 And that's not always healthy. Right. And I don't want to judge that. Right. So learning that maybe that might not be the case. Right. Because I've I've carried so much shame around certain issues that it's also been hard. Right. When you're writing nonfiction, it's a whole different thing. But Eric convinced me and I felt like I had found my reader. But more importantly, I felt like I had a trust where I felt like someone understood what I was saying.