<transcript><audio_7>did I feel left behind I saw my doctor at least twice a month and he was amazing you're getting scans you're getting chemo you're getting radiation even if there's not a ton of like outward activity like you're on the couch or in the bed most of the time you are surrounded by people working very</transcript><transcript><audio_8>hard to save your life which makes you feel value and then you finish your treatment and you're in remission and they're like all right well nice to meet you you're not regularly talking to anyone at the Cancer Center anymore you're not doing extremely hard things to preserve your life you've been sucked</transcript><transcript><audio_9>out of normality and it felt like care and then you get plopped back into normality and that feels like being ignored this is so weird so that's a thing that I really didn't expect and weirdly I also didn't expect this next one cuz I felt like you get cured or</transcript><transcript><audio_10>you're in Mission and you ring the bell and then you're done but you're not you might have cancer again at any moment the peig time for relapse in my cancer is in the next year or so and if that happens it means I'm a trickier case than most people that relapse would</transcript> did I feel left behind I saw my doctor at least twice a month and he was amazing you're getting scans you're getting chemo you're getting radiation even if there's not a ton of like outward activity like you're on the couch or in the bed most of the time you are surrounded by people working very hard to save your life which makes you feel value and then you finish your treatment and you're in remission and they're like all right well nice to meet you you're not regularly talking to anyone at the Cancer Center anymore you're not doing extremely hard things to preserve your life you've been sucked out of normality and it felt like care and then you get plopped back into normality and that feels like being ignored this is so weird so that's a thing that I really didn't expect and weirdly I also didn't expect this next one cuz I felt like you get cured or you're in Mission and you ring the bell and then you're done but you're not you might have cancer again at any moment the peig time for relapse in my cancer is in the next year or so and if that happens it means I'm a trickier case than most people that relapse would
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