 Family Radio is pleased to present a podcast called This Christian Life. I begin to believe that mom loved boys more than girls. It's like, oh my goodness, my entire life makes sense. If the way I've lived my life does not put me in any different standing with God than everybody else, then I'll go live like the rest of the world. I threw them off me. I started running through the park. I had had it with God and the devil. I refused to answer questions in class. I refused to read out loud. I refused to talk. They called me mentally, etymically retarded and put me into a border room where I finger painted all day.