<transcript><audio_174>temporarily regardless of his final conception of that power unless the individual attains in the course of a time a sense of of the reality and Nearness of a power greater themselves his egocentric nature will reassert</transcript><transcript><audio_175>itself with undiminished intensity and drinking will again enter into the picture um what a warning what it's telling me is I will experience this reemergence of ego and the ego will never tell me it's</transcript><transcript><audio_176>reemerging and what happens to someone like me as I start to drift away from the solution and I will defend myself to the end you're wrong and I'm right all of you are wrong and I'm right I will defend inappropriate behavior and make it very appropriate I will defend</transcript><transcript><audio_177>unspiritual behavior and make it spiritual and it will slowly drift away from God and who has become God as me how could I meet God how can I experience God if I am now God now my ego tells me I'm praying and worshiping God I'm meditating I'm doing</transcript><transcript><audio_178>all the spiritual disciplines but what I am doing when I'm praying is worshiping me and my ego is being is talking to me and my sponsor becomes an obstacle and the enance he tells me to do becomes</transcript> temporarily regardless of his final conception of that power unless the individual attains in the course of a time a sense of of the reality and Nearness of a power greater themselves his egocentric nature will reassert itself with undiminished intensity and drinking will again enter into the picture um what a warning what it's telling me is I will experience this reemergence of ego and the ego will never tell me it's reemerging and what happens to someone like me as I start to drift away from the solution and I will defend myself to the end you're wrong and I'm right all of you are wrong and I'm right I will defend inappropriate behavior and make it very appropriate I will defend unspiritual behavior and make it spiritual and it will slowly drift away from God and who has become God as me how could I meet God how can I experience God if I am now God now my ego tells me I'm praying and worshiping God I'm meditating I'm doing all the spiritual disciplines but what I am doing when I'm praying is worshiping me and my ego is being is talking to me and my sponsor becomes an obstacle and the enance he tells me to do becomes
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