 Raising my little brother for a whole year by myself. Because the neighbor was some old elderly Asian couple. Just didn't care about him. He had diaper rashes. And I just took care of him. I built a lot of resentment towards my mom. I'm like, you abandoned us. You abandoned me. You abandoned my brother. What kind of mother are you? I remember I went out. I stole diapers. Stole formulas. Stole food. Also begged for money at the streets. Not in the neighborhood, but different parts of the cities. And yeah, it just...