 in different pockets where I'm, you know, pushing myself and pushing my heart at the same time, like, holding on to those values that, like, you know, that I built, that I started and I seeded into the ground so I can even, you know, grow to the point I am now and, like, live in that present, you know? So I think, yeah, you know, that's a long answer, but I think, yeah, that's been the... It's been an ongoing process. And I think the...