 And never forget, I picked up that Bible and I opened it up and it went to Jeremiah 29, 11. And then when it went to that Jeremiah 20, 11, he spoke to me through that scripture. You know, I want that future and hope. I said, that's what I want. And God spoke to me, told me he had a future and hope. And the first thing I prayed for was him to show me how to love God.