 Yeah. Okay. So I think the last part of what you said is the trigger for all of it, which is first figuring out I'm going to be okay. So I was in the middle of a bunch of life changes, you know, forties happened, thirties happened. You got to deal with everything that happens with your relationships, with your parents, your career and all that stuff. Uh, the, the, the pandemic gave me some space to look at myself.