 Because, Selena, of course, one of the cardinal rules about being a reporter is the story is not about yourself. But in some ways, of course, you couldn't help but not be. You were there a hair's breadth away. You did become part of the story. So I just wonder how you are psychologically having gone through this trauma. Well, luckily, it's more like an eyewitness account. So it's been less.