 This is not, you're just thinking there's always going to be dinner. You know, you don't think that there's not ever going to be dinner in the context that I grew up in. And so when that happened, I'm like, this is serious. Like, are we going to end up on the streets? You know, you start thinking worst case scenario. And I just, I remember my parents, I could hear them in their bedroom praying for God to provide.