 They really are. And if you don't mind, Suzanne, I would like to, I mean, encapsulate it however you wish. That cruise you took, that's a harrowing story in the book. And you had this will to live that comes through. You were determined to get through and you're on board a ship. It's not like you just, you know, you go to the clinic down the street where your life was in danger and you had trouble communicating how serious was your condition.