 you're asking too much, and I still remember when I got out of the military the first time in 1989, and this was, this is like when, it seems like it first started for me, when we didn't like to push for excellence, and one of my best friends and son was playing baseball, and I went to the game, it was the last game of the year, and he was playing t-ball, you know, the kids are hitting the ball, picking flowers, and nine kids were after the ball, and one kid's running the wrong way in the bases, and