 no no okay i want to back up just a little bit before we start going down this path because i want to give people a little bit of your background um because it's going to play into we have you for three hours we got a lot to unpack here because we're going to talk about this and we're going to talk about jfk and we're even going to talk about what happened last week because i know you have some thoughts on that too so you have sort of a unique perspective as a filmmaker to what you're seeing when you look at what was shot