 i'm a shooter i know that sounds very very well and my heart sank right i mean obviously you see him go down you see him grab his head he goes down and then you know at that point he's behind the stanchions those you know stanchions up front which you know are meant to take bullets but obviously they're coming in from from high all secret service agents you know jump on him and you know frankly there's a good chance he was dead it literally i mean it's divine intervention what do you ever we want call it right i'm not a mushy guy but it's um