018sgarlad. Wrth i\u2019r ddwy gydgymysgu, y trychfilod yn dannod yr adar, a\u2019r ave\u0304s yn lladd y lepidoptera, ma\u0302n nhw i gyd yn dod\nyn farwor yn tanbeidio sy\u2019n saethu ma\u2019s gyda\u2019r cythraul llwch. Wedyn, a Llygad Pell y Nef wedi deifio\u2019r pridd fel bod y dw\u0302r oll wedi diflannu oddi ar wyneb y byd, dyna bob creadur yn gorfod"}, {"text_idx": "#000134", "text": "W i\u2019n ymrithio yn Llwyn Xatlaltvazsu ar ffurf sffe\u0302r o ectoplasm seimllyd, Yno,\nDavuth ac Elena, rhieni cynta\u2019r Thorlin, sy\u2019n cofleidio fel pa\u0302r o frochion wedi gwylltio o wanc ar fynydd o bomgranadau wedi\u2019u hanner bwyta, dan gusanu, griddfan a chosi\u2019i gilydd a\u0302 blodau, a\nrholio o gwmpas dan chwysu, bron a\u0302 marw o ecstasi. Yn gynta, w i\u2019n dod yn nyth o nadredd yn gwingo yn datgan ag un llais: \u201cRhaid i\u2019r hyn a ddechreuwyd bellach ga\u0302l ei gwblhau. Yr ydych wedi\nselio\u2019ch ffawd. Davuth Tha-vutha sydd yn cynrychioli goliwiad yr Haul Disglair, a hela bob amser, a brwydro i greu traddodiad, sadrwydd, purdeb, a doethineb. Elena El-nela sydd yn\ndangos gwylltineb y Lleuad Anwadal, na gaiff byth ei dal, a gwe\u0302l, deall, a chaniata\u0301u drygioni, trais a gormes lle bo raid.\u201d"}, {"text_idx": "#000135", "text": "Dan losgi gan eu hawyddau bwystfilaidd, dyw\u2019r cenawon dryslyd ddim\nyn dal ar \u2018ngeiriau i. Ac felly, dyna fi\u2019n dod yn fadfall ddirfawr, wenwynig, felen, ond yn ddi-fudd. O\u2019r diwedd, w i\u2019n \u2018achan golygus a\u0302 gwallt golau, Xlotlringku Vlaltanlu-tnalzse, a gallu\ngorffen \u2018yn araith: \u201cEwch rhagoch ac amlhewch; ffrwythwch, epiliwch a lluosogwch! Paratowch i ledaenu\u2019ch hadau ar y Ddaear, a thros yr Holl Fyd ma\u2019s o law. Penderfynwch beth sydd orau i\u2019ch llwyth\na gwnewch yr hyn sydd ei angen i ga\u0302l hyd iddo. Gwybyddwch y gwir; ond byddwch yn barod i ddywed celwyddau. Dysgwch fwynhau\u2019r chwys a\u2019r boen, gan mai\u2019r rheini ydy\u2019ch etifeddiad chi. Parchwch\nfywyd; ond cyfaddefwch bwysigrwydd lladd. A phan ddaw\u2019r Angau, Hthohla, Ndl\u2019hro, Folahalu, cofleidiwch\nef, oblegid hwnnw ydy\u2019ch anrheg fwyaf chi.\u201d"}, {"text_idx": "#000137", "text": "Ta be, ma\u2019 digalondid diawliaid ar ga\u0302l yn hawdd erbyn hyn, i\u2019r rhai sy\u2019n gwybod ble i\u2019w ga\u0302l\n(ac yn gallu ei fforddio fe). Ac ar ben \u2018ny, ma\u2019 hud madarch meddyginiaethol yn stopio dirboen gorfforol rhag sbwylio\u2019r hwyl \u2013 mor frwnt a\u0302 dim byd \u2013 ac yn \u2018neud i\u2019r jolihoetio deimlo\u2019n fwy\ndymunol o lawer. Ac wrth gwrs, fi sy yn y canol, yn actio a gwynio, ond yn gweld popeth o\u2019r gororau ar yr un pryd nawr, mewn cawdel serennog o ddymuno a boddhau; fi sy\u2019n toddi a ffrwydro, yn ca\u0302l\nrandibw\u0302 a mynd yn wyllt. A, dyma ddirgelion sbeis syfrdanol \u2013 Pendroni\npararhesymegol gla\u0302n ar genhedlu a marw \u2013 \u2018Nid mawr yw\u2019r Dienyddiau, er bod\nllawer wedi dywed mai nerthol ac erch y\u0302nt, gan nad ydynt hwy. Mor, mor, mor, mor ddrwwwwg (ddim)! (Nage mewn triliwn o flynyddoedd enillan nhw \u2013 a finnau ar aur du \u2013 o!) O, o, o, o, o \u2013 W i mor S\nSardonig; E Etheraidd; I Iraidd; C Cablaidd; O Oeraidd \u2013 O, o, o, o, oooooo!"}, {"text_idx": "#000138", "text": "Dan yr Haul Deifiol, w i\u2019n plymio ar wynt o\u2019r mo\u0302r, gan gwympo i\u2019r pridd ocraidd, meddal o\ndan y caeau emrallt. Yno, yn ddwfn dan y ddaear, ble ma\u2019 saproffytau ffiaidd yn treulio, dileu a ffrwythloni, w i\u2019n ymgymysgu a\u0302\u2019r cnawd yn pydru, y penglogau gwag, a\u2019r esgyrn maluriedig. Yn\nnentydd sabl ebargofiant, w i\u2019n cipio\u2019n o\u0302l arswyd gwybod ymhlith y boen ddryslyd y gwyll, wedi dewis fforffedu \u2018mywyd \u2018yn hunan yn gyfan gwbl, ond eto heb gymryd \u2018yn lle ymhlith rengoedd yr\nymadawedig. Wedyn, wedi \u2018ngoleuo gan y ta\u0302n meddylgar o\u2019r pitsh yn llosgi yn \u2018nwrn i, w i\u2019n treiddio i neuaddau niwlog Heli-hreli\u0301, wedi pontio Agendor Colled yn nadu."}, {"text_idx": "#000139", "text": "Ymhlith y rhew annioddefol, ma\u2019 \u2018ngras cry i\u2019n adfywio ac yn\ncynnal y meirw\u2019n cysgu. W i\u2019m yn barnu, ond yn lle \u2018ny\u2019n rhoi iddyn nhw\u2019r anrheg o go\u2019 perffaith. Ma\u2019 pob pechadur yn datgan ei enw a\u2019i fethiannau di-rif, ac innau, gyda thrugaredd creulon, yn\ngwrthod eu dinistrio ond yn ei orfodi fe i\u2019w hadde\u2019. Ma\u2019r dadebru ingol \u2018ma\u2019n hadu sborau cwsg sy\u2019n hedfan i lan drwy\u2019r Pedwar Byd. Wrth iddyn nhw godi, dyna nhw\u2019n blaguro yn flodau, gloywddu ond\nangylaidd, a\u2019u coesynnau pigog yn tagu a llowcio\u2019r byd effro oll, sy\u2019n gwaedu nodd saffir, byw. Ar y gair, dyna un arall o gylchoedd di-baid bywyd yn gorffen yn ddirybudd, a\u2019r un nesa\u2019n rhuthro i"}]