 which still feels really fresh. And the best part about being an athlete was that was it. That was the North Star. That was the priority. And what you could fit in around that, you would try, but that was always the guiding light. And that got, you know, I don't have that anymore. So in a wonderful way, you know, I shouldn't complain. I have a ton of options. But like anybody who has that problem, you know, there's a bandwidth situation. You got to worry about your own mental health in that way. So it's been tricky, but