 certainly when you first hear it in this day of you know a lot of fake news and stuff going on you didn't know what was really it just seemed so surreal uh you know i remember when president reagan was shot certainly a year out of high school and so in my lifetime now we've had two attempted assassinations on two presidents and you know such a tragedy what happened it's hard for anyone to believe that this is anyone who was a big fan of trump's or some you know it's it's