 I think that's how I took care of my own pain, you know, but they sent me to prison. When they sent me to prison, God had already gave me the discipline of reading my Bible in the morning, praying. He already gave me that biblical discipline, you know, and I knew I was going, he's going to be with me, and he told me he'd be there, and I trusted that. So as I went there, you know, you meet the people there and everything, and the first thing I wanted to do was connect to God-fearing people, which I couldn't.