 Billy and I both got jobs and had enough money so we could get an apartment and a car and spend our evenings partying. That all ended, at least for me, when I discovered we were going to have a baby. I was quite sick much of the time and had to give up my job. Then Billy found he needed more money and began dealing drugs. Later, after James was born and with Billy's illegal business very profitable, I went back to partying too.