<transcript><audio_245>you need to take them and I took them for 3 days and I never forget this I got the rest and flushed it down the toilet I couldn't believe I was watching them go down the toilet but there was no oh my God I'm really doing I didn't have I didn't save any just in case</transcript><transcript><audio_246>medicine the old just in case medicine I didn't do that and I was so happy I'm I mean I remember going to an afternoon meeting says I don't believe what I just did not like I don't believe what I just did I I don't believe what I just did this is so</transcript><transcript><audio_247>cool it's called Freedom wholeness of mind the demons that I faced for so long fear insecurity doubt skepticism hate resentment jealousy the lust the greed all of that</transcript><transcript><audio_248>stuff that just had me like an anchor around my neck like the book says Drop the Rock I just enough but I didn't will that that dropping of the rock that enough came from a place of desperation once more was a surrender I'll do</transcript><transcript><audio_249>anything to be free of this and there was some action I had to take and then one day I wake up and I'm saying these demons aren't on me anymore a day to time because I'm not cured of alism what I have is daily reprieve and that hinges on my</transcript><transcript><audio_250>relationship with God and step free was my decision page 62 talks about selfishness self-centered is the root of my troubles I'm driven by 100 forms of fear I will die from from a A Thousand</transcript><transcript><audio_251>Cuts never one shot I will die from a Thousand Cuts no inventory don't call the sponsor cut back on meetings cut back on sponsoring people a little dishonesty here a little dishonesty there a little bit more dishonesty there mismanage my money um not so not</transcript> you need to take them and I took them for 3 days and I never forget this I got the rest and flushed it down the toilet I couldn't believe I was watching them go down the toilet but there was no oh my God I'm really doing I didn't have I didn't save any just in case medicine the old just in case medicine I didn't do that and I was so happy I'm I mean I remember going to an afternoon meeting says I don't believe what I just did not like I don't believe what I just did I I don't believe what I just did this is so cool it's called Freedom wholeness of mind the demons that I faced for so long fear insecurity doubt skepticism hate resentment jealousy the lust the greed all of that stuff that just had me like an anchor around my neck like the book says Drop the Rock I just enough but I didn't will that that dropping of the rock that enough came from a place of desperation once more was a surrender I'll do anything to be free of this and there was some action I had to take and then one day I wake up and I'm saying these demons aren't on me anymore a day to time because I'm not cured of alism what I have is daily reprieve and that hinges on my relationship with God and step free was my decision page 62 talks about selfishness self-centered is the root of my troubles I'm driven by 100 forms of fear I will die from from a A Thousand Cuts never one shot I will die from a Thousand Cuts no inventory don't call the sponsor cut back on meetings cut back on sponsoring people a little dishonesty here a little dishonesty there a little bit more dishonesty there mismanage my money um not so not
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