 But the guilt part, that's a very subtle thing, and that's something that creeps up very slowly and it stays for a very, very long time. Yes, sir. And it stayed with me for years. I would drink because of it, trying to get rid of the guilt. And the guilt actually led me to having some real bad mental health issues right after that because I couldn't sleep. There was like three or four days where I didn't sleep at all.