 you know, who was very close, he was very close to me, he was an incredible guy, but he suffered, and I've had many friends, but my brother suffered tremendously from this addiction. In fact, he was older than me, and he'd go out and say, never drink, never ever drink. Now in those days, drugs were not prevalent, you know, you didn't have that. But he'd say, never ever drink. He knew exactly what he was saying. I used to say, what does he always say? But I never had a drink, you know, I