 Now I'm here. I've been in so many tears. I try my best not to count it. I've been in so many hearts. I've been in so many prayers. I've been in so many couches. I've been in so many lives. I live so many lives. I live in so many houses. I've been subject to change. I keep circling days. I keep thinking about it. I've been trying to unsee how you moved on from me because it feels like without me.