 and you know each time i gave something away i lost i felt terrible that i was giving it away i mean one you feel like you're losing control but number two you feel like you're losing the love of being in there fighting the good fight right but all it is is making you a slave you're working as much if not harder owning your own company than you would be out there just having a job then i had to eventually start giving away jobs like i created a vice presidents of each division