<transcript><audio_42>and see i'm not and i'm not gonna be ex i'm not gonna be ashamed um of what i live with it is what it is i mean like what is it a high i mean um</transcript><transcript><audio_43>it is what it is so i'm trying to help myself and some people may say well why don't you just do it i was like i wish i could it's almost like a blockage that causes me not to be able to do it there's some things i could do</transcript><transcript><audio_44>and there are a lot of things that i can't do it's weird it's weird so um like i said i'm not gonna say what the pill what the medication is because i don't want to promote anything for</transcript> and see i'm not and i'm not gonna be ex i'm not gonna be ashamed um of what i live with it is what it is i mean like what is it a high i mean um it is what it is so i'm trying to help myself and some people may say well why don't you just do it i was like i wish i could it's almost like a blockage that causes me not to be able to do it there's some things i could do and there are a lot of things that i can't do it's weird it's weird so um like i said i'm not gonna say what the pill what the medication is because i don't want to promote anything for
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