 is usually if they're in recovery and they always say once you're an alcoholic you're always they're all they can always tell you i've been clean and sober for and then someone will get it down to days you know eleven years three months and twelve days sure we're not we're not hearing that about any kotech uh... any kotech wilson so and and and it makes me a little more than maybe she's still a an alcoholic and an active alcohol do you ask i mean he's always