 read a zillion books, talked to people, hung out with people that did it, and it just kind of developed, developed, developed. And I also think I definitely feel that I had a past life doing different mystical types of things. I did go through my Witch 101 phase that lasted a few years, and then I went through my Dark God phase. It's like a whole progress where, like, I tried all these different modalities, and I like them all, so I just...