 it's it's the usual for me it's compulsive i know nothing in moderation but yeah yeah i am fearful if and when you do get a hit of caffeine in the future you're gonna literally burst through the wall like the kool-aid man or something you know like oh god you are so right like i am absolutely like like kind of what i want to do is wait till i'm like meeting somebody for the first time and then just slam like one of those huge energy drinks on the bounces