 it means to get fauci'd then uh so yeah that's the thing anyway but i mean yeah the point is i mean i i didn't i didn't sign up for bankruptcy it wasn't what i wanted to know uh and i and i won't say it's the worst it's the worst thing that ever happened to me and it's the best thing ever i agree both yeah very dramatic traumatic uh and i i you know i i still you know we've got the actual bankruptcy filing on the wall wow bankruptcy out here in the in the ramsey lobby when you come out here just so you can see how this started