<transcript><audio_41>take time for my heart to heal she said that when i'm ready i will visit every week and we'll discuss what i feel and in this moment i realized that my rob hadn't completely given up on me as i thought funny how my name literally means tranquility</transcript><transcript><audio_42>for the first time in a long time i finally felt at peace to my dear brothers and sisters please consider this as an intervention it is finally my time to talk about suicide prevention i'm standing here before you haven't gone through eight years of my mind</transcript><transcript><audio_43>tormenting me and for the first time i'm happy i'm so shy i wouldn't normally dare go on stage but i am tired of all the well-meaning suggestions of just pray more read marker and make dua and you'll be okay you do not have to suffer in silence the</transcript><transcript><audio_44>prophet peace upon him even said take advantage of your health before your illness i only stand here today because i am tired and i condemn the stigma and i condemn the shame and i understand your worry and i understand your pain</transcript><transcript><audio_45>it has been one year since my meeting with miss stein and it is a conversation that will never ever leave my mind and that is why when i went home over the break i hugged my parents and i made them try i sat down in the tofa and said with all the courage i had</transcript> take time for my heart to heal she said that when i'm ready i will visit every week and we'll discuss what i feel and in this moment i realized that my rob hadn't completely given up on me as i thought funny how my name literally means tranquility for the first time in a long time i finally felt at peace to my dear brothers and sisters please consider this as an intervention it is finally my time to talk about suicide prevention i'm standing here before you haven't gone through eight years of my mind tormenting me and for the first time i'm happy i'm so shy i wouldn't normally dare go on stage but i am tired of all the well-meaning suggestions of just pray more read marker and make dua and you'll be okay you do not have to suffer in silence the prophet peace upon him even said take advantage of your health before your illness i only stand here today because i am tired and i condemn the stigma and i condemn the shame and i understand your worry and i understand your pain it has been one year since my meeting with miss stein and it is a conversation that will never ever leave my mind and that is why when i went home over the break i hugged my parents and i made them try i sat down in the tofa and said with all the courage i had
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