 One thing coming to mind is Psalm 27. Beautiful, beautiful Psalm. There's a section in there, though, that talks about parents and some of the navigation of when things haven't been what we hoped, what we needed, and healing from that. So just a thought to throw in Psalm 27 from the Old Testament while we're talking about this. But I did want to say congratulations, Amanda, on your baby. And I really admire your self-awareness and your courage to ask this question, but also to recognize that something's up and needs to be worked on.