 But there's a part of me in those 3 a.m. wake-ups that feels like that lizard brain 13-year-old Amy. And I have to, like, for me to get back to sleep, to answer your question, I have to just honestly talk to her. That sounds weird. No, I actually kind of want to cry. Oh, crying isn't, crying is allowed here. Like, I just, I have to talk to her because it's like, hey, girl.