 but i hadn't left my chair yet and all of a sudden i heard popping and i looked at the screen and i saw trump go behind the podium we did not know what had happened fireworks a shooting was he injured was he not had he had had the secret service taken him down there was just so much happening so quickly we didn't know and i just kept saying oh no oh no oh no the crew looks at me they know something bad has happened they had looked away from the screen