<transcript><audio_495>i think that there are aspects of my personality as i understand myself you know kind of kind of like from a parts work perspective that i've really come to peace with internally but i'm still working out how to express publicly</transcript><transcript><audio_496>one of them would be around sexuality and one would be kind of around what i would describe as like darkness or um or maybe even just masculinity i'm thinking about this after a conversation i had on the podcast yesterday um</transcript><transcript><audio_497>but kind of like that's like that's a different frame than the frame i'm in when i'm like in my love and light mode you know uh it's like how do i integrate all that it's tricky because certainly with sexuality it's like they're ethical questions of like how do you ethically</transcript><transcript><audio_498>be a sexual person in the world i you know i work i you know i've come to some piece with that working on it but still especially communicating that how to communicate that express that be be transparent about that is is sometimes tricky and yeah anyway i think</transcript> i think that there are aspects of my personality as i understand myself you know kind of kind of like from a parts work perspective that i've really come to peace with internally but i'm still working out how to express publicly one of them would be around sexuality and one would be kind of around what i would describe as like darkness or um or maybe even just masculinity i'm thinking about this after a conversation i had on the podcast yesterday um but kind of like that's like that's a different frame than the frame i'm in when i'm like in my love and light mode you know uh it's like how do i integrate all that it's tricky because certainly with sexuality it's like they're ethical questions of like how do you ethically be a sexual person in the world i you know i work i you know i've come to some piece with that working on it but still especially communicating that how to communicate that express that be be transparent about that is is sometimes tricky and yeah anyway i think
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