 You did? Here's a copy of the Gospel of John. I hope you'll read it. It tells about Jesus and the Son of God has changed my life. I'm not sure I understand. Before I was saved, my heart was all wrong. The Word of God says the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked. That's how I was. When I realized that Jesus paid the penalty for my sins and trusted in him, I was forgiven. That's the grace of God in action.