 And so that just came on as I got older. That resentment came. And then I committed my crime when I was 17 years old because I was trying to show my homeboys, like, you got to show me love. I'm going to be the best I can be. I wanted a name for myself. I wanted that respect. And I didn't think about the consequences at the time. My life was on a road down to destruction. So I didn't care about myself. I didn't care about nobody else. And I didn't care about my siblings either at the time.