 are you trying to be a boxer without getting hit this is how the world works man you go decide on a live in europe and like this is what what's gonna stop if you go there in after two years you hate it was it was a bad idea so back home run back come back with your mba and get back to work there's a mouse but but i'm gonna go over there on vacation and just kind of not have any responsibility what you have is that you have a a selective memory about how cool it was when you were there you forgot all the crappy stuff when you were there before