 ambivalence, I think, around what this neighborhood is supposed to mean. Property values are crazy, but also, you know, I walked home last week and three people have been killed at the corner. And that's still this neighborhood as well. And I don't want that to be what makes this feel like home to me. I want to dream about a better home for my son and for all of the other people living here and for the children being raised here. But I don't want that to come at the cost of our ability to exist. And