 speaking of being on the knees, he's on his knees begging me to forgive him. And I'm going, shut up, shut up. No, like I do not want anybody to know we're related. And then he's reaching out to me and the ride begins and I am ascending. I'm ascending. I'm ascending above the city. And my feet start to dangle and my stomach is in knots and I'm nauseous and I'm so high up. We,