 passion to want to hear from him so bad. I wanted him to talk to me and I wasn't going to give up. So every, I never forget. I was like, I'm going to have the schedule. I'm going to pray. I'm going to pray. And sometimes I wake up and I didn't pray. Oh, she didn't pray. But I would say, okay, I'm going to pray. So I was like, it was almost like God was training me now to have a habit of praying, you know, and change my habits. So I never forget. I was praying and praying. Didn't hear nothing. Didn't hear praying and praying. Didn't hear nothing.