 But you become this, like you're being jerked on a chain, serving the momentary whims of the audience in a way that seems like good business at first, but then, to me, it's like shoveling in sugar. That first bite sounds great, tastes great and all, but you just keep shoveling it in until you're sick. How do I explain this? Being in Congress has always been a balance between being a leader and being a representative.