 I just surrendered it all. I just fell on my knees and surrendered it. I didn't know how, but I just cried out for Jesus to save me. And I just asked him to show me. I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I know one thing right now I'm going to ask him. And as I did that, I remember getting up and I got a Bible. And I had all these questions in my head, you know. How do you pray? How do I talk to you, Lord? I want to hear from you. And I had this such...