 And there's going to be new things, I assure you. If you had a son at birth, you'd probably be going through a lot of the same frustrations with their anger and their gruffness and attitude and all those things too. It's just put on you differently. And there's a lot of emotion that's tied into those things during this process, and it's okay to mourn. It's best to explain those things and to have open conversations and talk about it. It has nothing to do