<transcript><audio_344>huh we're not talking about fear where God forbid the building's burning down you say oh my God pull the alarm box let's get out of here it's fear when I'm sitting on my couch and no one's around I'm driving in my car or perhaps sitting in an AA meeting and I got the chatter</transcript><transcript><audio_345>of a thousand voices telling me what what I'm like who I should see where I should be how much money I should have and I'm gripped in fear oh my God my voice tells me I'm a loser I will never amount to anything and I get gripped in</transcript><transcript><audio_346>fear I can't live with that guy anymore it'll kill me it'll take me back to a drink the fear of what people think of how I sound how I dress what I drive where I live how much money I make and the voice in the head that tells me no matter what I do you're still a bum</transcript><transcript><audio_347>you're still a loser you're still a doine and you get gripped in fear oh my God my sponsor used to joke around and he used to do this I need a job I need a job I need a job then he gets interview oh my God I got an interview oh my God</transcript> huh we're not talking about fear where God forbid the building's burning down you say oh my God pull the alarm box let's get out of here it's fear when I'm sitting on my couch and no one's around I'm driving in my car or perhaps sitting in an AA meeting and I got the chatter of a thousand voices telling me what what I'm like who I should see where I should be how much money I should have and I'm gripped in fear oh my God my voice tells me I'm a loser I will never amount to anything and I get gripped in fear I can't live with that guy anymore it'll kill me it'll take me back to a drink the fear of what people think of how I sound how I dress what I drive where I live how much money I make and the voice in the head that tells me no matter what I do you're still a bum you're still a loser you're still a doine and you get gripped in fear oh my God my sponsor used to joke around and he used to do this I need a job I need a job I need a job then he gets interview oh my God I got an interview oh my God
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