 So going further, being in New York, I had this dream that I was going to get murdered. Like I was going to die. You know what I mean? In this situation, I had this dream of these angels taking me off the block. And that's the last time I went to New York. So I left out there and listened to that dream. And I believe that that was a warning telling me to stop that life or else my life would go to death. But of course, I didn't stop. But I just stopped in New York City, you know. But when I first left, I...