 I'm not throwing myself a pity party and I'm sure not waiting for the shoe to drop. It's not going to kill me. Lots of people, believe it or not, the doctors say, if you live long enough, everybody would die of cancer. It's just the breakdown and the cells becoming contaminated and breaking down. Everybody would eventually die of cancer. It's just the breakdown of yourself. So what? I'm going to die living my life and cancer is not taking me out no matter how many times it comes for me. So attitude, right?