 you know, the phrase they use in spiritual circles, and again, this is something that's been around for centuries, this concept of the dark night of the soul. You know, so when you lose someone that is so important and valuable in your life, and as much as we're talking about this person still being so connected to you and in your life from the other side, this is a huge loss that they're not right beside you, and you can't just speak to them and hold their hand.