 I've had an out of body experience. I've also talked to my angel. You're talking about upon your death when you were 18, you had an out of body experience or is that disconnected from that? Before like, okay. Um, like when I was younger, I'd have like a lot of deja vu stuff. Like I've, I've, I've done this or I dreamt about it. Um, so I mean, it just,