 Two, pain. I was just balled up. All I could do is stay in a ball circle and just lay down and pray and ask God to take the sickness away. I remember that one day saying, Lord, I just want to feel better. I don't want to go to sleep feeling this way. I don't want to wake up feeling this way. I don't want to be at 2 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 4 o'clock feeling this way. I said, Lord, please give me a break. And when I tell you from February until now,