<transcript><audio_161>from him but these comments begin to take root in my soul in comparison broke into the house of my soul and it began to rob me and I began to feel insecurity</transcript><transcript><audio_162>and I felt insufficiency you know what else comparison did is it began to breed resentment in me towards Ben's success because I looked at Ben's success and it made me feel like a failure and on top of that I began to get onto the stage at</transcript><transcript><audio_163>breakaway and Tuesday nights and felt like I was stepping up to an audition wondering how I would compare to Ben in the eyes of students but things are</transcript> from him but these comments begin to take root in my soul in comparison broke into the house of my soul and it began to rob me and I began to feel insecurity and I felt insufficiency you know what else comparison did is it began to breed resentment in me towards Ben's success because I looked at Ben's success and it made me feel like a failure and on top of that I began to get onto the stage at breakaway and Tuesday nights and felt like I was stepping up to an audition wondering how I would compare to Ben in the eyes of students but things are
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