<transcript><audio_252>practicing real Fidelity in my relationship and it goes on and on and on I I just bleed out I when how did this how did I get drunk I've been going to meetings would die from a Thousand Cuts am I willing when my sponsor says</transcript><transcript><audio_253>am I willing to go to any lent any lent is any lent and it's not on my terms that was made clear to me back in 1988 89 with my teachers your life is none of your business I didn't get to the third step yet and every time I did the third</transcript><transcript><audio_254>step holding hands on my knees every one of my sponsors says your life is none of your business I understood it the fifth and 10 times through the were the first time it seemed like what a radical proposal but it had to be better than the way I</transcript><transcript><audio_255>was living cuz How I Live was awful drunk or sober drunk or sober and alcohol cannot manage my own life and no human power is going to relieve me of this alcoholism drunk or sober the ego wants to tell me Well you going to meetings just speak a little</transcript> practicing real Fidelity in my relationship and it goes on and on and on I I just bleed out I when how did this how did I get drunk I've been going to meetings would die from a Thousand Cuts am I willing when my sponsor says am I willing to go to any lent any lent is any lent and it's not on my terms that was made clear to me back in 1988 89 with my teachers your life is none of your business I didn't get to the third step yet and every time I did the third step holding hands on my knees every one of my sponsors says your life is none of your business I understood it the fifth and 10 times through the were the first time it seemed like what a radical proposal but it had to be better than the way I was living cuz How I Live was awful drunk or sober drunk or sober and alcohol cannot manage my own life and no human power is going to relieve me of this alcoholism drunk or sober the ego wants to tell me Well you going to meetings just speak a little
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