<transcript><audio_375>it mock tortured spat out everything forgive for know he could have said you know who I am I can do it what an order I can't go through it here was one of my any lens facing me eyeball the eyeball in in in</transcript><transcript><audio_376>my in my in my fourth step first one of the biggest things l i i i came into right at the GetGo sex inventory writing the step down resentment inventory I'm I going to do</transcript><transcript><audio_377>this but I did it and we shared about it and it wasn't so bad I found out I wasn't dirty it wasn't my fault everything's okay I'm safe and protected it was one of those things and I will tell you this um I've seen this</transcript><transcript><audio_378>person uh at a few events and um I was waiting to get angry go come on God give me some anger here this this good give me a reason he was way on the other side and</transcript><transcript><audio_379>I was over on this side and um I saw him I didn't feel dirty I didn't have a movement to me to go punch him in the mouth or say you know you I didn't do anything I couldn't care I couldn't</transcript><transcript><audio_380>care I was whole again I was complete I had dignity and integ Integrity now and I knew no one could ever do that to me again my walk is different and I didn't think much about that feeling I never forget that I I wasn't saying wow I must</transcript> it mock tortured spat out everything forgive for know he could have said you know who I am I can do it what an order I can't go through it here was one of my any lens facing me eyeball the eyeball in in in my in my in my fourth step first one of the biggest things l i i i came into right at the GetGo sex inventory writing the step down resentment inventory I'm I going to do this but I did it and we shared about it and it wasn't so bad I found out I wasn't dirty it wasn't my fault everything's okay I'm safe and protected it was one of those things and I will tell you this um I've seen this person uh at a few events and um I was waiting to get angry go come on God give me some anger here this this good give me a reason he was way on the other side and I was over on this side and um I saw him I didn't feel dirty I didn't have a movement to me to go punch him in the mouth or say you know you I didn't do anything I couldn't care I couldn't care I was whole again I was complete I had dignity and integ Integrity now and I knew no one could ever do that to me again my walk is different and I didn't think much about that feeling I never forget that I I wasn't saying wow I must
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