 So you have to just like you, you know, how do you get home from wherever you are? You go back the way you came or in a similar direction. You need to reverse those steps. It's going to come through therapy and really being accountable. You have to be accountable to somebody, not just yourself, because you're not trustworthy in that sense for your own judgment. You're looking for the payoff of things. And that's not what life is. Life is absolutely as corny as it sounds. The journey. It's not where you arrive because the final.