 I felt like I was always devoted to the men in my life because I didn't work with men. So anything else is just acting. To me, that's where I'm coming from when I say don't go to strip club, is that I wasn't lusting after men, but if he does something like that, he's going to be lusting after a woman that's not me. And even though we weren't married, that's one of the things that my dad,