 I want you to take this copy of the Gospel of John and read it. Now, don't just read it once. I want you to read it again and again. I tried to read as Percy had told me to do, but I never seemed to get very far. I kept up my old life, but with a difference. I began to really notice what I was doing and what was going on around me. I continued to drink, but somehow I failed to get drunk.