<transcript><audio_274>to pull me back I'm being pursued so I better get right with God right away because the illness doesn't care how long we're sober the illness doesn't care I go to lots of meetings it's look going to pull me in and what this this thing will do is</transcript><transcript><audio_275>throw up roadblocks it seems like a priest once told me the closer in a sense because it really is no proximity with God but the closer I'm getting to God this thing breathes even louder and screams even more to pull me down it</transcript><transcript><audio_276>doesn't want me right with God it doesn't want me in an AA meeting it doesn't want me doing this word so it will create roadblocks all in the mind and we'll we'll justify some things as to why I'm not doing step four well I</transcript><transcript><audio_277>had a long day today I need to make dinner I need to watch you know the Academy Awards this is important right something I need to do something other than get my soul food now was talking to</transcript> to pull me back I'm being pursued so I better get right with God right away because the illness doesn't care how long we're sober the illness doesn't care I go to lots of meetings it's look going to pull me in and what this this thing will do is throw up roadblocks it seems like a priest once told me the closer in a sense because it really is no proximity with God but the closer I'm getting to God this thing breathes even louder and screams even more to pull me down it doesn't want me right with God it doesn't want me in an AA meeting it doesn't want me doing this word so it will create roadblocks all in the mind and we'll we'll justify some things as to why I'm not doing step four well I had a long day today I need to make dinner I need to watch you know the Academy Awards this is important right something I need to do something other than get my soul food now was talking to
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