 meditation instructor and the others an acupuncturist who said to me you know do you think maybe you have an issue with boundaries like do you think this is a metaphysical manifestation of something that might be happening i was like oh that just resonated so that was kind of a first wake-up call that i wasn't showing up to life in a way that served me um and i it took nine months to recover from that so march of 2020 the pandemic hits and i find this lesion in my eye and i'm not diagnosed with cancer until july of 2020 because