 you know delivered them a door stopper but that yeah that was that was a great book to write yeah i'm looking forward to that one i uh what we're going to talk about here when we do come back is going to be this this essay this special essay uh along with the bigelow institute and i thought that was going to be brief too and i thought oh my gosh this is much longer than i allotted the time for and let me tell you i enjoy i'm enjoying it thoroughly