 don't last that long i mean you either die you go to jail or you know you if you can you you try to get out and so the book really was is about these two groups of folks these young folks who who feel like there is some hope of getting away from this life and then there's these guys in their 30s who they want to get away from it but feel like they've just been wrapped up in in you know criminal activities for so long that perhaps there is no way for them to um to escape