 and it doesn't feel right and I'm going to correct it, just as if they were born with a cleft palate or something like that. And they're saying, you can't see it like a cleft palate, but I've felt it my entire life and I need to correct it. And not only is it going to affect me, but it's gonna affect everyone around me because what they've known is partly me and partly a lie that I've been living out of confusion and frustration.