 be in terms of fantasy and it hurts it's just devastating you have to be on medication for forever forever and then you have to be on medication for the side effects that that medication causes i don't know if you've read some of the stories of people who've detransitioned even after they've detransitioned they still have to be on medication for life now and they're dealing with a whole host of issues i mean you want to have you know turbo cancer everyone talks about turbo cancer from the clot shot what do you think is going to happen with this