<transcript><audio_27>that torment frustrate and harass us but we get past that we transcend that living in divine order living along the line of God's will rather than enforcing my will on everyone and telling God what my will should be and he's got to follow</transcript><transcript><audio_28>because I run into fear I run into knee I run into thinking all the time when I do that one of the things about getting on this path and really getting free is Letting Go absolutely everything I thought was me is not me everything I think my life should look like is not</transcript><transcript><audio_29>the way my life should look like because it's all dictated by one predator and that's the thinking mind I have no idea what's good for me 25 years later my life is none of my business but it it's a matter of me on my knees surrendering</transcript><transcript><audio_30>to this power and asking him allow me to follow his will not my will and sometimes when we're on this path and we go deeper into prayer we go deeper into meditation we go deeper into the steps we go deeper into God's</transcript><transcript><audio_31>will what the Mind thinks is okay all the Ducks are going to be in a row I know exactly how it's supposed to play out I'm going to have ease and comfort because I know exactly where I'm going and quite frankly it's often the opposite because we're going into a place I went into a place very often that I never touched before I never</transcript> that torment frustrate and harass us but we get past that we transcend that living in divine order living along the line of God's will rather than enforcing my will on everyone and telling God what my will should be and he's got to follow because I run into fear I run into knee I run into thinking all the time when I do that one of the things about getting on this path and really getting free is Letting Go absolutely everything I thought was me is not me everything I think my life should look like is not the way my life should look like because it's all dictated by one predator and that's the thinking mind I have no idea what's good for me 25 years later my life is none of my business but it it's a matter of me on my knees surrendering to this power and asking him allow me to follow his will not my will and sometimes when we're on this path and we go deeper into prayer we go deeper into meditation we go deeper into the steps we go deeper into God's will what the Mind thinks is okay all the Ducks are going to be in a row I know exactly how it's supposed to play out I'm going to have ease and comfort because I know exactly where I'm going and quite frankly it's often the opposite because we're going into a place I went into a place very often that I never touched before I never
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