 with her in my arms and my wife's like you're talking this craziness no you're not going to prison that would not happen you know because i did stop selling drugs but i was still using drugs i'm on parole and uh because i would kind of go to people who i knew because you know when you sell drugs at that level you still got your little people and they know you know they have respect for you so kind of come through the back door and i do my smoke my little weed and stuff