 I'm not going to tell my story, but I have to remind myself all the time, hey, that was needed back then. It's not needed now. The situation now is not like then. Even though there are triggers, and I hate that word, I'm air quoting, that leads me to think I need to react a certain way because it reminds me of past incidents. Yeah, I actually like the word trigger because it's what we know, as if you would gunslingers. And if you're familiar with the trigger...