 I'm trying to read the Bible. They loud, turn the TV up on purpose while I'm reading. I mean, purposely like look at me back there and then turn it up, you know, and he was showing me and then just to be a light. And I just started just read about love and acting, just praying about God, help me out with this, you know, and calling my wife and telling her how I never, I told my wife, I said, I never loved until now. I said, I'm sorry. I love you though, but I did not love you.