<transcript><audio_356>wasn't dirty I was just broken it's what I became the things I did Under the Influence or just untreated that's what we do this is what I'm capable of doing here it is on paper my</transcript><transcript><audio_357>fourth step and what a what a God what God will do is erase all of it and we'll St clean on his terms not my terms in fact doing four and five is really a</transcript><transcript><audio_358>demonstration of me willing to live on God's terms not my terms because on my terms no one has to know this stuff I feel good I got a tan went to the gym always looking for the external to get right rather than the</transcript><transcript><audio_359>internal so I finished the sex inventory and over the years I will tell you my my teachers have uh taken the book and uh switched up some questions to what they call trick the ego because the ego knows sex inventory is coming ego knows fear inventory is coming so they kind of play</transcript><transcript><audio_360>with the questions and expand it a little bit open up the third column different techniques different influences is out of the book so the ego doesn't write the inventory I remember uh uh there was a gentleman he passed on this guy from California Joe H he says let me hear</transcript><transcript><audio_361>what you wrote so I had everything in front of me and I'm ready to share with Joe H my some of my Force step over the phone he's going to say great you're laughed and he says your ego is all over</transcript> wasn't dirty I was just broken it's what I became the things I did Under the Influence or just untreated that's what we do this is what I'm capable of doing here it is on paper my fourth step and what a what a God what God will do is erase all of it and we'll St clean on his terms not my terms in fact doing four and five is really a demonstration of me willing to live on God's terms not my terms because on my terms no one has to know this stuff I feel good I got a tan went to the gym always looking for the external to get right rather than the internal so I finished the sex inventory and over the years I will tell you my my teachers have uh taken the book and uh switched up some questions to what they call trick the ego because the ego knows sex inventory is coming ego knows fear inventory is coming so they kind of play with the questions and expand it a little bit open up the third column different techniques different influences is out of the book so the ego doesn't write the inventory I remember uh uh there was a gentleman he passed on this guy from California Joe H he says let me hear what you wrote so I had everything in front of me and I'm ready to share with Joe H my some of my Force step over the phone he's going to say great you're laughed and he says your ego is all over
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