 And we arrived to my grandparents' house and there were cars all over. And you could feel the grief just waving from the house. And for the first time in my young life, I did not want to go into a home where I only ever felt love. I was afraid. I was afraid. And I was pushed into the arms of a woman that I didn't know her name. I recognized her. Finally, she just said, I'm so sorry. I don't know how to tell you this.