 I have never prayed so hard in my life. I think God was like, what is going on? This girl is talking to me every second of the day. I was constantly praying and just trying to stand in faith and people had come over and prayed with me and some had even said, I'm going to be healed. But I didn't know that I wanted to believe that. But my, what I was looking at in the mirror was contradictory to what they were saying.