 i don't want to ever use what you have taught me yes and i say that so sincerely i don't ever i have said to people that i've told you about different confrontations sadly that i've had one of the reasons i got out of new york is i felt unsafe i couldn't go to a restaurant with friends and feel like i did didn't have the capacity of creating a flash mob in a short period of time yes and i never want to have to use my hands