 So this time I really was broken, you know, and I just felt like, man, she just, you know, I felt betrayed. Like my mother, I couldn't trust my mom. I couldn't trust anybody and everything. So I ended up moving out, having my own place. And I probably was a full-blown alcoholic at that time. Then I found my first baby's mother, which I met, we got married, but we had a child.