 How do you pray? How do I talk to you, Lord? I want to hear from you. I had this such passion to want to hear from him so bad. I wanted him to talk to me. And I wasn't going to give up. So I never forget, I was like, I'm going to have the schedule. I'm going to pray. I'm going to pray. And sometimes I'd wake up and I didn't pray. Oh, you didn't pray. But I would say, OK, I'm going to pray. So it was almost like God was training me now to have a habit of praying and change my habits.