 But, you know, just this idea that, you know, you've kind of, you've had your life and then you just, you switch off and that's it. And I was okay with that. And it's slightly more terrifying to think that it's going to go on or even has been going on. Especially if you're not happy. It's going to keep going on. Yeah. I'm going to be unhappy for the rest of my eternity. Oh, my gosh.