 And I'm trusting the universe that whatever it is to readers, it's what it's supposed to be. But more importantly, like my mama would say, I've done my work. Right. And if I've truly learned my lesson, I hope at least this lesson and universe don't send me any more hard ones that maybe that was part of the lesson I had to learn, not only to have those experiences, not only to write them down, but the publication of the essays. Right. It's affirmation that I've accepted it. I said, OK, I get you. It's out here.