 WELL, FRIEND, THAT WAS WORSE THAN THE WHIPPING. ALL AFTERNOON I LIVED IN ANTICIPATION OF MY DAD COMING HOME. AND YOU KNOW THAT MANY TIMES THE ANTICIPATORY SUFFERING IS TERRIBLE IN ITSELF. JESUS, JESUS FROM THE MOMENT THAT HE WAS AWARE OF HIMSELF AS A YOUTH WAS LIVING IN THE SHOT OF A CROSS. WHEN JESUS, THE LITTLE LAD,