 And I did, I think I had just smoked maybe who knows how long ago. Well, I had the drugs underneath my baby's bed in the wrong place. And now looking at it, it sounds so bad. He had it under the baby's bed? No, I hid it there because you'd think people won't go there. So I had my baby in my arms. The police come and they get her. And I have to call my wife to let her know that she's left with this baby. And that really broke me. You know, that broke me to pieces.