 And so I did not tell him. I didn't tell anybody in my family. What did you do? Hide the chemotherapy pill somewhere? Literally. Because I had... It's the kind of specialty pill that you can't pick up at a pharmacy. It comes from a specialty pharmacy. So they actually mail it to your house. So every time they mailed it to my home, I would take it and I would put it in the closet. And I would just keep taking the natural medicine. So my poor husband...