 too courageous in that area because i'll tell too many people i shouldn't say or i should wait you know till later after you hook them in as friends then you tell them um that's what some of my friends say he never would believe me he just wouldn't believe me he said look we have two other crew members we all saw it when we got to work we said we looked at each other but you know what to say and then one one of us well did you see it or not