 give us money to flip the money because when they get record deals they give them this money to cut these albums you know and to cut these albums they got to pay that stuff back that's just a front to uh money up front to get the album made you know and this is back in the 90s so going further being in uh New York I had this dream that I was going to get murdered like at some I was going to die you know I mean in this situation I seen had this dream of these angels taking me off the block and uh