<transcript><audio_41>most powerful statement for me all these years in the big book it sums me up in a minute I don't have power to tie my own shoelaces now the ego wants no part of that the ego wants to say well wait a</transcript><transcript><audio_42>minute I know we have a problem with drinking but I can handle some other stuff I haven't let go which means I'm going to run to serious trouble on this path because if I can take charge of this part of my life I can take charge of that much of my life and I'm that's a</transcript><transcript><audio_43>form of dishonesty and if I'm dishonest in one area of my life I'm a liar I'm dishonest with god with you with me and everything else it says this is a life which demands that suggests demands rigorous</transcript><transcript><audio_44>honesty demands rigorous honesty that's for everything the mind has other the ideas cuz who lives in the mind is this guy called the ego he's got free room in board a martini every time he wants one a little lounge chair on the beach he ain't</transcript> most powerful statement for me all these years in the big book it sums me up in a minute I don't have power to tie my own shoelaces now the ego wants no part of that the ego wants to say well wait a minute I know we have a problem with drinking but I can handle some other stuff I haven't let go which means I'm going to run to serious trouble on this path because if I can take charge of this part of my life I can take charge of that much of my life and I'm that's a form of dishonesty and if I'm dishonest in one area of my life I'm a liar I'm dishonest with god with you with me and everything else it says this is a life which demands that suggests demands rigorous honesty demands rigorous honesty that's for everything the mind has other the ideas cuz who lives in the mind is this guy called the ego he's got free room in board a martini every time he wants one a little lounge chair on the beach he ain't
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