 and I'm just finding out that my marriage is ending. So I'm losing my family. I just lost my partner. I'm losing my family, and I'm dealing with all this stuff, and I'm not sleeping. I must have looked like when I got to work because my sergeant was like, hey, you need to go home and get some sleep. I told him, I don't have any time off. I don't have that much vacation time. He's like, don't worry about it. Just go home and go to sleep. So I went home, but I'm going home to where I can't get sleep because my marriage is ending.