 at on a construction construction job and there was a flash of light and there was a voice that spoke to me and said i had to protect the kids okay and i couldn't i didn't figure it out till a year later that that was my higher power telling me that i had to protect the kids so i went to bed at 6 a.m i woke up at 8 possessed with this idea what did that mean and so i as a new instructor i looked at you know firearm safety realized there's only one game in town