 Family Radio is pleased to present a podcast called This Christian Life. I began to believe that mom loved boys more than girls. I threw them off me. I started running through the park. I had had it with God and the devil. They called me mentally, ethically retarded and put me into a border room where I finger painted all day. All of a sudden, I just heard a splash. It sounded to me like he was drowning and I had seconds to get to him.