 I mean now today like you're not only doing fangirl fantasy as we were saying but also you're a full-time assistant so like what is your day-to-day like then balancing fangirl fantasy balancing you know being a personal assistant and then just doing everything that you do like what does your day-to-day look like so I'm usually on the west coast so by the time I wake up east coast is kind of already moving and grooving um I usually wake up like 7 7 30 check all my emails I