 And, you know, as a queer person myself, saying the phrase becoming trans or becoming queer feels anxiety-provoking because we are accustomed to being told that the only legitimate way to be trans or queer is if you were always that way. But we want to stay close to thinking about this as agency and to think of it also as strange because it is not willful in the sense of somebody consciously deciding that they're going to do this or that.