 But then more recently, you know, in my life, I've done things that were I was terrified to do. I had no idea how it was going to work out. I was like, am I going to be alone, fail and go broke? Those were those were like three fears over the last year of my life that I've had in the choices that I made to sort of align my life. And that to me is like real, real courage. So I don't know that I actually feel like I was super courageous until recently. Yeah.