 And quite frankly, right after the Oklahoma game is when I turned 21 and I wasn't able to spend the time with my family as much as I wanted to because of what was going on. So the little things like that, they hurt because I'm sure everybody who turned 21 got the chance, not everybody, but a lot of people get the chance to, you know, have fun for their 21st birthday. For me, I had to sit in the house and, you know, my mom didn't really get to enjoy the dinner that we had when I turned 21 because of what was going on. So, you know, like you said, looking into the media, it's,