 during that time but you know there's also some chapters that that show the good that was in him too the good that i saw the good that i fell in love with you know i i may have been young and dumb and naive but um there was a good side to him that i've seen and that i still love with do you still love him no i'll always care about hunter because you know he he blessed me with the greatest blessing i could have ever asked for and that was my daughter but