 He was a male. Okay. When I say guys in particular, that meant men and women. That meant our squad. We didn't care. We never cared about ethnicity, gender, race, religion. Just do your job. And if I need help, just show up. That's all we cared. And we really didn't care how big you were. If all you could do was hold a hand, then hold a hand. If I was in a brawl, and all you could do is grab an arm, a hand, just do that. And let us get the guy subdued. Absolutely. I have the utmost heartache for...