 What is the nature of this force within me? What does it mean to have a body capable of this much pleasure? And perhaps ironically, why is it that the more I attend to my body experience, the more spiritual it feels? For that matter, what is spiritual anyway? Heck, what is sex anyway? We experimented with movement, play, touch and massage, and we had much laughter and many tears. For this journey, I am also thankful.