 sort of one that's on the fringe. Like there are people who would say that that's on the fringe. And it seems like being interested in stories on the fringe and relating to outsiders, even the way that you talked about being embraced by the drag queens who first inspired the transformation that you had in your early 20s, that that's a thing. Do you feel like an outsider? Yes. But I assure you it's not a posture. It's just something that