 and did that speech of the rnc it was unifying it was amazing going through step by step what he felt when he was shot that was crazy we all had our our eyes were all welled up but then watching him in grand rapids the other day carrie i see a guy who is like okay i'm not supposed to be here so i'm gonna make the best out of this and he was on his game telling stories he was funny uh they talked about that that chart that saved his life the whole thing was masterful and i just see a different vibe from him right now am i reading it right