 to die is gain, right? I'm with God, so I win anyway. And if God heals me, I still win. Was there a particular, is there a particular powerful prayer that you would use, or if it's not too personal, I mean, how did you talk to God? How did you pray? I talked to God just like I talked to you. We just have conversations because if he's my father, as he states he is, and he created me, I'm going to speak to him as a child where I'd