 like it's the dream to be in la you know what i mean and so then i'm super fortunate i got a job through a connection at america's got talent and i was on the digital team um it was super fun you know i got to see the way like that all worked but then i just realized i don't want to i didn't want to do social media full time i don't want to like work in tv you know there's a lot of things that you kind of just jump at because you think that's the opportunity you should be doing or that's just