 You child-abusing freak, bring your kid to a playground and let him climb on the jungle gym because that's all he wants to do. He doesn't want to be a part of this. But he also doesn't, because unfortunately he's stuck with you and he has no other frame of reference, he doesn't understand what's happening to him. And he can't communicate that he just wants you to shut the hell up and let him live his life as a boy.