 I refused to live in the violence and alcohol again, and reconciling must be a two-party endeavor with Jesus at the helm. Sadly and regrettably, this was not the case. I've been a solitary parent now for 17 years, and God continues to grow and sustain me. This world is quickly fading, full of lies and destruction. But I have hope, because nothing compares with the greatness of knowing our loving Lord and Heavenly Father.