 You know, all that other stuff I was doing was garbage. You know, but I mean, and I knew it. That's the thing that's crazy. I would be around these guys who I knew they were the real part. And I was like, man, it don't seem like I'm really this part. But it's like I almost had to go through that to do what I'm doing now. Like I had to go through it. You know, and I thank God that he called me. You know, I'm just telling you, we got a little bit. What's funny is before I gave my life that last time I went to prison,