 And I tell them, I don't think I was brave. The women and the men that go through chemotherapy for a year or two or three and follow that protocol, to me, they're the brave ones. I was willing to stop. I was willing to go home. I told God, either you heal me or take me home because I'm not doing this. So to me, I wasn't brave. But I knew that my faith in God was greater than my fear of this cancer. And either way, if I died,