 Family Radio is pleased to present a podcast called This Christian Life. I began to believe that mom loved boys more than girls. I threw them off me. I started running through the park. I had had it with God and the devil. They called me mentally, ethically retarded and put me into a border room where I finger painted all day. All of a sudden, I just heard a splash. It sounded to me like he was drowning and I had seconds to get to him. She said, if you get in that car, you're going to die. Crying out Jesus brought me the most peace than anything else in my entire life.