 And I'm no Pollyanna, believe me. I really don't feel that way. I just know that since we live forever, only the body will ever really die. I want to be as good as I can because I have to live with myself forever, you know? When you came back, how long were you out? Just a couple of minutes. I had anaphylaxis in a doctor's office, so they had what they needed. But I felt my heart stop.