 I don't seem like I'm really in this part, but it's like I almost had to go through that to do what I'm doing now. Like I had to go through it. You know, and I thank God that he called me. You know, I'm just telling you, we got a little bit. What was funny is before I gave my life that last time I went to prison, right? I would, I knew I was feeling my heart. What's my purpose? I called my mother up and I said, mom, I'm looking for my purpose. She goes, keep looking for it. Keep looking for it. Right.