 you when you do this for a living it's because it's a passion for you outside of just doing this like you're passionate about sports so if somebody doesn't even know the medium exists then you do to your credit you kind of got to look in the mirror on that one and be like yeah how are we ever going to have stuff to talk about that relates to me because you not only can't really talk about work you can't even talk to them about the things that you're passionate about that create your work so that's yeah that's a disaster