 me because you can't like you know they say like you can't unsee something you know once you see you can't unsee it well once you live something you can't unlive it like everybody knows old people who live through the great depression that are actually going to die rich because they haven't spent a penny ever they haven't spent a dollar because they were so horrified by living through the oppression the depression it's like if you've lived through that you know you it resonates with you but let me ask you this on a political level