 And it's kind of like you've been hit, but you don't understand what it is, because there's a part of you, I think, in academia or in institutional structures that you just want to do right. You just want to do well. You just want to show that you're competent, right? You want to follow the rules like everyone else. You don't want people to give you any favors. And I write about that in that essay, Disparate Impacts, right? Living Just Enough for the City.