 all i gave him was garbage i can remember because i would take a lot of the things i was still processing the hurt and it was i was receiving healing from him is what was happening but i just kept giving it to him and giving it to him and i remember one day finally crying and saying okay one of these days i'm going to give you something good i promise you know and um but he's he's been so faithful and what i'll say too is you can't control the outcome you don't know what's going to happen but when you do put your faith and your trust in the lord he's got your back you know and um that's good