 I have joy. I'm so happy. I was like, who is this person? I was like, I haven't been happy and I don't know how long. And I was like, who is this God that I just prayed to? Because that's the last thing I said before I fell asleep. And so I went to the funeral. I had a smile on my face and everybody was like, oh, my gosh, what happened to you? And I said, well.