<transcript><audio_499>that would be another thing if i felt like there were aspects of my personality that i wasn't able to express um or that weren't being seen or accepted that that might be hard yeah definitely especially like if you were if you were actually doing that to yourself like if there were parts of</transcript><transcript><audio_500>yourself your internal experience that felt like you were trying to gloss over like that would be yeah that would be really challenging yeah i've i've really um i mean there's still work to be done but i've come to a lot of peace around those parts internally and as i say that the hard</transcript><transcript><audio_501>part is how to express them and uh when and and in what way so that it doesn't doesn't hurt people or offend people or something like that um i think i could probably be like a hundred times more sexual publicly and like ten times like darker or like more</transcript> that would be another thing if i felt like there were aspects of my personality that i wasn't able to express um or that weren't being seen or accepted that that might be hard yeah definitely especially like if you were if you were actually doing that to yourself like if there were parts of yourself your internal experience that felt like you were trying to gloss over like that would be yeah that would be really challenging yeah i've i've really um i mean there's still work to be done but i've come to a lot of peace around those parts internally and as i say that the hard part is how to express them and uh when and and in what way so that it doesn't doesn't hurt people or offend people or something like that um i think i could probably be like a hundred times more sexual publicly and like ten times like darker or like more
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