 That's a very typical response and the anger that comes with it. Like being Catholic, I stopped going to church. In fact, I made a point of swearing at God every single day. I was mad and I was mad as hell. And I was going to make sure he knew it. Since then, of course, I've come to realize God didn't do this. God didn't do this for me, but he was there to pick me up. He forgives me for all the terrible things I said to him. Because you're angry. You're confused. You don't understand. It's not supposed to.