 You're not as free anymore. And so what I did was I got very serious about life. I got very serious about the people I love. I got very serious about making sure they were safe and making sure that I knew where I needed to go. And how does that, how do those things translate to your leadership, the things you've done in your life as a CEO or as a leader of organizations? Draw that thread for us from that 8-year-old to all those changes to where you are now.