 A dark night of the soul. We're all going through something very terrible. What is happening and the blood that is being spilled and the visceral assault, the psychological and spiritual violence that we're being made to endure, just as people who are witnessing it, I've never, ever seen that in my lifetime. I didn't live through the Vietnam War. My grandmother and my grandfathers were at the Wounded Knee Massacre. But it's too much.