 I guess I start dreaming in the present. I start looking in the present, and in a strange way, it robs me of just joy. It helps me – it encourages me not to sit in and be a part of the life that I'm living right now. Does that make sense? Absolutely. I relate. One of the challenges, I think, as he was talking about – we hear this all the time. It's about the money part. I just feel like I can get one step closer to this imaginary future if I just have a bunch of cash versus –