 like watery eyes you know anything like that he's always been very very straight and when he walked out on the that was weird it was weird in a very not in a bad way i don't know how to describe it but you could tell like you just said you could tell but when you have a near-death experience like that in the way that he did how do you how does that not change you so it makes sense i mean it makes and his kids too i mean i think junior was crying when he came out