 um, giving it up. I didn't, I wasn't really an atheist. I just, nothing. Um, and you know, this was back in the seventies and eighties when the whole atheism thing didn't even exist. And there was no really war between science and religion. None of that stuff was a culture war at the time. I just quit talking about it. And, uh, you know, no one really cared except for my friends and family who probably got tired of me evangelizing all the time about it. So, um, but, um,