 and in god's love and then say but at the same time i hate you and i hope you die that you love cannot live next to hatred you know it just cannot you're you totally out yourself as a complete hypocrite when you do that so anyway i was i was and i you know i knew i've always known because i believe god is sovereign in all things and all things work together for good but in romans 8 28 it says for those who love god and are called according to his purpose