 uh was very shook up by it i mean i i at that point uh it had just happened we didn't know if the president was seriously hurt or worse and you know i i've always feared something like this i mean i've been to a lot of these rallies with president trump a lot of high-charged political events over the four years that he was president i've been with the president trump a lot over the four years that he's been out of office and um you know my my family has has dealt with uh