 And I cannot shake this feeling of inevitable doom. The kids were playing in the water, and I could not leave the water. I was just paranoid that something was going to happen. And then after the day was over, the girls were like, see, we're moms. We know what to worry about. And basically, you are stressed out the whole time for no reason. And the next day, I hear on the radio, a kid drowned a quarter mile up the river. And another thing is...