 I don't, it was just, it was just disappointing. And I used to go into the city and we would go to all the bars and I would go down Christopher Street, which was the Mecca of gay life at that time. You know, you would, it was like every weekend was a festival there and we would go to the bars and do everything. I lived on Christopher Street. I lived in 78, 78. Wow. I lived right near the PATH station.