 We had really no money to go home. I mean, we're 19, 20 years old. We're trying to struggle. Do we take a bus? Do we take a plane? And then again, when we get home, when I got home, I had not really spoken to my family while I was in Germany. Just the opportunity wasn't there. So the one or two times I had spoken to my family, they thought everything was great because everything was great in the beginning.