 you said there was this this eight year the the medal is it sort of caps off an eight year period you had your motorcycle accident in 2000 and as a result of that there was an amputation and and that's why we saw you at the paralympic games as a as an above the knee amputee i'm presuming though there was an awful lot to digest about the way your leg looked after the accident and the things you perhaps could or couldn't do after the accident so