 The gun went click, and I've never had an issue with my firearm. So I was ready to go. I didn't want to be here anymore. I didn't want to feel the guilt. I didn't want to be the one responsible for losing my family. So I did what I'm trying to do. The whole slap, rack, and then slap the bottom of the gun. You try to rack another round, and I went to go do it again. My spouse at the time ran up and grabbed the gun from me.