 I mean, aren't you in agony? And I said, nope, really haven't been. And they said, it's not really humanly possible. Are you doing heavy drugs? I said, clearly not. I'm fully cognizant and I don't like drugs. And they said, well, you're clearly not mentally unstable. We're trying to figure out how you could have done it this long in this level of pain. And I said, I don't have