 to have the kind of life I thought I would live after my mom passed. I was going to bed at 8 p.m., waking up at 3.30 every time somebody said, how are you doing? I said, tired, very tired. No more clubbing. It's not like I was clubbing before, but I was watching Paw Patrol with the kids in the afternoon. Because when the grown-up programming came on, it was time for Mona to go bye-bye, bed-bed. So I stepped away from my show.