 And the interesting thing about this is that Israel is in exile. God is saying this to them. So he's the one who put them into the darkness. And he could remove them from darkness and give them light any time. But he doesn't say, here, I'll give you light. He says, lean into me. And so I had to learn this again and again and practice it to lean into God when my emotions and my senses were in a completely different place.