<transcript><audio_119>その末の日曜日、皆様がミサに集っていらっしゃる間に風呂敷包みを一つ持って、こっそり学校を出ました。そして東京に参りました。</transcript><transcript><audio_120>男の子を産みました。その子がもう四か月になります。はじめはけがらわしい罪人の子だと思いまして、どうしても純粋の愛情ばかりは持てませんでしたが、</transcript><transcript><audio_121>しだいにかわいくなってまいりました。わるいほしのもとにうまれたふふんなこだと思いますと、ひとしをいとしくなります。このこをかわいがるのはわるいことでしょうか。</transcript><transcript><audio_122>神様もきっとこの子を可愛がるのを許して下さると思いますそれからまた私は</transcript><transcript><audio_123>父を憎むまいと努めています。それに成功すればいいがと念じています。</transcript><transcript><audio_124>立派に育て上げることです。それが、私の前途に残された、たった一つの灯火です。毎日のように、</transcript><transcript><audio_125>夜分ふと目が覚めた折なぞ毎朝六時になったあの朗らかな懐かしい時計台の鐘の音が耳についていた。</transcript><transcript><audio_126>陰ながら先生のご健康を祈っています私の今の住所は書きませんけれどお許しくださいませこの手紙を読み終わると</transcript> Then, some time later, on a Sunday at the end of May, while everyone was gathered for Mass, I secretly left school with a furoshiki wrapper and went to Tokyo. Then, in November, I gave birth to a son. He is now 4 months old. At first, I thought he was a dirty, sinful child, and I couldn't have any pure love for him, but he gradually became cute. He was like a bad star.  When I think of Hitoshi as an unlucky child, I start to love him.Is it wrong to feel sorry for this child? I am sure that God will allow me to care for this child.Also, I wonder what kind of person I am.  I am trying not to hate this child's father, even if he is a sinner, and I hope that I will succeed in that goal.My only wish now is to raise this child well, and that is what I have left in front of me.  It's just one light.I remember my teachers and school almost every day.The mystery of why I woke up in the middle of the night.Every morning at 6 a.m., I ca n't help but hear the gentle, nostalgic sound of the clock tower bell.  I am secretly praying for your health. I will not write down my current address, but When he finished reading this letter,
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