 That wasn't nothing to us. We were scared of coming home. But that led into a lifestyle of violence, a lifestyle of feeling that I need to protect myself from everything. It don't matter what the situation was. And it tumbled into joining gangs for protection. And then the gang lifestyle overtook that fear. And we just gravitated to it because it gave us strength. It gave us a sense of brotherhood, a sense of safety, a sense of I'm not going to get hurt no more. Yeah.