 Penderhughes walks me to a room with words on the wall that read, they chew you up, swallow you. Audio is playing of a man named Keith Lamar describing how he holds on to his humanity despite being incarcerated. I mean, one of the things that I'm surprised about, and my friends tell me that, you know, people that really know me, it's kind of still kind of surprising to me. I'm sweet, man.