 my time, my blood, my sweat, my tears, all of it for the opportunity to possibly get that big break. And it didn't happen. And that was unfortunate. It took me about a year to get over that. But in the meanwhile, I think that was a blessing in disguise, brother. Let me tell you what, let me tell you what, because, and I'll say this from knowing so many friends out there that came in that way, kind of into the home improvement at your time that you did it.