 What do you do? God said you should do it. And you don't feel like it. But I remember just talking to God and saying, God, I don't feel thankful, but you said I should say thank you. So I'm going to say thank you, Lord, for what you're doing. Please get me through this and take care of the precious little child and do what you want to do in our lives. And I can tell you in that moment...