 go through the drive-thru of Wendy's and be able to buy two 99 cent chicken nuggets and hope your daughter don't eat all of them so you can eat something. I know how it feels. I don't want them to take those thoughts away from me. I use them as motivation. So don't, often we get caught in this thing of thinking I got to do things a certain way. I saw my dad and my mom operate a certain way and I was like, okay, I'm going to have to operate a certain way. Well, the truth of the matter is I got to make my own mistakes.