<transcript><audio_28>mountains for me and different people are affected by adhd and add and sometimes it's like a nightmare that we're living inside that no one sees so with that said um today is going to</transcript><transcript><audio_29>be day one of me taking the medicine um so i'll see and i wanted to wait for a weekend to take it because i'm i want to see how my body reacts and that's what the doctor wanted me to do too she says wait to the weekend and see how</transcript><transcript><audio_30>my body reacts to it and we'll you know start a baseline from there so i just wanted to document this moment of me trying to get control</transcript><transcript><audio_31>of my life and people who may have depression schizophrenia bipolar disorder and whatever whatever other kind of disorders there are i</transcript><caption><image_32>The image shows a woman sitting in the back seat of a car. She is wearing a beige hat and a white blouse with a fur stole draped over her shoulders. Her blonde hair is styled in loose braids and she is looking out the window with a surprised expression on her face. Her hands are clasped together in front of her face, as if she is making a silly face. The background is blurred, but it appears to be a city street with buildings and trees.</caption><transcript><audio_33>see you i understand and when you're living in that darkness it's hard for other people to understand but i'm also a big supporter of getting help for yourself not everybody may agree with medicine</transcript> mountains for me and different people are affected by adhd and add and sometimes it's like a nightmare that we're living inside that no one sees so with that said um today is going to be day one of me taking the medicine um so i'll see and i wanted to wait for a weekend to take it because i'm i want to see how my body reacts and that's what the doctor wanted me to do too she says wait to the weekend and see how my body reacts to it and we'll you know start a baseline from there so i just wanted to document this moment of me trying to get control of my life and people who may have depression schizophrenia bipolar disorder and whatever whatever other kind of disorders there are i see you i understand and when you're living in that darkness it's hard for other people to understand but i'm also a big supporter of getting help for yourself not everybody may agree with medicine
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