 Yeah, and this is one of these moments, again, where both the courage and heartbreak of this past becomes so palpable and so real. When she got to certain points in her diary where she was talking about things that were either maybe dangerously radical or dangerously sexual, she cut them out. And when you look at the diary, they weren't just crossed out, which you saw a lot in diaries and journals and whatnot. She actually took some kind of exacto nightmare.