 i would have done and would advise myself to a better job of is at times also slow down and let people know why you're actually in this and what you're fighting for do you think you could have done a better job of that maybe yeah i think so i mean i think part of what this just was being super open open book again right into it is i think part of what happens in the first debate one of the things that shocked me was i'm on that stage is a first-time politician presidential candidate and i think we're going to talk about a bunch of policy stuff and then i start getting