 Because I didn't know how to deal with it. I held on to it until I couldn't hold on to it. And then I just exploded. Well, you know, that's not a good thing. When volcanoes erupt, that's not a good thing. They leave a lot of damage in the way. Same with us. When we erupt, when we just explode, bad things happen. So here's the pattern you need to keep in mind. Talked about it earlier in the week, I think, maybe.