 And we had to move away during my senior year of high school. I gave up on God. I said, okay, God, if you're out there, you've got to prove yourself to me because I don't believe in you anymore. Because that loving, caring God that I had been taught about, that God of grace, it just didn't match up with the reality of my life. I mean, I went to church every Sunday, just about. I was involved in youth group, Sunday school.