 But the point is that it liberated me in that sense. But it also restrained me because when those first songs... I had had three Academy Award nominations. I was a very established writer out there. I'd had several million sellers. It was really accelerating. When my first album came out, in which I admitted that I had been insane during my life, and it was in all the papers, you know, that I'd had many breakdowns and all that sort of thing...