 You know, the fear of water is kind of a metaphor in this book for fearing uncertainty. And really, that's what it was. When life falls apart, everything feels so uncertain and you're not really sure where to go or what to do. And you have a lot of voices and all the monsters are trying to grab at you and pull you under. And so it's kind of the paddleboarding and the water kind of became a metaphor for my own life where I was trying to have a little bit more courage in facing my fear.