<transcript><audio_297>letting go here so God will reveal to us in his time every time I go through the steps sometimes things pop up that I didn't even know were there the grounds fertile enough to God put do some more work with</transcript><transcript><audio_298>me the need to continually go through the work what I have found I was one of those guys who uh would go through the steps one time and I speak for myself with this one go through the steps one time and one time only and live in 10 11 and 12 and around 10 years of sobriety I</transcript><transcript><audio_299>start to experience some uh restlessness irritability and discontentment and I thought to be a cop people would talk about the big book and I'd analyze instead of</transcript><transcript><audio_300>listening reemergence of ego and a gentleman was up from Texas and I went to him and I asked him if he can sponsor me said I've been waiting for you he said are you ready to have your whole life turned upside</transcript><transcript><audio_301>down and I was still in that place of it's got to be better than where I am and I began going through the steps over and over at least once a year go through the steps I don't I don't just the way God has discipline been disciplined to</transcript><transcript><audio_302>life so 129 into 10 11 and 12 but some folks will go through the steps one time and one time only and if I'm if I'm defending that if I'm fighting off people who continually rework the steps it's my ego flourishing again oh you don't go to the steps more</transcript> letting go here so God will reveal to us in his time every time I go through the steps sometimes things pop up that I didn't even know were there the grounds fertile enough to God put do some more work with me the need to continually go through the work what I have found I was one of those guys who uh would go through the steps one time and I speak for myself with this one go through the steps one time and one time only and live in 10 11 and 12 and around 10 years of sobriety I start to experience some uh restlessness irritability and discontentment and I thought to be a cop people would talk about the big book and I'd analyze instead of listening reemergence of ego and a gentleman was up from Texas and I went to him and I asked him if he can sponsor me said I've been waiting for you he said are you ready to have your whole life turned upside down and I was still in that place of it's got to be better than where I am and I began going through the steps over and over at least once a year go through the steps I don't I don't just the way God has discipline been disciplined to life so 129 into 10 11 and 12 but some folks will go through the steps one time and one time only and if I'm if I'm defending that if I'm fighting off people who continually rework the steps it's my ego flourishing again oh you don't go to the steps more
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