 i i was very embarrassed i was a victim but i was still embarrassed because i looked like i had just been in a fight with mike tyson right right my lips were swollen as a matter of fact i have a picture in my book of a high school id and in that high school id i looked like a boxer with a black eye and a swollen lip and i had to now walk through this school walk through the hallways of this school with my friends and with all these people who i didn't even know