 So that meant I couldn't go to school. I couldn't get my high school diploma. I had to do hard labor. I had to mow lawns. I had to go through the trash and recycle, digging in big trash cans. And there was bloody stuff in there. And it was gross. But we had to do it. I could not refuse work because I would be penalized. So I lost my father at that time. And I was mourning my father. But the next day after the news, after they told me my father passed away,