 I use a paintbrush and he would, it's funny, because he would take apart every appliance in our house, line it up, and then put it back together to see how it worked. But anyway, we had a great childhood of outside and fun and all these other things, but I always knew I was gay. I always knew I was different. I always knew I was attracted to kids. Even in nursery school, I wanted to sit next to somebody in the back of the station wagon, and I just remember...