<transcript><audio_120>I'm not just here telling you things and whatever I had to do this stuff I had to practice I had to pump my head I had to crack my shin you know I had to go through it and I had to learn I had to see you know what what God was actually trying to do and one of the biggest things that was a struggle for me was my</transcript><transcript><audio_121>kids you know I had destroyed my children I mean utterly destroyed them robbed them I'm robbed my kids you know I mean I was I was out there big time um destroyed my family I destroyed everybody in my path</transcript><transcript><audio_122>so for me my heart's desire was to finally give my children the father that they had never had the parent that they deserved and so longed for and never had so when I was here early on that was one of my things you know that I would really press into the Lord about was</transcript> I'm not just here telling you things and whatever I had to do this stuff I had to practice I had to pump my head I had to crack my shin you know I had to go through it and I had to learn I had to see you know what what God was actually trying to do and one of the biggest things that was a struggle for me was my kids you know I had destroyed my children I mean utterly destroyed them robbed them I'm robbed my kids you know I mean I was I was out there big time um destroyed my family I destroyed everybody in my path so for me my heart's desire was to finally give my children the father that they had never had the parent that they deserved and so longed for and never had so when I was here early on that was one of my things you know that I would really press into the Lord about was
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