 And I had a really good friend of mine and mentor type person, comrade Patty Byrne, who works with Sins Involved, who asked me some deep questions. She was like, if you were completely immobilized, you know, would you believe that you were worth living? And she was like, if you were like in a coma, would you believe that you were worth living still? And I had to really sit with that question and realize that I had been taught to believe that if I was, then I wasn't worth living.