<transcript><audio_33>office in her waiting room freaking out maybe it's because i turned in my quiz too quickly soon came a middle-aged lady her kind of smile her voice was sweet we both sit down in our seats thank you for coming in cicana i have learned you want to kill yourself</transcript><transcript><audio_34>you need to call immediately the center for mental health in this moment it seemed as if the world had stopped spinning hurling me into orbit my i felt dizzy my heart staying just like the night sky my mind went to its dark place barely grasping onto reality i thought</transcript><transcript><audio_35>this was it huh somebody had finally figured out i was crazy my voice became a shaky quiver similar to right now i said ma'am i'm sorry you just caught me off guard nobody's ever said any of my thoughts out loud</transcript><caption><image_36>The image is a screenshot of a video call with a young girl wearing a white hijab. She is standing in front of a blue and white patterned background. The girl is smiling and appears to be laughing. At the bottom of the image, there is a green banner with the text "Burco Love" and "Allahuma Aamin" written in Arabic. On the top left corner, there are two logos, one for "The Rangers" and the other for "Al-Qaeda".</caption><transcript><audio_37>so kena when do you plan on doing it have you attempted before how do you plan on doing it please tell me if there's more i'm i'm giving myself four years yes and i'm not sure i haven't completely thought it through all i know is that it's something i intend to do so cain i think it's been a long time since you realize these thoughts aren't</transcript> office in her waiting room freaking out maybe it's because i turned in my quiz too quickly soon came a middle-aged lady her kind of smile her voice was sweet we both sit down in our seats thank you for coming in cicana i have learned you want to kill yourself you need to call immediately the center for mental health in this moment it seemed as if the world had stopped spinning hurling me into orbit my i felt dizzy my heart staying just like the night sky my mind went to its dark place barely grasping onto reality i thought this was it huh somebody had finally figured out i was crazy my voice became a shaky quiver similar to right now i said ma'am i'm sorry you just caught me off guard nobody's ever said any of my thoughts out loud so kena when do you plan on doing it have you attempted before how do you plan on doing it please tell me if there's more i'm i'm giving myself four years yes and i'm not sure i haven't completely thought it through all i know is that it's something i intend to do so cain i think it's been a long time since you realize these thoughts aren't
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