 could begin to believe that. So then there was a heightened sense of tension in my cell. Yeah, I had some concerns that someone could do something to me. At the same time, to be honest, I didn't care that much because I was so discouraged at the time that I was just saying, oh, Jesus, please take me to heaven to be with you. Later on, when they put me under house arrest at the very end of my time in Turkey,