 And if I did cry when I was going through hell back then, nobody could see me. And I've been with my wife for 41 years. And she, trust me, she would tell you, yeah, I never saw him cry until recently. I happened to be watching American Idol and something made me cry. Seriously. You know what? You're finally full of wisdom and found yourself. Right. And that's what we want people to do is be able to feel good. That's what the own it section is in my book. It's about...