 is that we were on vacation and our children were five years old and we were on the beach and my husband came home one day with them and he said, sweetheart, we're on the beach swimming and you're on conference calls. And I thought about that overnight and I woke up the next morning and I said, honey, I'm going to retire. And I retired at the age of 51. It was a big step to take, but in my mind, it was the right one for me. It was the right one for our family and what I did. And I ultimately had another