 So I just felt like I was kind of helplessly watching as a journalist, everything happening. You know, I have family in Gaza. My mom actually found out in April, so the number could be higher now, that she lost over 200 members of her extended family in Gaza. You know, they come from a big family. And I really wanted to cover it as a journalist. But of course, Israel has also barred journalists from entering Gaza. So that burden...