 I've got to hold up my end of the bargain. I can't keep holding old stuff over the head. But at the same time, I have to let that in. Like that is a very hard line to walk. Only counseling can help that. But Susie, Jade opened up and she's exactly right with the thing that your marriage is over. You've already separated yourself emotionally, career, savings account. You've already ended this in your head. You've just not actually had the courage to say it out loud.