 So they basically wasn't around for me or each other. They dealt with dealing with trauma. My mom lost her parents on the way to America. My mom's parents was actually murdered by pirates in the open South China Sea. So she dealt with that and she didn't know how to deal with that, to cope with that. So she did what she did best and that is finding jobs and then dealing with a husband who was abusive. And so we lived, when we moved to Patrulla Hill,