 What am I going to do instead? I'm going to sneak it. I'm going to steal it. I'm going to manipulate to get it. I'm going to pretend it's for you and be insulted when you ask me if it's something I want. And so I become interested in that in myself. Like, okay, where is it that I'm trying to sneak something that I'm not actually admitting that this is what I want or that asking for what I want? Or where am I trying to give, give, give, give, give, give,