 He was, you know, at one point, at one point, this is I think I have as the beginning of the book. He was he was I think was in London and he saw a performance of Chekhov's The Cherry Orchard. And he and he that brought him to tears and moved him so much that it brought him to tears. And he said at that point, he said that in some respects, my Russian self is more genuine than my American self.