<transcript><audio_362>that and he had me do this which was just wonderful every resentment I had he told me write the opposite every fear I had he told me right the opposite and this inventory became like this but boy did I get</transcript><transcript><audio_363>free I remember going through the work um maybe it was the fifth or sixth time through the work and um I I'm sitting down to write and I'm thinking I probably have about five names 10 names to write never forget it 79 names showed</transcript><transcript><audio_364>up cu the ego wasn't writing it the name just kept you know popping up now for those of us who go through the work more than one time uh what I have experienced is this I might write about Mom the first inventory first four step second third fourth fifth there's nothing wrong with that there's more needs to be revealed</transcript><transcript><audio_365>certain things are not not reconciled yet so just keep writing let the pen be the spiritual translated keep writing and I got done with this for step and there was a sense of accomplishment it was difficult at times</transcript><transcript><audio_366>but it was a sense of accomplishment I this between ages 8 and 10 I had this this this relative I'll call him a relative who did inappropriate things with me and uh I'm writing about this</transcript> that and he had me do this which was just wonderful every resentment I had he told me write the opposite every fear I had he told me right the opposite and this inventory became like this but boy did I get free I remember going through the work um maybe it was the fifth or sixth time through the work and um I I'm sitting down to write and I'm thinking I probably have about five names 10 names to write never forget it 79 names showed up cu the ego wasn't writing it the name just kept you know popping up now for those of us who go through the work more than one time uh what I have experienced is this I might write about Mom the first inventory first four step second third fourth fifth there's nothing wrong with that there's more needs to be revealed certain things are not not reconciled yet so just keep writing let the pen be the spiritual translated keep writing and I got done with this for step and there was a sense of accomplishment it was difficult at times but it was a sense of accomplishment I this between ages 8 and 10 I had this this this relative I'll call him a relative who did inappropriate things with me and uh I'm writing about this
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