 now what so like what's the next step so yeah so I was only I moved to LA in 2017 for like six months and I was like yeah this is the dream no I hear you and um I just I know I've heard so many stories like I mean I know LA is tough but really moving to any new city is tough and I recently had a Lisa Filippelli from select management group on here and she was saying how like especially in the entertainment industry you can't let the highs get you too high but the lows get you too low and there are so many highs and there are so many lows so like