<transcript><audio_21>life of the person you were before and you can't necessarily tell if you fit into it anymore the difference between like fighting hard to stay alive and just being alive is very big it's weird like I don't really even know how to explain it and I think that it's even</transcript><transcript><audio_22>kind of dangerous like I think this is why a lot of people finish cancer treatment and then they make like big changes or do big things they train for a marathon or they write a book or they get a bunch of tattoos or they become a professional stand-up comedian and in general I think that like embarking on some kind of 100 day plan of</transcript><transcript><audio_23>self-discovery after treatment is a super cool thing to do if you're able to even something very simple like try to get passably good at chess or learn to code or start biking or make a little art every day this is how I think of it and it's okay if you don't think of it</transcript><transcript><audio_24>this way but I feel like when big things happen to a person like the whole person doesn't come through it's a different you that comes out so maybe that new you is interested in different stuff and that can feel like not being interested in anything because you're not</transcript> life of the person you were before and you can't necessarily tell if you fit into it anymore the difference between like fighting hard to stay alive and just being alive is very big it's weird like I don't really even know how to explain it and I think that it's even kind of dangerous like I think this is why a lot of people finish cancer treatment and then they make like big changes or do big things they train for a marathon or they write a book or they get a bunch of tattoos or they become a professional stand-up comedian and in general I think that like embarking on some kind of 100 day plan of self-discovery after treatment is a super cool thing to do if you're able to even something very simple like try to get passably good at chess or learn to code or start biking or make a little art every day this is how I think of it and it's okay if you don't think of it this way but I feel like when big things happen to a person like the whole person doesn't come through it's a different you that comes out so maybe that new you is interested in different stuff and that can feel like not being interested in anything because you're not
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