 that makes all the difference because it goes back to you talking and saying it was familiar. You know, I have this sense of this female presence around me and it's been there for decades and it's familiar. And it's like when you discuss the owl, which a lot of people, you know, they see a gray taking them and they say, oh, there's an owl. And that was the reference of it because your mind, the intellectual part is trying to just find out