<transcript><audio_37>have a oh my goodness what did I do have I put on weight this it made me panic and coming and have this is why you need a BFF who's totally honest and not just snowballing you um I was able to just have conversation with j and have a</transcript><transcript><audio_38>therapy session and and just simply say you know what of course my pants are going to be tighter in the back because my butt is big I have a butt again I have a girl butt instead of a boy butt I could not be happier I'm so thankful for the surgeon to say oh wait a minute we</transcript><transcript><audio_39>really need to do a fat transfer and Jen thankfully was with me and I didn't have that Panic moment and I just was like yep if that's what he's the expert I'm so thankful I didn't second guess it so the answer is yes I have to buy</transcript><transcript><audio_40>different pants and it's not for my legs it's not for anything and it's not my stomach the pants tend to be loose in my stomach cuz your Skin's gone yeah but tied in my butt cheeks which can be a good thing yeah however it's exactly</transcript><transcript><audio_41>what I wanted um however it is definitely a mental struggle and the only thing I can say is find your BFF find your therapist go have the conversation because the mental fatigue that I have caused myself the last 3 or</transcript><transcript><audio_42>4 months has been pretty um catastrophic uh I definitely am thankful we had that conversation and Jen just said to me Amy you just need to you can't wear skinny jeans you have to wear jean yeah that's curvy and shows off that beautiful body</transcript> have a oh my goodness what did I do have I put on weight this it made me panic and coming and have this is why you need a BFF who's totally honest and not just snowballing you um I was able to just have conversation with j and have a therapy session and and just simply say you know what of course my pants are going to be tighter in the back because my butt is big I have a butt again I have a girl butt instead of a boy butt I could not be happier I'm so thankful for the surgeon to say oh wait a minute we really need to do a fat transfer and Jen thankfully was with me and I didn't have that Panic moment and I just was like yep if that's what he's the expert I'm so thankful I didn't second guess it so the answer is yes I have to buy different pants and it's not for my legs it's not for anything and it's not my stomach the pants tend to be loose in my stomach cuz your Skin's gone yeah but tied in my butt cheeks which can be a good thing yeah however it's exactly what I wanted um however it is definitely a mental struggle and the only thing I can say is find your BFF find your therapist go have the conversation because the mental fatigue that I have caused myself the last 3 or 4 months has been pretty um catastrophic uh I definitely am thankful we had that conversation and Jen just said to me Amy you just need to you can't wear skinny jeans you have to wear jean yeah that's curvy and shows off that beautiful body
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