 could paralyze you from doing the things that God is asking you to do, the call you have on your life. And think of it this way, in my own mind, to keep me, I guess, I don't know the right word to say, to keep me sane maybe. If I got killed, I'm going to heaven. And if I don't get killed, then I stay down here and continue doing the work that God has called me to do.