 Even after all I've been through. And, you know, that's one of the things I want people to know, that even here, like, even if your worst fears come true, you know, nothing, you know, but death itself can rob you of who you really are. Nothing. You know, like, you know, I can be myself, you know, God gave me that. One of my close friends told me a long time ago, he said, you know, for money, life can be had no matter where you are.