 Over time, you know, the writing, you know, just that self-reflection, I think when I look back at it, it's what allowed me to keep pushing through three years and almost at my senior year. You know, what has kept me striving in my journey, in this phase of my journey. So I think that's how I kind of low-key want to tangent, but I think that's, yeah, that's where I think that transition to