<transcript><audio_127>can't do this this is way too painful I have huge financial insecurity jobs insec I don't know where I'm going and I was upset and I got upset with God and I try to bargain with God and I called my sponsor and we did some</transcript><transcript><audio_128>step work and I remembered my life was none of my business and it was letting go once again he was one of my many any lens are you going to trust me or not are you going to let go or still try to steal with one hand you need to let go and that was scary as hell and that's</transcript><transcript><audio_129>where I learned when we say in AA the leap of faith there is no such thing as a leap of faith leap of faith because I'm scared to death that I'm going to fall that's why it feels like a leap of faith God's given me the the the the the the elements to move the Catalyst in me</transcript><transcript><audio_130>to move he's in the middle of the walk and he's on the other side there is no leap of faith it's just a change am I going to trust God so I'm out of work I have a little bit of money saved but that's running out quick what do I</transcript><transcript><audio_131>do about two months later I get a call from my friend a how about coming down to Florida and do what you do and it seemed like overnight we put the key in the door and now I live in Florida and God knew for the longest</transcript><transcript><audio_132>time I've been looking to move to Florida since I'm a kid I love Florida I love the beach I love the warm weather I just it's pretty I couldn't deal with the Northeast anymore it's kind of I'm from the Northeast how</transcript> can't do this this is way too painful I have huge financial insecurity jobs insec I don't know where I'm going and I was upset and I got upset with God and I try to bargain with God and I called my sponsor and we did some step work and I remembered my life was none of my business and it was letting go once again he was one of my many any lens are you going to trust me or not are you going to let go or still try to steal with one hand you need to let go and that was scary as hell and that's where I learned when we say in AA the leap of faith there is no such thing as a leap of faith leap of faith because I'm scared to death that I'm going to fall that's why it feels like a leap of faith God's given me the the the the the the elements to move the Catalyst in me to move he's in the middle of the walk and he's on the other side there is no leap of faith it's just a change am I going to trust God so I'm out of work I have a little bit of money saved but that's running out quick what do I do about two months later I get a call from my friend a how about coming down to Florida and do what you do and it seemed like overnight we put the key in the door and now I live in Florida and God knew for the longest time I've been looking to move to Florida since I'm a kid I love Florida I love the beach I love the warm weather I just it's pretty I couldn't deal with the Northeast anymore it's kind of I'm from the Northeast how
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