 went and, you know, borrowed money to go on trips. I'm actually going to El Salvador tomorrow for like a birthday trip because I was actually supposed to go to El Salvador right before my train accident or right after my train accident. I called them on the hospital bed and they allowed me to cancel the non-refundable ticket and they refunded me. So it's kind of like full circle. I went on a missions trip a few years ago and so I'm going to revisit some friends. So I guess the whole point of the question is