 So, you know, and then it just kind of developed. And I just read a zillion books, talked to people, hung out with people that did it. And it just kind of developed, developed, developed. And I also think I definitely feel that I had a past life doing different mystical types of things. I did go through my witch 101 phase that lasted a few years. And then I went through my dark goth phase. It's like a whole progress where