 a rapist and an ax murderer who just hadn't had the opportunity yet to realize that actually bring it to reality you know rabbi i kind of envy you because i've had i mean i've said deliberately coarse things about people before and i've had people say well what if they see you i say great i'm looking forward to the deposition can you imagine what you would be able to ask uh fatima muhammad during a deposition about her point of view toward all of these issues