<transcript><audio_523>that's that's like that's that feels like you know we're talking about these axes release like that i don't even know about the awakening thing like i don't know that was a a source of huge conflict for me in many years like everybody's talks about this so differently yeah and like different traditions talk about i i just gave up</transcript><transcript><audio_524>on that i'm like i don't i don't know um so i look at you and i'm like oh you seem to be doing good and i look at me and i seem to be doing good it's like i don't i don't think i'm awakened by any of those things you know like i don't you know if i if there's certain teachers that i really respect i bet you</transcript><transcript><audio_525>if you put me in a room with them they'd be like no no no uh i mean i don't know but like for me in my own sense making i'm like this is good i'm happy i have things that i'm working on that i enjoy that are helping other people like let's keep doing this this</transcript><transcript><audio_526>seems to be good so um yeah that's kind of how i see things these days yeah i do think yeah i mean maybe that's another axis that we should have put on there is like how much uh suffering are you opting into</transcript><transcript><audio_527>knowingly or unknowingly and that's another thing i wish i could tell my younger self is like all this like a lot of this is optional like you're doing this and you know and it's not it's not your fault but you are there is like some aspect of</transcript> that's that's like that's that feels like you know we're talking about these axes release like that i don't even know about the awakening thing like i don't know that was a a source of huge conflict for me in many years like everybody's talks about this so differently yeah and like different traditions talk about i i just gave up on that i'm like i don't i don't know um so i look at you and i'm like oh you seem to be doing good and i look at me and i seem to be doing good it's like i don't i don't think i'm awakened by any of those things you know like i don't you know if i if there's certain teachers that i really respect i bet you if you put me in a room with them they'd be like no no no uh i mean i don't know but like for me in my own sense making i'm like this is good i'm happy i have things that i'm working on that i enjoy that are helping other people like let's keep doing this this seems to be good so um yeah that's kind of how i see things these days yeah i do think yeah i mean maybe that's another axis that we should have put on there is like how much uh suffering are you opting into knowingly or unknowingly and that's another thing i wish i could tell my younger self is like all this like a lot of this is optional like you're doing this and you know and it's not it's not your fault but you are there is like some aspect of
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