 to go up on stage and and have to completely completely be yourself if that makes sense it's very it it's scary you know because you have no guards oh yeah you have no character you can play you have no lines that they told you to say you go up there and you play your music and you tell your story and that can be kind of terrifying sometimes and you're standing there wondering if people are going to like him yeah well it's not even that but you know it's