<transcript><audio_213>what they're supposed to be doing it's all ego which has to be dismantled and grinded into dust at some point during this process and by me just attending meetings it's not going to work I'll get a quick fixer now and I'll</transcript><transcript><audio_214>feel really good but what happens when I go home because that's really where it counts not in an AA meeting how am I doing when I'm out there on a line in Publix on 95 in traffic tending to my children spending time with my loved ones how am I really doing then am I</transcript><transcript><audio_215>rigorously honest in all my Affairs am I a man of my word or do I cut corners and lie so the way I went through the steps I can quickly go backwards through the steps as the ego starts to reemerge I'll</transcript> what they're supposed to be doing it's all ego which has to be dismantled and grinded into dust at some point during this process and by me just attending meetings it's not going to work I'll get a quick fixer now and I'll feel really good but what happens when I go home because that's really where it counts not in an AA meeting how am I doing when I'm out there on a line in Publix on 95 in traffic tending to my children spending time with my loved ones how am I really doing then am I rigorously honest in all my Affairs am I a man of my word or do I cut corners and lie so the way I went through the steps I can quickly go backwards through the steps as the ego starts to reemerge I'll
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