 I was a seasoned missionary. We had spent 23 years in Turkey, a number of them church planting. I've said, if you want to be popular, then you don't start churches among Muslims. It makes you unpopular. So we had had pressure. There had been threats over the years. I had been attacked once by a gunman. We had worked in places where we put ourselves at risk, for example, near the Syrian border, where there was near war zone and all kinds of