<transcript><audio_25>actually have the letter right here I don't know what the psychology is behind still having the letter maybe you can diagnose my problem there but I remember going to the Student Center to pick up this envelope and I remember opening up</transcript><caption><image_26>The image shows a man standing on a stage with a microphone in his hand. He is wearing a grey sweater and appears to be in the middle of a presentation or presentation. The background is dark with blue and purple lights, and there is a wooden cross on the left side of the stage. On the right side, there is another table with a laptop and a water bottle on it. The man is holding a piece of paper in his hands and seems to be reading it intently.</caption><transcript><audio_27>the envelope and I will spare you a lot of the fluff in the letter but it basically it says this it says unfortunately the nature of this organization requires that this process</transcript><transcript><audio_28>be selective at this time we must inform you that you have not been selected and I remember getting that letter and right after I opened my letter and read it I looked up and I saw one of my close</transcript><transcript><audio_29>friends who I kind of gone through the process with opening his letter and his reaction to his letter was different than the reaction that I had because as he read his letter I will never forget his face he just closed his eyes and he</transcript> actually have the letter right here I don't know what the psychology is behind still having the letter maybe you can diagnose my problem there but I remember going to the Student Center to pick up this envelope and I remember opening up the envelope and I will spare you a lot of the fluff in the letter but it basically it says this it says unfortunately the nature of this organization requires that this process be selective at this time we must inform you that you have not been selected and I remember getting that letter and right after I opened my letter and read it I looked up and I saw one of my close friends who I kind of gone through the process with opening his letter and his reaction to his letter was different than the reaction that I had because as he read his letter I will never forget his face he just closed his eyes and he
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