 and um and went bankrupt and lost everything and so um i get to have a new career after that because guess what they don't loan you a bunch of money at the bank to go do flips if you just file bankruptcy so that was kind of out and so those days were over plus i was done with them because it didn't bring me a lot of fun and so and by the time your knee got busted you know you're you're part you're partially over being a policeman at that point because you're like this this is less fun than i thought it was going to be yeah you know