 I think that was also a turning point about letting the small stuff, that's it. That's it. It's just I can't. I can't do that anymore. This was like a life-changing moment. And then I lost my dad a few years ago, and that also was a pivotal point. So I think that was in me growing up and becoming, and I just turned 60, and trying to become my own person and comfortable in my skin and happy with who I am.