 trauma for that. And then, like I say, going to drama school and coming out and suddenly being asked to be very Chinese, like uber Chinese, ridiculously Chinese, like more Chinese than I know any Chinese person could possibly be in a way. That was very, very confusing and actually coming to the conclusion that we are all just human beings and we're all just individuals. That's been kind of liberating for me, I have to say. If you have use, they'll use you up.