 who she is and how she sees herself. Yeah. It's, I'm so glad you brought that line. It's as long as I worked on the book, it wasn't until I had written large portions of it. And then when I went back and got those two first two sentences that diamond crystallized for me, I like, I knew who she was. The first two lines are the summer that I turned 16. I am so fat. I can't ride my bike anymore. So I let it get stolen on purpose. And so much.