<transcript><audio_185>it my sponsor says go to that meeting I don't want to go because there are conditions on this well what happened to my prayer so really what I'm doing I'm mouthing any length but my actions are my lens not what the sponsor tells me and what I have found out is when we say</transcript><transcript><audio_186>we concede to our innermost self I did it in different words June 23rd 1988 my last separation from alcohol I conceded to my innermost myself what was different about that concession compared to my fifth Treatment Center uh</transcript><transcript><audio_187>concession when I used 2 days after treatment is that 1988 it was followed up with actions purely out of desperation I me I couldn't tie my own shoelaces without seeking counsel because I did not how to do it I just took Direction it was really</transcript> it my sponsor says go to that meeting I don't want to go because there are conditions on this well what happened to my prayer so really what I'm doing I'm mouthing any length but my actions are my lens not what the sponsor tells me and what I have found out is when we say we concede to our innermost self I did it in different words June 23rd 1988 my last separation from alcohol I conceded to my innermost myself what was different about that concession compared to my fifth Treatment Center uh concession when I used 2 days after treatment is that 1988 it was followed up with actions purely out of desperation I me I couldn't tie my own shoelaces without seeking counsel because I did not how to do it I just took Direction it was really
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