 you know and i don't talk about it and it's no nobody's business but now that all this has happened i was sitting here in my home in tennessee and i watched it in real time and of course the minute i saw him hit the ground i just said oh jesus oh jesus it meant everyone in the crowd you know and i was stunned like he was that nobody went freaking out freaking out and rushing and paranoid and terrified as would be natural to do to do