 kind of without having your father and kind of with having so much chaos around you in your life to where, you know, where it's just been, you know, with a lot of legal drama and a lot of just chaos in my life that's kind of, at points, I'm so lucky and fortunate for everyone I have around me, but at points it's made it hard to, you know, kind of just be a normal kid at times, if that makes sense. Absolutely.