 But you just really get that sort of intense connection, particularly the nights at sea and the sunrises and sunsets. It's a rare, privileged experience, really. Maybe because I'm an anxious New Yorker, I'm just wondering about the anxiety of being out there. It's so calm and peaceful. I know it's calm, but there's this feeling that I have. I'm not a sailor. I've sailed before, but I would not consider myself a sailor. Of...