 No, I didn't believe in myself. And I think I thought that writing looked a certain way, right? That it had to be a certain way. It had to be about a certain kind of person. It had to be perfect and pretty. It had to sound right. It couldn't be messy. And I think that's why I didn't believe her. And yes, I would say that, no, I didn't believe in myself. But oftentimes, I think if you grow up in a world where yourself is not reflected back at you, it's kind of hard to see that.