<transcript><audio_278>Jimmy marit I always tell this story uh about my first SP step and um I was living in this uh apartment this little studio apartment I had come from the gutter literally in the street and I had this little Studio pal and I had what was a</transcript><transcript><audio_279>bookshelf uh I turned it into a desk because I had nothing so I used this little bookshelf my first for step um as a desk and I had a little lamp on it and um I began writing my forth step I'm</transcript><transcript><audio_280>sober 25 years and Chang this things is old and I didn't know Jimmy marbeth have it in storage I'm going to have it shipped to my to my apartment as soon as I can I thought it was gone to the universe and so it's very important</transcript><transcript><audio_281>because I remember forging this out on this notepad on this bookshelf it's the only thing I really had in the place I had an old futon on the floor and that was it in the telephone you know it's really interesting about this the first time I did the four step really out of</transcript><transcript><audio_282>desperation that I was doing because I now I was clear I don't want to go back to drinking anymore I will do anything and this is if this is all I own for the rest of my life I'm okay because I'm not using and I'm really trying to do right during the day I'm showing up for work</transcript><transcript><audio_283>every day you know I'm calling my Dad regularly rather than him F trying to find me I'm sending letters home to my family that I love them and just you know in the middle of the month no holiday to do that and I'm really trying I'm attending meetings and I really want</transcript><transcript><audio_284>to get well and God gave me the power to it it's it's interesting when we're doing God's will how right we feel with that and when we're not how sick we feel and the emotional hangover we get the</transcript> Jimmy marit I always tell this story uh about my first SP step and um I was living in this uh apartment this little studio apartment I had come from the gutter literally in the street and I had this little Studio pal and I had what was a bookshelf uh I turned it into a desk because I had nothing so I used this little bookshelf my first for step um as a desk and I had a little lamp on it and um I began writing my forth step I'm sober 25 years and Chang this things is old and I didn't know Jimmy marbeth have it in storage I'm going to have it shipped to my to my apartment as soon as I can I thought it was gone to the universe and so it's very important because I remember forging this out on this notepad on this bookshelf it's the only thing I really had in the place I had an old futon on the floor and that was it in the telephone you know it's really interesting about this the first time I did the four step really out of desperation that I was doing because I now I was clear I don't want to go back to drinking anymore I will do anything and this is if this is all I own for the rest of my life I'm okay because I'm not using and I'm really trying to do right during the day I'm showing up for work every day you know I'm calling my Dad regularly rather than him F trying to find me I'm sending letters home to my family that I love them and just you know in the middle of the month no holiday to do that and I'm really trying I'm attending meetings and I really want to get well and God gave me the power to it it's it's interesting when we're doing God's will how right we feel with that and when we're not how sick we feel and the emotional hangover we get the
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